Karl R's Experience
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Experience description:
I
was sitting in a chair facing another person, and saying a mantra (meaningless
set of words). I backed out of my body, the experience was like looking at the
other person through a set of long wrapping paper tubes. My mouth felt different
as I spoke. The first thought I had was, "Oh my God, I am not a body!". I
continued to speak, and it struck me that I was thinking all these thoughts and
still carrying on this mantra, and I thought "I wonder if I could have another
thought and still carry on this conversation?" As soon as I had that thought, I
had another thought process running in parallel to the other thought and to the
conversation. I wondered if I could do this again, and as soon as I had the
thought, I had another separate thought going in parallel to the other. I did
this until I had 4 separate thoughts go simultaneously in addition is the
mantra. (I thought that was pretty special). I noticed how good I felt, it was
like I was pure joy and love wrapped together. I felt like God. Unfortunately, I
had the thought that once I stopped the exercise I suppose the benefits of the
experience would go away. When I stopped the exercise, I was unable to duplicate
the experience. I attempted the same exercise hundreds of times to no avail. To
this day, it has been the number 1 experience of my life. I tell my wife and
kids that I am God, but so are they, and so is everybody else. It's a hard
concept to grasp.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Very
alert and very awake
Was the experience dream like in any way?
No
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes see above
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
pure
joy and bliss. I felt omnipresent and omniscient. I was so connected to God.
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
Yes
see
above
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Yes see above
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes As soon as I thought a thought, it occurred.
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
Yes as above
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the
body?
Yes as above
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
No
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes I know I am not a body, but a spiritual being.
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
Yes,
but its hard to quantify
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes I am not afraid of death.
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes Depends on the person, generally supportive.
What emotions did you experience following your experience?
I
was dumbstruck.
What was the best and worst part of your experience?
Best, knowing that I am a spiritual being. Worst, that I have not been able to
duplicate the experience.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
Please send me the manual to re-duplicate the experience
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes