Leo T's Experience
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Experience description:
I accompanied
a friend who was to pick up some vitamins at health food store. We arrived at
the store and a woman there mentioned she did chakras. Not knowing what they
were and still don't exactly, I felt a need to try something new.
I was
asked to lay down on a table. She began to play music as the lights went dim.
She asked me to relax and let the good energy in and the release all fear etc. As I laid
on the table I was wondering what if anything is supposed to happen. My mind
began drifting, yet still awake. Then I saw the eye looking at me a violet color
rather large and close up, then another eye and another until there were
hundreds of them all violet in color all facing me. Then I saw two eyes as if on
one head and as I looked closer I saw what appeared to be an alien as you would
see in a book. Within a moment I saw petals falling, thousands of white petals,
I was in a garden with white cherry blossoms falling to the ground all around me
and a path that ran thru the trees. I followed
the path which lead up to a large castle. Next I was in a large room with stain
glass windows. I was at a desk writing what I felt were my last words about my
life. I was then drawn over to the stain glass window which opened and I saw a
bridge made of white light slowly going up in the sky surrounded by what
appeared to be clouds. The white was so intense, bright yet, I felt no pain
looking at it. Then a man, dressed in a white robe, in sandals, with long brown
hair held out his hand to me. "I believe it was what some would describe as
Jesus" however as I tried to recall his face it would appear that I never really
saw it. I touched
his hand and was transported instantly to a ridge overlooking a valley of what
appeared to be a jungle with geometric homes. Everything, Everything here was
made of light. Colors were spectacular ever changing, things were understood not
looked upon. I saw a rock and its edge, knew where it was but it was all colors,
like a waterfall of rainbow, yet I knew. I knew where everything was, everything
in the entire universe. Sight here was knowing. I turned to see who had brought
me here but he was gone, yet I knew. He was a form that I recognized but
understood he was my last perception of my arrival at this new knowing. I was
and had access to everything. I felt an
unusual comfort, peace and immediately left and found myself above the lady
who's table I was on. I was above her listening to her. I then saw her life, in
Arizona, Sedona. Don't ask me how I knew I just did. She was in a garden
surrounded by a clay wall teaching children about spirituality. The next thing I
saw as the children turning to light and becoming a dandelion seed floating up.
I was now viewing the earth as if the entire earth were in front of me. I saw
the dandelions floating around the earth and touching the earth and then a
ripple of light as they hit the earth. Amazing sight. I was now
instantly in what appeared to be the Himalayas all covered in snow and only
mountains in all directions. I was then at the top in a niche where there was a
man sitting with legs crossed, he was bald, had a wrap that went around from
across one arm down to his waist. He never said a word, no words were necessary.
I new I was to ask him a question. I asked " What is the meaning of life." I was
at that moment lifted as if floating, I was turned around and I then occupied
his body-space. At that
moment I saw the universe, billions of galaxies, all circling like snowflakes,
in a dancing mass. It was alive, spinning, mixing...billions of years passing in
only a blink. I saw, knew understood everything. There was nothing of this
magnitude to compare, I laughed. It just was. I just knew. To me this
time lasted I was there forever, yet she touched my arm and I was back. I didn't
feel like I was asleep. I awoke with tears of joy streaming down my face. I was
laughing. She said
she was amazed and began to tell me what she saw. She saw
thousands of white feathers floating down, a hand with white light touching my
hand, she saw a mountain and then all the stars twisting. She saw most of what I
saw. She did
not see what I saw about her. I told her and she was excited. She mentioned she
taught children about spirituality at one time years ago. She said she had a
garden as I described in Michigan. I mentioned I saw Sedona Arizona. never
hearing about that place before. She laughed and said she was going there to
visit a friend and was wondering what she should do in life next. I did not
die. Yet I know were I was without a doubt. Life is
clear. Simple. What is
now happening in my life I would have considered impossible, but each moment of
each day is now a connection to my purpose "TO SERVE". I died a
birth, they brought me back. I have always seen things differently. I know now. See life
has a purpose and we choose to be the tool life needs us to be and abundance is.
When we choose fear we delay our understanding of what is. Life is symbiotic. We
are all connected. Accept, be at peace. I have no
fear and I am fearless. I have no
doubt and I am all knowing. I have no
reason not to tell you these things. I know you
know. I am. Imagine
you are sitting in a dense fog right now.
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
Uncertain Imagine knowing everything is at the same place at the same
time. Knowing beyond perception as someone who is reading this screen vs knowing
instantly what is taking place on the other side of the earth. Everything is
made of light, definition of things are based on focus. The universe is a living
organism.
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
At what time during the
experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?
time? hehe...no time. Level...all knowing. Alertness...all clear. Always.
How did your highest level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every
day consciousness and alertness?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
If your highest level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal
every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:
Everyday consciousness is a planned filter. There all filters are removed.
Did your vision
differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as
clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
Yes Beyond words. Words are imagined interpretations of something
experienced. Can't explain the level of clarity, vividness, color but will try.
Did your
hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect,
such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
Yes No use of sound. Just knew. Focus on sound...then sound. Focus
on light then light. Focus on a grain of dust on a planet in a galaxy trillions
of light years away and am there. Sound is a choice like all things is choice.
Did you
experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
No
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
Awe. Wonder. Happiness. Joy. Bliss. Oneness. Knowing. Clarity.
Laughter...this life's perception on a relative basis a joke, must laugh.
Did you
pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
No
Did you
see a light?
Yes ALL LIGHT...EVERYTHING. EVEN SPACE BETWEEN THINGS.
Did you
meet or see any other beings?
Yes On the white path, a figure or representation of what my mind filled in
as Jesus. Nothing communicated. Just knew.
Did you
experience a review of past events in your life?
No
Did you
observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that
could be verified later?
No
Did you
see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions?
Yes See #3
Did you
have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes There was only one time and only one space. Sense of focus separated
events or representations of space and time.
Did you
have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes Awareness everything already exists, life is alive, purpose is to SERVE.
Did you
reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did you
become aware of future events?
Yes
All events exist now. There is no future. Just the now.
Did you
have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you
did not have prior to the experience?
Yes I am
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes Immediately. There reaction was "Did someone drug you?" They were but
would not admit to me.
Did you
have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
Yes I died at the time of birth and was brought back.
How did
you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was definitely real it is beyond our filtered illusions we call
reality. I know.
Were
there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or
significant to you?
That the
universe and everything in it is alive. Everything even space.
How do
you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real No rush. It is, I am and will always be.
Have your
relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have
your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Yes
Religion is a
man made illusion to separate us from what is.
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
Yes I can
instantly recall everything the event which triggers that is peace and choice to
be there again.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
Don't sweat the
small stuff and it is all small stuff.
Did the
questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
No if you
need to ask you don't know and words or the images they produce can't have
meaning without the experience of that level of knowing.
Are
there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience?
Ask your questions without using words. Use a system of relativity using
pictures etc.