K�roly H Experience
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Experience description:
I was sleeping and suddenly it was like I became aware, light, floating slowly
through a tunnel towards light. That happened for several days. In the first
days that happened, I was scared of going forward, and I was sure that I could
go on or leave.
As the tunnel is getting closer, the tunnel floor becomes rougher, it is brown,
with shadows as if they were gravel. This rough floor should be around 15 meters
to the light. The first time I saw this tunnel, I got scared and left, I could
wake up normally, but at other times I let me to be floating around to see what
was further ahead, I could decide to leave or stay. But when I arrived at this
rough ground I always woke up taking a shock, it was a shock for some 30-40
seconds through the whole body, and during the shock I could not move or scream,
and when the shock passed I felt weakened . At the end of the tunnel there was a
shadow, I could not recognize what it was, but it looked like a shape of a heart
viewed from the front, but it was only the shape, because it was black, and very
bright behind, so that I could not recognize what it was. At the time of
your experience was there an associated life-threatening event? Uncertain
I was in my room and that happened when I was sleeping.
What could a
national organization with an interest in near death experience (NDE) do that
would be of interest to you?
No, I think sharing experience is important, but I think the real lesson is
wanting to help others, in all things. Are there any
other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience?
I think you could ask people to draw the tunnel they saw and send it to you.
Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes
It is hard to explain the feeling of peace, when I was in the tunnel, is like
everything was more real, the light brighter, the things prettier and clear.
At what time during
the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness
and alertness?
When I was in the tunnel, floating, there was a feeling of peace, tranquillity.
How did your highest level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal
everyday consciousness and alertness? More
consciousness and alertness than normal It was like I was more aware
and sensible to the things around me, feeling deeply the moment, and the silence
was very profound and impressive.
Please compare your vision
during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to
the time of the experience.
Everything seemed more beautiful, there was not much to see, but everything
seemed more pleasant to the eye and the awareness more accurate, more real, the
light was brighter and didn�t hurt the eyes, it was pleasant to look at.
Please compare your hearing
during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to
the time of the experience.
The silence was absolute, soundless, and my hearing was very accurate.
Did you see or hear any earthly
events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was
apart from your physical / earthly body? No
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
I felt special, like I was in a place that no one had been able to go before, in
a level of gigantic awareness.
Did
you pass into or through a tunnel? Yes
The tunnel was about 30 metres when I entered it, and I was entering it very
slowly, I wasn�t able to control the speed, I was not walking, it was like I was
floating towards the light. When I got near the wrinkled floor that was about 15
meters until reach the light, I wake up taking a shock all over my body. That
floor was as if it had some blocks, with straight corners and some crooked, the
colour was dark brown, with shadows.
Did
you see an unearthly light? Yes
It was a very strong and pleasant light at the end of the tunnel.
Did you seem to encounter a
mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? No
Did you encounter or become
aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in
religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No
Did you encounter or become
aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No
Did you become aware of past
events in your life during your experience? No
Did you seem to enter some
other, unearthly world? Some
unfamiliar and strange place
I had the feeling of being aware but in another place.
Did time seem to
speed up or slow down? No
Did
you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything
about the universe
It was like I was part of only one thing, was a feeling of friendship with
things, a delightful feeling.
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes
When I began to get closer, the ground became wrinkled, with big wrinkles, one
foot wide, and when I came near that floor, something pulled me, and I wake up
taking a shock.
Did you come to a border or
point of no return? I
came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my
will
Did scenes from the future come
to you? No
During your experience, did you
encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is
(or is not) continued existence after earthly life (�life after death�)? Yes
I felt when I came back there were 2 different places where my consciousness
could be, however in that place it was even more real.
During your experience, did you
encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being
either does (or does not) exist? Uncertain
There was something at the end of the tunnel but I couldn�t realize what it was.
My feeling was I belong to that something.
During your experience, did you
encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not)
exist prior to this lifetime? Uncertain
I didn�t think about it.
During your experience, did you
encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal
connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist? Yes
I felt I was part of something greater.
During your experience, did you
encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life�s meaning
or purpose? Yes
The feeling of peace and tranquillity like I never felt before.
During your experience, did you
encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life�s
difficulties, challenges, or hardships? Yes
The feeling of peace and tranquillity like I never felt before.
During your experience, did you
encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love? Yes
The love would be peace, tranquillity, feeling of belonging, connection with the
universe, sensibility to small details that are profound and beautiful,
contemplation of beautiful light, is extremely powerful and striking.
During your experience, did you
encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in
other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives? Yes
There is another place where our consciousness can be fully aware, it�s a place
inside us, but I can not say that is physical, honestly I believe that is
another dimension.
Did you have a sense of knowing
special knowledge or purpose? Yes
Finding answers about the experience.
What occurred during your experience included: Content
that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your
experience I didn�t know what a NDE was, it touched me deeply. Only
a few days ago I talked with a psychologist friend of mine and she told me what
it was. Until that, the experience made me want to search answers about other
levels of consciousness and try to understand religions.
How accurately do you remember
the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time
of the experience? I
remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred
around the time of th
It touched me deeply in every sense, it seems it was more real than our
reality, with more profound senses and a more accurate perception, and a feeling
of extremely beautiful peace.
Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your
experience:
The tranquillity about things, and the love regarding things and people became
stronger, and futile attitudes to me became impossible. I think I am more true
to myself.
My experience directly resulted
in: Large
changes in my life
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that
occurred as a result of the experience? Yes
I became kinder, loving and sensible to other people.
Do you have any psychic,
non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have
before the experience? No
Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful
or significant to you?
Yes, several, mainly knowing we are here, but there are things in life we don�t
know, and there are other places, other dimensions.
Have
you ever shared this experience with others? Uncertain
The first time was with a friend, he thought it was strange and that I wasn�t
normal. Only recently, I talked again about my experience with my friend
psychologist.
Did you have any knowledge of
near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No
What did you believe about the
reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened: Experience
was definitely real
My awareness went to that place, and took a shock when it ended and I walked
around my house, even feeling a heavy body. Then I went to sleep again, and the
experiences were unforgettable, very touching, surely unforgettable days.
What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time: Experience
was definitely real I have
no doubts it was real, everything that happened I remember clearly today.
Have your
relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes
I calmer, I try to argue less, don�t waste my time with silly things.
Have your
religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience? Yes
I believe religions are important, and developing spirituality is something
fundamental.
At any time in your
life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? Yes
It happened several times, I ws able to go to the tunnel many times, but I
didn�t know it was a NDE.
Is there anything else that you
would like to add about your experience?
I really wanted the answer about what was that shadow in front of the light at
the end of the tunnel, to this day I do not know the answer.
Did the questions asked and
information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience? Yes
The questions refer to some very important things, I think I've told everything.
I just think it is wrong that the Portuguese questionnaire went to the Spanish
in the middle.