Katharine O's Experience
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Experience description:
At about
2am or so, I started to fall asleep on my futon in my living room. The living
room is directly attached the the kitchen and dining areas. I was trying to look
up art framing prices on the internet to prepare for an exhibition, it was
boring, but not difficult, but I had an overwhelming sleepiness come over me. I
had my TV on and the Star Wars episode II DVD in the player. I often play this
DVD late at night when there is nothing on TV, just for some background noise. I
have the thing pretty much memorized. I decided to curl up for a bit to relieve
the sleepiness, and turned my back to my laptop and the TV. I had a comforter
with me on the futon, and I wrapped it around my body and my head, with just a
little opening to breathe out of (the usual configuration for me). Anyway, I
knew I never fully fell asleep because I was still following along with the
sounds and dialog from the movie. I didn't miss out on any scene aurally. The
whole time I was sleeping was about an hour, judging from the scenes in the
movie. My body was dead asleep, but I was still fairly conscious. Okay, the
first weird part of the experience, was that I remember being conscious and
looking at the corner of a pillow that I usually sleep with and thinking I
should wash the pillowcase soon. However, physically, the pillow was nowhere
near me. After that, I "closed" my eyes. Now for
the really weird part. I heard my keys jingling on the kitchen counter, like
they were being lifted about an inch and pushed back down, fairly rapidly. I
could hear this over the sounds from the movie. I was doing it, and I felt that
it was fun. I wanted to wake up because the fact that my keys were moving was
frightening, but I knew I was the one playing with them. I couldn't open my eyes
or move, but I was trying to get up. When I started to really try, the keys
stopped moving, and I could feel myself physically moving from the counter back
to my body to which I was still tethered through my back. I was amorphous
(sp?), but had a large volume and no weight. The largest part of this part of
me was surrounding the counter, about 4 feet above the ground (it is a raised
bar-like sort of counter), and about ten feet from where I was sleeping.
As this
part went back to my body, I was still consciously in my body, that part started
to shrink and came back to my body, accelerating in motion, it was sort of
graceful and ended in a snap into my back and my head. The really disturbing
part was that I physically felt this re-entry into my body. From my body, it
felt like I was being snuck up on by a dog/cat, or something that was very
foreign to my person, from down near the carpet. It felt like a gentle hug, a
gentle pressure on the outside of the comforter, and then I went through the
comforter (the other part of me) and snapped into my back and head. As I was
going through, it felt like there was a mild vacuum or suction that made the
comforter cling to me (it stayed closer, pressed to me, after the snap).
It was,
without a doubt, the freakiest thing I have ever felt. After that, I could open
my eyes, and felt that I could then move, but I was stilled scared that there
might be something still in the room. After about twenty seconds, my fear
subsided, and I gathered the courage to get up and look around. I got up and
looked at the keys, they were in their usual place, but I couldn't tell if they
had been moved like I had heard. A little
later, I had heard some sounds like paper shuffling, which freaked me out (since
I was already in a highly freaked out state). I heard it several times, but
couldn't quite place it. I thought it might have been a coyote scratching at my
front door (I live near a nature trail inhabited by several). A little later, I
went into my bedroom and found the culprit for the sounds. About two weeks ago I
had attached with heavy packaging tape about a yard of black fabric to my
bedroom wall as a background to take slide photos of some of my artwork (for the
exhibition), and it had fallen completely off the fall. The weird thing was that
I had checked it earlier in the day, and it was completely attached. It might
have been just a coincidence, but I wonder since this experience was so physical
if I had done something while asleep to disturb the fabric enough that it would
later fall off. Okay, now
some more background. This wasn't the first time I've had an OBE, but this is
the first time that I've had such a strong physical interaction. Most have
consisted at looking at myself doing something, and they occurred when I was
very little (under 3). In fact, my very first memory occurred at about 18mos and
was an OBE. Most of those were accompanied immediately prior with a feeling in
my chest and head area of getting larger-smaller, like a vibration, in
increasing frequency. I still get that feeling, but I always supress it so I
won't leave. I've also had an experience as a teenage where I woke up from sleep
but couldn't open my eyes or move my body (other than breathe). After about a
minute, I could control my body. I've had some other experiences that are
bizzare, but don't fit with anything I know of naturally, but also are nothing
like I've ever heard anyone else describe, so they will always be my secret.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
The
only medication I am taking is the Ortho-Evra birth control patch, on my
shoulder.
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Uncertain
The
physical feelings are difficult to describe.
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
No
I was
very relaxed when it began.
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I was
consciously able to hear stuff and feel my body, but my body was asleep like a
log, and my eyes were closed.
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
Only the first
part, so not really.
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Uncertain
I
guess, but I was definitely in both places. For the second part, I couldn't see
anything. The part of me that was with the keys was very big and nebulous. I
don't know if I had an appearance.
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
I was rather
shocked and frightened.
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
I heard the
keys jingling, and the movie playing.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
Yes
I was
very much in my apartment. I don't believe in the existence of heaven or hell.
Did
you see a light?
Yes
Only
the lights that I had left on in my apartment. I find it easier to sleep during
the day or with my lights on, but no, not the "Light" kind of light.
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
No
Never
in any of my experiences, though this time, I felt myself as a foreign presence.
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
I
avoid this stuff like the plague.
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Yes
I
could hear perfectly, I could feel my body (as one would normally while
conscious). I couldn't see anything for the second part.
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
No
Everything was normal.
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes
Yes,
I wanted to stop the experience as soon as possible.
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
No
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
No
Still
agnostic.
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
It's only been
a couple of hours.
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
Shock, fear.
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
I didn't like
any of it, but the snap back was fascinating.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
Please
don't publish my name or contact me.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes