Julie C Experiences
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Experience description:

I'm English born in the United Kingdom but I was living in Singapore.  I just turned age 4.  Life was paradise and where I lived felt very spiritual. Over the space of 2 months, this happened most nights: I would go to sleep.  Then in my dream, I would be with my mother but I would say to her 'I have to go.' I wasn't scared. I wanted to leave her.  Then I would be in the place I was in before I was born. There were fields and flowers and some trees but no people.  There was a gate. The grass was brilliant green.  All the colors were so bright and didn't look real.

The feeling was of complete and utter unconditional love.  The feeling was intense.  I was so loved, I didn't want to leave. I would feel very pleased that again, I had managed to get back to this place and could imagine then saying 'She's here again.' Anyway, my life on earth was wonderful at that time.  But I never wanted to go back to earth.  I couldn't see them but could hear them telepathically. They would tell me to go back and I would argue.  They would say 'no.' Yet, I had to go.

Then I would be flying above the ground and get to a valley.  I would float down into the valley.  Then I would be in a dark tunnel for quite a while. Then I would be up on the ceiling of my room looking down at my body in the bed.  I was always confused.  Then bang! I was in my body and woke up.

I've had terrible trauma in my life, which lasted a few years.  At age 4, I didn't want to come back because I would have to live through that trauma.  I still feel angry they made me come back

For me, these experiences changed my whole life.  It led me on a quest to find why this happened to me age 4 and not others.  I'm very spiritual and psychic but I also believe it was also where I was in Singapore. Maybe there was a portal there or something.

 At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   No 

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  Yes     The intensity of the love

 At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?      All of it

 How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?      More consciousness and alertness than normal   It felt like I was in the place I was in before I was born

 Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   Same. Telepathic

 Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?   No  

What emotions did you feel during the experience?   Love  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?   Yes  

Did you see an unearthly light?   No  

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?   I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin

 Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?   No  

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?   No  

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?   No  

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?   No

 Did time seem to speed up or slow down?   No

 Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?   No

 Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   Yes  I felt the gate was the boundary

 Did you come to a border or point of no return?   I came to a definite conscious decision to return to life.  Gate

 Did scenes from the future come to you?  No 

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life after death”)?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?   No  

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?   Yes   Of the future

 What occurred during your experience included:   Content that was entirely consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience.

 How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?   I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience  

My experience directly resulted in:   Unknown

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?   Yes  

 Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?   No  

Have you ever shared this experience with others?   No 

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?   No  

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real  

 What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:   Experience was definitely real  

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?   No  

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?   No  

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?   No  

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?   No