Kevin C's Experience
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Experience description:
i
was lying face down on my bed the other morning. I was awake and i was getting
ready to move to my office in the next room where i work. i was just moments
away from getting up to make coffee like every morning. next thing i knew i was
in the office room next to my bedroom and i was levitating. (keep in mind i was
levitating but not with my body.) i wondered at being free my physical self. i
saw what i could only describe as my own life force. no , i saw myself from the
standpoint or perspective of my own life source. my soul as i call it. i was my
soul looking at myself. it's so surreal, so abstract it is hard to find the
words. i knew i was one person. one complete being , yet i was looking at my
human self from the state of pure energy. i was free of the body. i began a
monologue within myself but have no memory of what was said. all i remember is
the incredible liberation of existing in a state of pure energy. everything was
incredibly lucid.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Uncertain
it
was so foreign to the state of consciousness i have experienced for 28 years in
that it was completely outside of my body.
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
No
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
i was
completely outside of my body. my total consciousness was in the room next to
where my body was at the time.
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
a thousand
times more intense than a dream . more real in fact than the waking everyday
human state.
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
i saw
myself made up of millions of points of light. strange but my eyes were blue
just like in real life. these points of light made an image of me which looked
exactly like me.
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
unconditional
love for myself . absolute acceptance of my being.
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
nothing.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
Yes
i was
in the office room of my one bedroom where i work each day.
Did
you see a light?
Yes
there
was incredible light all around me.
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
No
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
Yes
i was
fascinated with the feeling of floating while out of my body. i floated the
whole time.
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Uncertain
everything was one sense. the senses were not seperate in that state.
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes
not
altered, but as if there were no time.
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
Yes
not
special knowledge, but a feeling of universal order
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
No
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
No
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
i
completely put my trust in what i can only call the light that was surrounding
me while out my body. it was everywhere. so bright . so damn beautiful.
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
everything is
more intense.
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
i now
trust this light completely.
Have
you shared this experience with others?
No
but i
will.
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
disappointment
that i could not remain in that state.
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
nothing about
it was bad.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
no
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes
yeah.
the questions made me think about it and find the words. now i feel prepared to
tell my girlfriend and others. but not everybody.