Lex H's Experience
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Experience description:
I had returned home
from hospital directly after surgery. I had been given a prescription for pain
medication but, after the first pill, I didn't take another one as it made me
extremely nauseous. The physical pain was better than feeling the effects of
the pain medication. In the evening, I went to sleep. The following morning,
I had not yet opened my eyes, but my mind had awoken. I was lying there with my
eyes closed, thinking that I might go back to sleep a little longer, when I
noticed the light outside my eyelids was way too bright for early morning. I
thought, 'I must have really overslept.' With that thought, I heard a loud
buzzing sound coming from the ceiling area over to my left, and I thought,
'What's that? It sounds like a bunch of bees are in the room.' With that
thought, I opened my eyes and looked at the ceiling. There were no bees, just
the ceiling as it usually looked.
Typically, upon waking,
I would open my eyes, without moving my body, and look out the bedroom window
which looked out on a garden. I would just lay there for a while and look out
at the garden thinking. Then I would get up and start my day. And so, this
time, I did also. After I checked for the bees, I looked out the window. At
some point, I noticed that there was snow outside. This fact didn't shock me;
it simply interested me as there is no snow in Houston. So, I sat up (I
thought) to get a closer look. However, now my vantage point was no longer from
in the bed. I was now standing outside on a balcony. How I had gotten there I
didn't know, I simply thought, 'what am I doing out here.' The fact that my
bedroom was on the first floor, and I was now on a second floor balcony didn't
shock me either, but merely interested me. So I looked around and inspected
this balcony. It looked as though it must be attached to log cabin styled
structure. The walls of the balcony were a light pine color and the logs were
very large. Like 'modern log cabin' style. I then looked out over the balcony
and saw a beautiful view of a mountain road covered in snow. I was situated
near the bottom of a long and winding road and the snowscape was beautiful.
There was a couple, a man and a woman, walking down the road and they were very
happy together. They were laughing and chatting and it seemed teasing each
other, though I couldn't hear a sound. Suddenly the thought struck me again,
'There's snow. It doesn't snow in Houston. This isn't my street. I'm on a
second floor balcony. I don't have a balcony.' All of these thoughts started
running through my head at the same time as I heard the distinct sound of (a
man's) footsteps approaching from behind. When I suddenly realized I was out of
my body somewhere, I was instantly awash with fear, and at that same instant of
understanding and fear, I was back in my body.
My eyes were open the
whole time. I know this because, when I returned to my body, I didn't open my
eyes, or blink or anything. My eyes were open and the scene outside them
changed.
Verification: About a
year later, a very close girlfriend of mine moved to Santa Fe, NM and invited me
there to spend the Christmas and New Year's holidays with her. I had never been
to New Mexico and wanted very much to visit Santa Fe. One night, we were up
talking until about 2 in the morning, my girlfriend suggests that we jump in the
car and drive to Taos. I wanted to visit Taos also, so we go. It's very late
when we arrive and there are no business establishment lights on to brighten the
road, so I can't see anything of what the town looks like. We drive into a
hotel, which is right on the road, check into our room and go to sleep. When I
wake in the morning, the sun is shining and I instantly get up and walk to a set
of French doors. I open them and step out on the balcony. My room is on the
second floor and I am looking over a beautiful snowscape. I turn my head to the
left and look up the road and see a couple walking down, laughing, smiling and
chatting. I recognize her. And then I look around and recognize the large,
light pine logs. I look back out at the couple and the road and I know it's the
balcony I landed on the year before.
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
Uncertain
I was given a pain
medication at the hospital that morning. When the pain started up again, I did
not take another pill. So, if that medication passed through my system in the
approximately 22 hours before the experience, then there was no medication to
affect it.
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I thought that I was
awake. I was as alert as everyday.
Was the experience
dream like in any way? Not
at all dream like.
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
I don't think I
experienced a 'feeling' of the separation but at one point I simply 'knew' that
I was separated from my body.
What emotions did you
feel during the experience?
During the majority of
the experience I simply felt inquisitive. At the instant of understanding, I
felt intense fear.
Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
For most of the
experience, I 'heard' total silence. I could 'feel' the silence. However,
before it started, I heard the buzzing sound near the ceiling, and at the very
end, I, very distinctly, heard the sound of heavy footsteps (somehow I knew it
was a male) approaching me from behind. The sound of the footsteps was loud.
Did you recognize any
familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or
encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?
No
Did you see a light?
No
Did you meet or see
any other beings?
Uncertain
I don't think they
were 'beings'. I saw a man and a woman on earth. (the earth plane?)
Did you experiment
while out of the body or in another, altered state?
Yes
I saw a place that I
had never been to, and I saw two people that I had never met.
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
Yes
I visited the exact
location and saw the same people about 1 year later.
Did you notice how
your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
Yes
My hearing was
different. It felt as though my ears were filled with cotton, or perhaps as you
hear when you're under water but not exactly. I 'heard' the silence. I can't
really explain it. So that wasn't normal. Yet, I then heard the footsteps, as
I normally would with my ears, only it was definitely louder and more distinct
as though I had super hearing.
Did you have any sense
of altered space or time?
Uncertain
I wasn't concerned
with time though I knew something, about the space, was different.
Did you have a sense
of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did you become aware
of future events?
Yes
I witnessed myself in a
future moment in time. Based on my life experience, the event was one hundred
percent accurate as I experienced the same moment one year later.
Were you involved in
or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
No
I had no
choice. As soon as the fear washed over me I was back in my body.
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
No
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
I now knew for
certain that I knew NOTHING. I knew that I couldn't trust what any human being
said because I KNEW that none of us knows anything. I knew that I would have to
trust only my inner self and look there for my answers.
How has the experience
affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?
It didn't.
Has your life changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have you shared this
experience with others?
Yes
Initially, I only
shared it with my very close cousin, then sometime later, with my sister. They
both 'got' it. Other than them, I have shared it with one or two people over
the years. Mostly I forget about it. No, I never forget, I just don't think
about it.
What was the best and
worst part of your experience?
The worst part was that
wash of fear. The best part was knowing that it happened after it happened.
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No