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Experience description:

The guided meditation I was listening to was given to me by my wife, who knew I was feeling very depressed. I laid in bed thinking it wasn't going to work, but grateful for her concern. The narrator described a school. 'Go inside and find your teacher.' After this my life changed. I found Jesus waiting for me and I knew he selected me too. The voice on the tape stopped. To describe the rest, you must know that I was abused physically and psychological by my father and I have been struggling to cope. I am not religious, but I believe in God and I consider myself spiritual. I pray, but my prayers are prayers of gratitude.

I embraced Jesus. He was gold. I have never felt such acceptance, such strength and love, with an incredible sense of protection. Time stopped. We produced a screen with attitudes of my father on it. Together, we made the images shrink and go away. I began to hyperventilate and each time I forcefully exhaled the hideous images got smaller and then disappeared. In my reality, in bed, I became conscious every time I forcefully exhaled, then i returned to Jesus each time. We worked together. We communicated without speaking. Then I appeared above the scene, watching. I saw my soul return to my body in a gold column and I woke up.

My life is different now. I feel like I have a wonderful father now, who is with me always. I am important, loved. I am not afraid to die. I know things now that I never knew before.

I have told this only to my wife, and she believes me. When I found this website I felt like I could finally share this experience with others who may understand. Thanks for listening.

 Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?      No     

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?          Yes    The feelings are impossible to explain.

 At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No     

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?    In and out of consciousness

            Was the experience dream like in any way?  no

 Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?   Yes    Ghosts like hovering

 What emotions did you feel during the experience?          love, acceptance, bliss, timelessness

 Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?         no

 LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?         Yes    White light. Gold, yellow.

 Did you see a light?        Yes    Very bright. White

 Did you meet or see any other beings?         Yes    Jesus. He helped me

 Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?         No     

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No     

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? Yes    More alert.

Timelessness, knowledge of afterlife

 Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  Yes          Time did not exist. Space was infinite.

 Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?         Yes    I am not afraid to die. Jesus's power is indescribable. Love is all there is

 Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?           No     

Did you become aware of future events?      No     

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?          Yes    Felt like it was time to return

 Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?      Yes    I know things that did not know before

 Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?     Yes    I'm not afraid to die. I no longer have bad feelings about my father. God is love

 How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?   I'm happier. More relaxed

 Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes    Not afraid to die.

 Have you shared this experience with others?       Yes          My wife believes me.

 What emotions did you experience following your experience? Like I experienced something incredible and I can't tell people because they will think I am nuts

 What was the best and worst part of your experience?          Embracing the object of love and not being able to tell people

 Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? thank you for the opportunity to tell my experience

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?       No     

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?           Yes    Thank you

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