Kathleen F's Experience
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Experience description:

I think I experienced the most amazing and intense visionary display and physical "transformation" that is possible for a human being. Here is the entire experience: At about 4am I awoke for some reason and went directly out on my balcony which overlooks the Biscayne Bay. There was an electrically charged energy and I felt as if something were about to happen. I was shocked to see that the currents of the bay were making the most unusual patterns and swells that I stared transfixed. As I watched the very unnatural patterns I suddenly found that I was unable to move. I was standing outside in just my night shirt but I couldn't leave to go put on a robe. The air then started shimmering and almost seemed liquid and I found that I could put my hand through it and move it-like moving a curtain aside.

Suddenly I was treated to the most spectacular show...the water became so many different landscapes-terraced plateaus, steep cliffs, mountains.  Everywhere I looked a new vista was appearing. Overhead the impossibly pink, fluffy and glowing clouds paraded overhead in a succession of otherworldly creatures, some frightening but most almost cartoonish; Grinning dogs, elephants, owls, birds, etc.  Then as I looked at the geometrically forming terraces and plateaus suddenly I saw a type of futuristic yet almost insect like "ship" detach itself from one of the "mountains" and fly right towards me and then through me!

I felt the energy of it like an electrically charged breeze. I looked right into it and saw "alien/Egyptian" glowing light beings. Then everywhere I looked I could see different "realities" occurring-people riding a subway passing through me, farmers tending rice fields, very futuristic landscapes also-all simultaneously yet separate. The most profound by far was when I finally went inside to rest, glowing light entities came onto my balcony. They looked like amorphous shimmering non-physical beings, purple, green, orange and seemed almost like they were playing with me, very friendly, almost comical. My dog sat and stared at them as transfixed as I was but would not go near the balcony.

When the sun came up I went out again and this time felt as if I was going down a steep hill very fast, heard a weird "sucking" sound at the same time as it felt like my soul was leaving my body. I traveled through every lifetime, past and future, saw all the incarnations of every soul I have encountered, "got it" all in the most profound way. I was given messages but I don't remember most of them and they were very very important. I then felt as if the brightest, most radiant golden light was literally being beamed into me like I was being recharged. It felt as if everything was being rearranged on a cellular level and I was vibrating. My friend had arrived (I called him to please hurry over) and he said when he found me I was standing with my eyes wide as if I were seeing something riveting and he went to touch me and was literally jolted by the heat and vibration of my body. He still talks about it with an almost reverent tone.

I "woke up" and was completely energized in a way I have never been before-felt like my entire body had been super-charged and reorganized somehow in a better way. I no longer had any of the minor back pains I had been experiencing, my thinking was crystal clear, I had a deep and profound "knowledge" and I literally felt as if I had been touched by a source of infinite power and imbued with sacred, immutable "wisdom." Since that day I have awoken several nights, grabbed a pen and written pages and pages of what has become a novel, been led to research Atlantis, had strange documents mysteriously download on my computer (one a 76 page in depth classified doc of how a "cyber terrorism" attack would be launched on the US with every weakness spelled out in frightening detail, a view of a "parallel" internet where even the FBI and Gov.

Homeland Security sites were bogus with the resultant discovery in trying to make phone calls to contact such places by phone that there is absolutely no means of preventing this type of attack or any agency which doesn't refer you to a website to deal with any type of crisis of this type. I feel as if I was being given this information of just how completely unprotected we are in the event of a massive debilitating attack on our entire computer based infrastructure. Well, that's all I can write at this time. Contact me, there is more. And believe me, I am a rational, well-educated even skeptical person but

I am now altered in such a way that I know exactly my mission, no longer can live a "normal" life and instead feel as if I am being led and prepared for something incredible. I learned how advanced intelligence can change memories, thoughts, use "coincidence" and how "evil" or dark entities slip in the moment we have a fearful thought. I had thoughts manifest before my eyes when I was completely "in tune" - I tapped into the secret or "magic" of the universe for a brief time and it was like knowledge was being downloaded into my brain and I am now trying to catch up and process it all. Wow. That's all I can really say.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No      

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No      

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           I was highly alert and conscious.

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   Absolutely not. This was the most visual, tactile, mental and emotional experience I have ever had. I will remember it with crystal clarity the rest of my life.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes     I felt at one time as if I were flying through a light beamed, space/time tunnel and another as if I were being beamed up or lifted to a powerful, all-encompassing, blissful and divine source.

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            Awe, amazement, wonder, speechlessness, supreme gratitude, joy, intimidation, relief, elevated, deeply transformed, special.

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           A buzzing electric energy. Swirling "whooshes", vibration tones.

LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?    Yes            Stone columns, Egyptian artifacts (especially the sideways "eye" and landscapes, Romanesque buildings, Atlantean symbols, geometric shapes, pyramids, terraced crop fields, alien looking beings, cartoonish looking light filled entities - like a futuristic zoo or something. flying craft which held two "pilots" with oval shaped "cockpits" and hexagonal bases out of which insect looking legs descended. A towering, white, glowing divine figure at the summit of a desert mountain or dune.

Did you see a light?           Yes     I not only saw an extremely bright, golden light but I felt its warmth and all-encompassing healing power.

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     Most of the entities seemed to be simply living in their "reality" and I was like an observer standing in the middle of them all. A few, though, came as close as my balcony and I kept beckoning them in but they seemed almost shy.

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? Yes    

I took a shower at one point and sat down in the tub because I was so shaken from what I was experiencing. I was holding a small vial of mud I had taken from the Dead Sea. The water suddenly stopped - but not from the shower head - it stopped mid-air about two inches from my body and remained in that "frozen" state for about two minutes. The vial that I was holding felt as if it was being sucked out of my hand and it flew about two feet up in the air. I then heard very distinct voices, a sort of speeded up whispering, and the vial popped up out of the water and back into my hand and I heard a voice tell me that it would heal any affliction. I later put it on a friends sprained finger and within seconds he could easily move his finger again and send there was no more pain. I then put some on a cut I had and the cut healed immediately. I swear to God that every part of this is exactly as it happened and I can furnish witnesses.

 Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes     A lot of the information that appeared on my computer has since happened or will happen soon. The entire infrastructure of the internet has been compromised. The proliferation of viruses is unstoppable, the extent of the "evil" ones infiltration into our most private and innocent seeming places (and their resultant profiling of our every behavior)-online communities, dating sites, chat rooms, shopping, news, sex, can not be underestimated. They are quietly amassing information on every level and are stealthily "attacking" in the most subtle yet ultimately damaging ways imaginable.

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?          Yes     All of my sense were greatly heightened. It seemed that time was stopping and starting also, and "bending".

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes     See above. At some points there was no time...I was everywhere at once.

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    Yes     I simply lack the words and the time right now to possibly explain the vast knowledge I attained. It is almost indescribable - it is like that feeling you get when you know beyond a shadow of a doubt that something is true or right. It is more of a deep intuitive feeling and an elemental, irrefutable knowledge that needs no words. The order, the choices, the signs, the patterns, the path to take, the real intention behind words, the energy, the nuances, the agendas, the false idols...the biggest picture.

 Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?             No      

Did you become aware of future events?       Yes     I saw in perfect detail the dog I was to eventually "find" on an unplanned stop in a pet store. I saw the car accident a friend of mine got into a few nights later. I met a woman who had appeared to me as someone from a past life and who then informed me that we had both been healers in Atlantis. I saw a house with a huge stone fireplace, on a river in the mountains...two days ago a new friend invited me to his "river house" on the Alleghany River. The picture was just like the one I saw. I saw a far-reaching and very damaging attack on our computer infrastructure involving all forms of transportation, hospitals, banking, law enforcement, government and business....

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?       No      

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?   Yes     Now if I think of a person, I will receive a phone call or if I call them they will say, "wow, I was just thinking of you." I feel linked with a "higher intelligence" which is guiding me. I have developed my abilities as a healer to almost miraculous degrees. I can see into people's souls and have been told that I tell them the most insightful things out of the blue. I can see auras now as well and energies swirling around a room.

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   Yes     I can't describe at this time.

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?       I seem to be meeting more and more similarly "enlightened" souls and have profoundly changed the way I interact with everyone in my life. No more pretense, much deeper interaction, more meaningful and fulfilling relationships. a true knowledge of karmic law.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         Yes     Again, too difficult to describe at this time (I am getting tired)

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     Several of my friends have witnessed some of these things. Others remain skeptical but curious. Others tell me that no one has affected them or "touched" them as much as I have.

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  Mostly joy and relief but I feel a bit isolated or removed from the rest of "society"

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      Being touched and infused with the Source or Divine Light. The worst was seeing pure evil and the way it operates and the forces that are currently very strong.

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        I would like to meet others who have had similar experiences. I would like to be taken seriously.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         Yes     Meditation, breathing exercises, yoga.

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?               Yes