Kirk H's Experiences
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Experience description:
This experience went on
for a number of my early years and eventually stopped in or about fifth grade or
so. I never mentioned this to anyone at the time. Years later, in my forties
or so I mentioned the events to a medical doctor at a social event (party) and
he explained that these experiences are not that rare and that I probably
learned how to repress my own experiences, otherwise I could even at that age
(or maybe later) have them. they never really frightened me, but they were
strange to say the least. I appreciate the chance to talk about this with the
thought that it might help someone else who is going through these events deal
with them in a somewhat positive manner, etc...
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
Yes
being only 7 or
8 to 9 years of age I didn't know how to explain these events to my parents nor
anyone else at the time. But I knew that almost every evening after going to
bed I would float around the room; sometimes in grade school when the class was
very quiet studying for example, I would be floating above my class mates for a
few minutes.
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
wide awake. I would
even sneak down the stairs to be close to my parents while they we watching TV
until my dad would catch me in the stairwell and send my back upstairs to my
bedroom. I would eventually return to normal while sitting in the stairwell and
usually be able to go back to sleep with no more problems.
Was the experience
dream like in any way?
no...I was as wide
awake as I am now typing these notes!!
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
No
no...I actually felt as
though I was "floating" around the room, looking down on my empty bed or above
my classmates, etc.
What emotions did you
feel during the experience?
nothing too upsetting,
I got sort of used to this happening on almost a regular schedule
Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
no
Did you recognize any
familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or
encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?
No
Did you see a light?
No
Did you meet or see
any other beings?
No
Did you experiment
while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
Uncertain
Did you notice how
your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
No
Did you have any sense
of altered space or time?
No
Did you have a sense
of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did you become aware
of future events?
No
Were you involved in
or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes
yes, because
these events bothered me to some extent, I would try to ignore them, think of
other things, be close to my parents (sneaking down the stairwell), etc..
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
No
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
No
How has the experience
affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?
nothing special.
I'm sort of glad to have had them, wish I could have understood them better at
the time and maybe enjoyed them a little more!
Has your life changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have you shared this
experience with others?
Yes
see #4 above and I have
mentioned the events to friends and family from time to time, but I don't dwell
on them. Most people listen and sometimes ask questions, but not much else.
What was the best and
worst part of your experience?
When they first started
I'm sure...what the ?*%$@ is this now!?
Is there anything else
you would like to add concerning the experience?
no, glad to share and
thank you for listening, ah, reading !!
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did the questions
asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience?
Yes