Lanie's Experience
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Experience description:
My
experience begins with the night before last. On Sunday, March 10th, I woke up
every 15-20 minutes the entire night. I could not understand why I was
experiencing such difficulty falling asleep as I never have issues with this.
Especially since I had played in a 4 hour volleyball tournament that day and my
body felt physically exhausted. On Monday, I followed my regular routine which
consisted of going to the office, working an 8 hour day and working out for an
hour after work. I ate a hearty dinner and took a nap. I woke up at 11pm and
could not fall back asleep so I began to study the next level in an online
French lesson I'm currently in the middle of. Roughly around 2am this morning I
began to feel tired so I decided to go to bed.
I
was positioned with my face and stomach facing downward and my back facing the
ceiling when I started to feel strange. An intense tingling sensation came over
me and it spread throughout my entire body. Initially, I thought maybe I had a
limb in an awkward position and it was simply falling asleep. This quickly
changed when I attempted to move and realized I was completely paralyzed. I had
my eyes open and facing a bookcase in my room when on my second attempt in
moving my hand to lift myself up, I pushed myself away from my body. I slowly
began floating upward and was completely mid air looking down at myself in my
bed. Every detail in my room and on myself was completely accurate. From my
pj's, to the position I fell asleep in, the placement of my tablet beside my
pillow prior to falling asleep - everything! The only difference I found in my
room was the location of my bedroom door. Once reality hit that I was
experiencing an out of body experience, I was overcome by fear. I began to hear
music in the distance and started to panic. It was a song I had never heard
before but the genre was definitely classical. I started to look around and
noticed that everything had darkened. I did not feel that there was anything in
particular causing a threat to me but I couldn't control feeling very uneasy. I
began to trying to lower myself out of the sky onto the floor so that I could
walk towards the door. Right at the entry of the door, I ran into a large
creature that is very difficult for me to describe. I knew instantly that this
"thing" was not a friendly entity but it did not attack me or come towards me.
It simply stared and smiled at me in a creepy and horrifying way. I was
petrified and wanted to run for my life but every reaction in this "dreamy"
state if you will was slowed down. I walked over to my body on my bed, shook
myself and woke up.
I
have never had an experience like this in my entire life and it wasn't one that
could have lasted any longer than 5 minutes. Yet this was so mind boggling and
intense for me that I had to do a little research and see what may have caused
this. I'm not sure if it will ever happen again but this tiny little experience
has impacted me in such a way that I know I will never forget it....it has
caused me to question reality and what is beyond...
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I
was fully aware of my surroundings.
Was the experience dream like in any way?
Only
my vision was similar to what it would be like in a dream, everything else was
very real.
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
Fear, confusion, anxiety and uncertainty.
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
There was a classical song playing in the background I am unfamiliar with.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
Yes I believe what I encountered was a demon.
Did
you see a light?
No
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Yes This "thing" was standing in the passage of the door to my bedroom. It
did not speak to me nor did I recognize it.
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
Yes
I
attempted to awaken my body by shaking it after seeing the creature.
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Yes I forgot to mention that my vision was blurred and that I felt as if I
didn't posses the same body strength I normally have.
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Uncertain
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
No
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the
body?
Yes I attempted to return to my body after I frightened.
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
No
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Uncertain I'm not sure how this will affect my beliefs but it certainly has
me questioning them.
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
No
direct effects yet, I'm still in a semi state of shock.
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have you shared this experience with others?
No
What emotions did you experience following your experience?
Curiosity and concern.
What was the best and worst part of your experience?
The
best party was flying - it was amazing to feel so weightless. The worst was my
encounter.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
Any
information to what I may have experienced or similar stories would be greatly
appreciated.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes