Karla Experience
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Experience description:
Prior to my first experience
I was NEVER dealing with spiritual issues. For me
this was something not scientific....
Today I consider my experiences as a great gift.
1. Experience, in autumn 2016
Immediately after waking up I'm at the light.
Immediately I know that this is my home. That I'm coming from there,
belong there. I'm looking at the light with amazement. My HOME. It's a very
deep recognition, a knowledge. I'm so glad being back home....
I can look around for a long time. Time doesn't matter...
There are no human feelings, but nevertheless it is the most
BEAUTIFUL THING which I ever experienced. Absolute calm, security,
acceptance.
There's no 'I' anymore, but also no 'we'. There's only BEING. Yet
I'm still 100% myself. I feel like still having a body, but I don't believe
that he was really there....
I have a long time to look around in the light. The light is
resplendently bright but I can look into without any problem. It is also
somehow 'moving', it's 'alive'....
Suddenly, within 1 second I'm getting a telepathic message; it
arrives instantly even though if spoken with words it would take a few
seconds. Its about trust and about my future. I also know that this is told
to me by someone else. Along with the message are coming lots of feelings,
but only for a few seconds: that I don't need to worry at all. Everything
would happen as told...
Then everything ends.
Immediately after, I know that I experienced something special.
Something not from earth. I call my experience: 'A divine experience'...
Then I still don't know anything about NDE.
I'm starting to look for similar events on the internet. I don't
find much. Edgar Mitchell is talking about an experience in space, which
resembles mine.
Not until one year later I notice that you can have an NDE without
being dead. After that I'm reading lots of NDEs and am discovering very many
commonalities with my experiences up to that time.
Experiences 2. & 3, spring 2017
Simply during the day I'm again getting telepathic messages. Again
instantly! It's as if I was pulling knowledge from the light - was diving
through something - it was as if I was receiving knowledge, through a gap
between earth and the light, for a very short moment. In fact again somebody
is talking to me. Again the message concerns myself personally. But it's
only knowledge, I'm not seeing the light. Again also feelings are conveyed.
With the third experience for instance I know, what it is about and that it
will happen shortly. And it happened then a few days later.
Experience 4, 2017
On a Friday again immediately after waking up, like at the first
experience.
I'm standing in a library. Again I'm looking around with amazement.
The building is very impressive. There are thousands of books. I know that.
However I can't see the books. I have a 360 degree vision. Even though I'm
standing with my back at the entrance portal, I can still see it. The
library resembles a cathedral. It is unbelievably long - I can't see the end
- and very, very high. The rows of books are at least two-storied. It seems
to be endless. Suddenly I know everything about one single person. Within 1
second I have lots of knowledge. Because of all this detailed knowledge, I'm
thinking later on that I must have been in the brain/memory of this person.
As fast as the knowledge came it went away again. There's only some rest
left over - what would mainly be important for me in my situation. It again
concerns only myself.
The feeling of knowing everything at one go is phenomenal.
Unfortunately this knowledge doesn't last for long. It feels as if it would
be closing or was pulled away.
Two years later, I'm discovering in a book from Michael Newton a
drawing of my library. That's exactly how it looked like.
Experience 5,
a couple of days after the 4th
experience.
Tuesday, during a phone call with a girlfriend. She is talking about
her mother and how difficult everything is. I'm immerging myself for a mini
moment in this situation. I understand everything IMMEDIATELY. It's the same
feeling as with the library. There's very little knowledge that remains.
Practically nothing at all. In fact I knew the complete solution and the
problem existing. What remains ist the lack of giving love in their
relationship. If only one of them would start with. This would heal
everything.
Experience 6, 2017
Thursday:
I'm aspiring to have another experience... and in
fact on the next day, Friday, again immediately after waking up: I see three
layers. The intention is to explain something to me. Instantly I get again
lots of knowledge. It's there all at once. This feeling to simply know
everything and being able to see into every layer, to really understand
everything all around, is unbelievable!!!!
Unfortunately I can't
hold it. It eludes me. Its passing through my
fingers... but lots of feelings are conveyed; how it feels if you have so
many problems that it covers up the beautiful. Yet, the beautiful is still
there, the two layers of issues need to be dissolved... The most important
again remains as a message.
I'm struggling the whole day because the message conforms to my
wishes. Wishful thinking. I have big doubts and am 'grumbling' in my
thoughts.
Experience 7, 2017.
Saturday a day after the 6th
experience, again directly after waking up the message is there:” You see,
therefore you don't have no divine experience anymore. You wouldn't believe
it anyway. “ That concerns my struggling from the day before....
Experience 8, 2017
Sunday, two days after the 6th
experience; again directly after waking up:
I find myself in a black Vacuum. I have again time enough to look
around. I am not scared. It's only that it is unusual to be awake and seeing
only total blackness and that there's no noise to hear.
Then a male voice talks. Not instantly as usual and also not in my
thoughts, but loud and clear in the black Void and in our time. Again a
message. After that everything is normal again.
With that the experiences stopped until the 9th
experience, one and a half year later. But in the following experiences
there is no message anymore concerning the original message; that's what
really 'stopped'. Experience 8 - I'm realizing later- is an unbelievable
gift.
Experience 9, December 2018
Meanwhile I've been reading a lot of spiritual literature. Since autumn 2017 I know that you can have NDEs simply like that. I do understand much, but am finding some things also to be difficult. It doesn't conform with my experiences. I have many questions.
Especially because of time and why NDEs can be so different. Why is
Seth not channeled instantly but comes in line? My messages always came
instantly...
How can I get messages about my future when I have a free will on
earth? Etc.
In this experience I'm receiving an answer; we also create the afterlife. Only the light exists. Everything else is imaginary. The more the consciousness is bound to earth, the more the afterlife is similar to earth. Or: Seth is freed from incarnation, but still linear.
Though less than on earth, but he is not yet in the Light. So he
still cannot overlook everything. The light knows and sees everything.
Therefore messages about the future can exist.
In April 2019 I'm reading the book from Anke Evertz about her NDE,
there too she experiences that in the afterlife we can create everything.
This is conform to my message.
Experience 10, March 2019
While reading an important sentence in a spiritual book I'm diving
'into' and am shortly 'over there'. Only a millisecond . 'Over there' has a
'signature' which is unmistakable.
Experience 11, June 2019
I'm probe reading on my kindle the first pages of the book „Neue
Beweise für ein Leben nach dem Tod“ (God and the Afterlife by Dr. Jeffrey
Long) and upon a sentence about the energies of God I'm diving again 'over
there'; only very shortly and also not going completely through. At this
time it feels like I was at our essence. Unbelievably much love...
Of course I'm downloading the book completely. The book is
reflecting everything what I experienced! It is describing God. With this
I'm actually realizing how special all this is and how little in fact I'm
impressed about. Actually I should be dancing every morning.
Nothing is a coincidence.
At the time of your experience was there an associated
life-threatening event? No
Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes
How can you describe something that doesn't exist on earth?
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness
and alertness?
Each time it happened.
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the
experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and
alertness? More
consciousness and alertness than normal
Highly concentrated and attentive.
Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday
vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Normal
Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday
hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Normal
Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a
time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical /
earthly body? No
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
Calm,
security
Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No
Did you see an unearthly light? Yes
A
radiating light which is alive.
Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an
unidentifiable voice? I
heard a voice I could not identify
They telepathically talked to me and within a Millisecond.
Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No
Did you become aware of past events in your life during your
experience? No
Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A
clearly mystical or unearthly realm
I was standing in front of the light. Instantly.
In a library...
Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything
seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Simply no meaning..
Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything
about myself or others
Yes, but the knowledge I received I couldn't keep....
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No
Did you come to a border or point of no return? No
Did scenes from the future come to you? Scenes
from my personal future
Not scenes, but the messages are about something of my future; something
that will happen.
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information /
awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence
after earthly life (“life after death”)? No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information /
awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist? No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information /
awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime? No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information /
awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does
(or does not) exist? No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information /
awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose? No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information /
awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or
hardships? No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information /
awareness regarding love? No
During your experience, did you encounter any other specific
information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is
relevant to living our earthly lives? No
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose? Yes
Yes,
unfortunately I couldn't keep the knowledge...
What occurred during your experience included: Content
that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of
your experience
I
had never been thinking about Life after death...
How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other
life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I
remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred
around the time of the experience
Everything
is still there, crystal clear. Even today I'm still using the same words as
in 2016.
My experience directly resulted in: Large
changes in my life
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that
occurred as a result of the experience? No
Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after
your experience that you did not have before the experience? No
Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially
meaningful or significant to you?
My
first message in the experience with the light. That was unbelievable...
Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes
My family and friends.
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to
your experience? No
What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly
(days to weeks) after it happened: Experience
was definitely real
I simply knew immediately that I experienced something
extraordinary....
What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the
current time: Experience
was definitely real
That's
how it is. You know it.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes Yes
Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a
result of your experience?
I believe in the light. No
At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of
the experience? No
Is there anything else that you would like to add about your
experience? Yes
Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately
and comprehensively describe your experience?
Everything fitted. Your work is just wonderful.
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