Karen
D's Experience
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Experience description:
(2000) I was teaching
and had my planning period during 2nd hour. I smoked then so went to my car to
have a cigarette as usual. I sat behind the wheel smoking while I looked up
into the mirror to check my make-up. Suddenly, I was to my right several feet
up (I believe) looking down on myself. I was, therefore, above me and remained
conscious (the cigarette remained in my hand).
I didn't see anybody or
hear anything - I just knew that I didn't want to come back to my human body -
too cumbersome - I loved the seemingly weightless freedom of being outside of my
body. I also knew, just knew, that as humans we are like Stepford Wives - DULL
- I wanted to be the real me and remain outside of my body. That's ALL.
Suddenly I was back in
me. I had no clue as to what had just happened and it scared the living hell
out of me. I threw my cigarette out and quickly headed back into the school.
Though as I was going in, it started to happen again! I was even more afraid
because I didn't know what was happening. I then ran back it.
As I was driving home
about 6 hours later, it started to happen again - DRIVING! I began to panic -
then it stopped. It's never happened since then -and I've tried so hard to
induce an OBE without success.
Did you have any sense
of altered space or time?
No response
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level
of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
X3
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
No.
Did you experience
a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes I sat in my car
with a cigarette in my hand but was up to my right looking down at myself.
What emotions did
you feel during the experience?
I absolutely did NOT
want to go back into my body - too heavy, too cumbersome. I also did not want
to go back in and be stupid. I just knew, simply KNEW, that as a human being in
my body I would be like a Stepford Wife -robotic and dull.
Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
No.
LOCATION
DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No
Did you see a
light?
No
Did you meet or see
any other beings?
No
Did you experiment
while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
No
Did you notice how
your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
No
Did you have a
sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No Just that
humans are heavy and dull.
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
No response
Yes, I no longer question that there is an after-life. I know that "we go on."
I think the quotation: We are spiritual beings having human experiences is
right on. Whoever coined that phrase KNEW.
How has the
experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career
choices? I
became a "really nice" person. I don't like to judge people, I try to bring
simple joy into people's lives - a smile, a hug, things like that that make a
difference. I love people; I love life. I'm totally different. I make a point
to talk with "God" often. I began to research religion and the Bible - big
surprise! I'm now simply spiritual - no religion.
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Have you shared
this experience with others?
Yes Most others
thought I was just plain nuts. The ones who had experienced OBEs or NDEs loved
hearing my story and shared theirs - but few would either admit to it or want to
discuss it.
What emotions did
you experience following your experience?
As my belief system
changed so did my "person." I'm different; a recovering Catholic - am
spiritual. This little experience turned into quite a gift.
What was the best
and worst part of your experience?
Best - I know we are
both spiritual and this one time (or many times) a human.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
No.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.
No,
this covered it!