Justin M's Experience
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Experience description:
I was visiting my
sister, her husband and 2 sons who lived out in the country while I was in my
late 20's (I'm now 40).
Before going to sleep
that night, my sister explained to me that she had to leave the light on in the
toilet so my young nephews could find their way there safely in the dark, if
they needed to go during the night. Unfortunately the light shone straight into
the bedroom I was to sleep in as the bedroom door was mostly frosted glass and I
would have had great difficulty sleeping with such brightness when I usually
need total darkness.
To help with the
situation, my sister had a foam mattress which I could lean against the inside
of the door at an appropriate angle when the door was closed, effectively
blocking out most of the light from outside so I could get to sleep.
Anyway, during the
early part of the night, I was lightly sleeping with still some slight degree of
awareness of my surroundings when I suddenly felt there were 2 beings (people?
spirits?) standing right next to me while I was lying in bed. Their presence was
so strong and unexpected it startled me and I thought for a moment there might
have been 2 intruders in my room so I quickly opened my eyes to look and there
were 2 'beings' standing next to me in the darkened room (the room had a slight
glow from the light that managed to creep into my room from outside). They were
both curiously observing me and they seemed as solid and real as any person in
the dark would. Their height was only about that of an average child of around
the age of 5. As I looked at them, they both ran towards the door while giggling
(young boy's giggling that is) and they actually ran THROUGH the closed door
which had the mattress against it, while at the same time somehow affecting the
mattress and it fell completely backwards away from the closed door exposing the
bedroom to the light from outside.
Meanwhile, I sat up in
bed completely stunned that somehow the 'energy' from these 2 short male beings
was able to so strongly impact the physical world that it caused a moderately
heavy mattress (which was leaned against the closed door at an angle that took
some strength to place it that way and couldn't move backwards due to the basic
laws of gravity!) to fall backwards and hit the carpet with a thud.
I felt almost convinced
that the 2 beings were my nephews who were meant to be asleep in the other room,
but must have been in an out of body state and were just having a mischievous
time watching their Uncle sleeping in bed. I felt their energy and it was a
playful, young-spirited, joyful sort so I had no feeling of fear whatsoever,
just bewilderment at the whole experience.
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level
of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Sudden waking from
sleep thinking there was an intruder in the room, so immediate alertness.
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
No, I actually thought
it was completely physical at first.
Did you experience
a separation of your consciousness from your body?
No
What emotions did
you feel during the experience?
Moment of confusion at
two beings/people next to my bed in the dark of night followed by wonder,
fascination and bewilderment as they both ran through a closed door, right in
front of my eyes.
Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
Just the giggling of
the 'boys' as they ran away from me towards the bedroom door and the thud of the
falling mattress afterwards.
LOCATION
DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No
Did you see a
light?
No
Did you meet or see
any other beings?
Yes They seemed to
be two young male beings. At first I thought aliens(?!) as I was so stunned by
the experience but afterwards concluded they felt more like two young
mischievous boys who were more than likely my nephews, in an out of body state.
Did you experiment
while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
Yes Only that the
mattress was knocked backwards which must have taken some powerful force to do
it, given that it was moderately heavy and leaning against the door.
Did you notice how
your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
Yes I immediately
became alert at the presence of someone in my bedroom so my 5 senses were
immediately alert and clear due to my sense of caution. They were not behaving
differently in any way that I could detect.
Did you have any
sense of altered space or time?
No
Did you have a
sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes Only
that non-physical beings can definitely interact with physical matter, given the
tangible results I observed.
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did you become
aware of future events?
No
Were you involved
in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
No
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
Uncertain I had
been investigating OBEs for a number of years by then and had achieved many
experiences by conscious intent after refining a technique. This was just
another odd experience to enjoy and file away for future reference. ;)
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes a change in the
belief that the non-physical can certainly affect the physical world. Without a
doubt.
How has the
experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career
choices?
Just by adding to the sense of wonder and amazement of life in general.
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Uncertain It was
one of many experiences, so not just this one specifically.
Have you shared
this experience with others?
Yes They seemed
uncertain and cautious, but they are quite used to hearing about some of my
other unusual experiences.
What emotions did
you experience following your experience?
Wonder, bafflement. A
sense of connection to the feeling that when I was younger, I was aware of so
much more that happened in the dark and at night in these strange states, and
that my nephews were happily experiencing much the same thing at a similar age.
:)
What was the best
and worst part of your experience?
Best: seeing something
that I'd never experienced before in its uniqueness.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
People should never immediately dismiss what children may experience in their
younger years, no matter how strange or foreign it may seem, as it just might be
that they are experiencing something that is much closer to the ultimate reality
we all will some day be definitely be revisiting, than the rigid worldview that
we come to be indoctrinated with as we become more accustomed to how the 'real'
world supposedly is as adults.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
Yes Only reproducing a sort of similar encounter but with another being.
When I was around the same age I encountered what I can only call a little man
(about 50cm tall) in my bedroom as I was about to enter it one night while in
the process of cooking dinner. It left me very shocked as it was totally
unexpected. I was completely sober and in a normal state (I don't really drink
anyway). The same otherworldly feeling and being absolutely stunned was there,
since it was completely unexpected, inexplicable yet completely real, right in
front of me.
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes Yes, mostly thanks.
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.
It's
very good as is, I think. :)