Katelyn B's Experience
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Experience description:
I have had
hundreds of OBE's. The first one I can remember happened when I was 18 years
old. I came home from a long summer day outdoors. I was very tired. As I
started to fall asleep, I heard a very loud roaring or buzzing sound. Then I
could feel myself floating up away from where I was laying. I was very
frightened by the feeling and woke myself up several times, but I kept hearing
the sound again and was pulled out of my body each time against my will. This
is the usual way the OBE's happen with me. They occur every 2 or 3 months.
Sometimes more, sometimes less. Now I
recognize the very distinctive buzzing sound and know an OBE is about to occur.
Usually it's my legs and lower body which is pulled up from where I'm laying. I
am quite aware of what is happening and at times am embarrassed because my body
seems to become exposed and I hope no one walks in the room and sees me floating
around. I usually try to fight off the experience because it scares me. Sometimes
there are beings at my feet pulling at them. I usually tell them to go away and
they usually do.
Occasionally I have felt something in bed with me or standing over me pulling at
me or shaking me. These beings are quite violent sometimes. A number of
times-perhaps about 10 times during my life-after one of these violent
encounters I have woken up with 3 long scratches on my back like from the nails
of an animal in a place behind my shoulder blade where I can't reach. No one
else could have made these scratches and I'm usually laying on my back when they
occurred. A few
times I have found myself walking around or standing in the room I'm in, but
realize it's an OBE I'm having when things just don't look right. For example,
once the TV was on when I was asleep and I sat up and kept trying to turn it off
with the remote, but the remote wouldn't work and I couldn't figure out what was
wrong with the remote. Then I realized that everything looked odd and I
recognized I was having an OBE and forced myself to wake up. Once I was
standing in the room looking at a clock that was on the wall, but the room
looked weird, but I noted the time on the clock. Again I realized it was an
OBE, woke myself up and it was the time I had seen on the clock which I couldn't
have seen from where I had been laying. Sometimes
I find myself flying over towns and over building and fields. These are the
OBE's I really like. At times I've found myself in other houses and strange
places. Sometimes I've seen a road or house and later when traveling in a place
I've never been before, find the very place I saw. A couple
times I've spoken to ghosts of dead relatives who have given me visions of
future events. In 1996 my deceased father appeared to me through a wall in a
ball of blue light and told me "I'm sorry I can't be with you at this most
important time in your life. I'd like to give you a hug. It was time for me to
go". And then he was gone back through the wall in the light. Then, in the
same vision, I saw me in a hospital bed and I was looking at the floor next to
the bed and I saw my son and a man I did not know sitting on the floor looking
up as if in awe because they too, saw the ball of blue light. This indeed began
a VERY important time in my life. My house
burned down and I had to rebuild it in 1999, I met my current husband (the man
from the vision in the hospital room) in 1997 a year to the day later from the
vision. I had a disabling back injury in 1999. My mother had a stroke in
January 2000 and I saved her life and then had to take care of her until her
death (the hospital room from the vision was identical to the emergency room
where my mother was taken and where she miraculously came back from the dead),
Yes, the doctor said she had no hope of recovery, an artery was blocked in her
brain and I should make arrangements. She looked gray and near death. Then
suddenly color came back to her face and she looked perfectly well and ageless
for a few moments, like a light came over her. She seemed perfectly healthy for
a brief moment and smiled and could talk and there seemed to be a glow around
her. I nor the doctor had ever seen anything like it. We were both in awe.
Nothing medical brought her back. Then after a few moments, the affects of the
stroke came over her and she never really recovered till she died 3 years
later.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
Uncertain I have had OBE's since I was 18 years old until present.
Medications or other substances don't seem to make any difference. Sometimes
absolutely no medications, sometimes about a day or two after alcohol use,
sometimes when ill with fever, sometimes when on prescription for pain and blood
pressure. Usually happen as I'm falling asleep.
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Just
falling asleep or asleep
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
no
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes Feel
like I'm floating or being pulled away from my body
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
Varies from
fear to pleasure
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
Buzzing or
roaring in ears as experience begins
Did
you see a light?
Yes See
Number 4....ghost appearance in ball of blue light
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Yes see
number 4
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
Yes
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
Yes see
number 4-scratches on back, time on clock, seeing things in future
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Yes
Did you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
Yes
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you become aware of future events?
Yes
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes
Did you
have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
No
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
No
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Uncertain
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes I told
a near relative about my experience of looking from heaven or the place where
sole reside BEFORE my birth. I was allowed to choose into what family I would
be born. I remember coming out of darkness. I was on the edge of a platform in
the sky. There was a separation between the world below and the darkness. I
knew I could not get back into the darkness and I should look down at the world
below and somehow I knew to choose my family. Then the next thing I knew I was
a baby. When I was very young, before any kind of teaching, I told my parents
about looking down on them from a cloud and choosing them. They seemed surprised
about my story, but I thought everyone had this experience. My relative
accepted my story.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
No There
is much much more I could tell, but It would take hours