Kenneth O's Experience
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Experience description:
First of all, I have
had in my past astral projected several times as a teenager, but for this
purpose, I had to pick the best one that lasted a life time in my memories,
hence the "Big One".
The third visit is what
I call the "Big One".
At the time I was
studying Kung Fu 6 days a week, and was really in to it big time! I befriended a
Korean family and in that family, I was friends with the mother, the father was
separated at the time, and she had at the time 3 children one of the children
was named (Ben) who was about 8 years old. So the mother and Ben, were
studying Kung Fu and afterwards we would always hang out, having fun swimming
eating together, and just having innocent fun.
Then I got the call
from my Instructor, Ben is dead. That call came about 10:30pm. Later that night
when I went to sleep, in my dream Ben had contacted me by using the phone in my
house, I picked up the phone, and Ben said:
Where are you? I'm all
alone and scared! It was so real, it woke me up out of sleep with chills to my
bone. Visit two - Ben came to me the second day, in my dream, this time it was
different (Big time). It was a dream I was having, and it was about Ben, I could
feel him, his presence then the dream went to an other level, he took my hand in
the dream, and started to take me upward... further and further faster and
faster... the dream suddenly didn't become a dream anymore, because Ben was in
control I was not? We went to a place that was like a holding station for
children, it was a play ground for him and children his age to play on. There
were these unusual beings that looked really weird? almost unreal and like they
were animated and funny looking, and there sole purpose was to keep the children
busy.. swinging them teeter tottering helping with the slides, so on and so
forth... they never talked, just had a cheesy smile to please the kids. But it
was a unsatisfying preoccupation to reality, that they or he had not gone
through the light yet, because he was scared.
Day three, "The Big
One" I was sleeping and I had slept the wrong way, and had slept on my left arm
in the wrong way, it was cutting blood circulation to my arm, and I could slowly
feel my blood flow slowing down. I just ignored the feeling of the buzzing in
my arm, because I was exhausted from my other two nights sleep and I needed just
to get a good night sleep! no matter what! Well I guess when I had slept on top
of my left arm, it caused me to unintentionally Astral project out of my body.
When I was out of my body, I was really curious about if there was a heaven? so
with out a second thought I flew like superman! faster than the speed of light!
at least that's what I thought? Until things took a turn for the surreal. When I
was traveling, I was traveling no longer with sight, but more of thought. There
were no stars in the sky? When I traveled, it was like I was pulled in to a worm
hole.
I was traveling so fast
that it was total darkness, but I could hear as if I was going through a wind
tunnel, and it seemed to last a life time, but probably was only about one
minute maybe less. Then when I came out of the darkness I came into the light.
This was the light of God or Christ. When I looked up, there was a small bright
star or (Sun) that gave off an extreme bright light just like the sun, only the
circumference was not as large. And around the sun with its awesome aura, was
thousands upon thousands, who knows, maybe even millions of Angels that were
sparkling with there own special glimmer. They were all singing in unison "Ahoo
Whaa Ahh". Over and over, I have no clue what the heck that means to this
day, but when you see something like that and feel something like that, you just
do not forget! Anyway, when I saw the light, I knew in my heart it was Christ or
God or what ever Supreme being that you might believe in? It was definitely Him
or it? because I could not see his face from the distance, just looked like a
small sun that was so very bright! But one thing I did know! It was home! I was
Finally home! A place where I felt unconditional Love 24 /7. Totally Non-Stop
Feeling of Love, no other thoughts were entered in to my brain, that was it!
Then, I saw a face that
I had recognized! Ben! He took my hand and said: I'm scared! Please come with
me! I'm scared to go by my self! I of course could not say no. So I went with
him, closer and closer to the light. The closer I went to the light, then faster
my body started to feel different..?? The best way I could describe it is, that
the closer I was getting to the light, the more I was attracted to the light,
the closer I got to the light, I felt my body vibrating, faster, and faster,
like a moth to a candle flame, that's exactly what its like. You are mesmerized
by the feeling of beauty, and pure awe, you wanted to get closer and closer. My
body kept vibrating faster and faster and harder and harder! There was no
denying! I was in the presence of God! I could no longer see Ben anymore, he was
gone... and now it was my turn! I looked into the light and said mentally
"Hello Father".
I had always called
Jesus or God "Father" because that's what kind of relationship, that I had
always had imagined. Well he or the sun replied with a swift hand! As soon as my
words parted my thoughts, I was pulled back out of the light, back through the
darkness and thrown back it to my body Immediately! I'm talking about
BAM!!! The feeling was like someone had a bungee cord, and pulled with so much
g-force that it literally hurt! I was thrown back into my body where I felt the
still numbing feeling, of my left arm that was still a sleep, and I quickly
turned my self over to get that blood flowing once again. Moreover, I was
totally drained from that experience for a length of at least three days, before
I felt back to normal.
I have had several
experiences w/ OBE, but this was the "Big One" I wanted to share with you.
Thanks for your time to
read!
Kenny O.
No special skills
here..
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level
of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
100%
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
No
Did you experience
a separation of your consciousness from your body?
yes
What emotions did
you feel during the experience?
Love
Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
yes - "Ahoo Whaa Ahh".
LOCATION
DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
Yes Heaven with
multitude of Angels
Did you see a
light?
Yes Small sun
Did you meet or see
any other beings?
Yes Seeing My
friend Ben, guiding him into the light.
Did you experiment
while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
No
Did you notice how
your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
Yes thoughts
were used, not your true voice.
Did you have any
sense of altered space or time?
No
Did you have a
sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes The purpose is
to learn to Love, unconditionally. After all weather you are black or white on
earth, your soul has no colors.
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
No - traveled too
far, by accident.
Did you become
aware of future events?
No
Were you involved
in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes I didn't belong
to pass the light, so I got thrown out like a bum!
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
No
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes I do not fear
death.
How has the
experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career
choices?
Yes - I appreciate life one day at a time.
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes Mentally ready
for death, when it comes.
Have you shared
this experience with others?
Yes They all think
it was a dream.
What emotions did
you experience following your experience?
I felt like I seen a
show, that only a few are privileged to see.
What was the best
and worst part of your experience?
Getting kicked out of
heaven
Is there anything
else you would like to add concerning the experience?
I wish it was like the
movies, where I could see the future or some of the sci-fi stuff. like reading
minds picking horses. not me! lol!
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No Just Say No!
Please offer any
suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.
I would not mind to see
how people feel after a (OBE)? are they drained like I was, or do they feel
refreshed? what is there general feeling when they
go
back to their body after experience?