Joline R's Experience
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Experience description:
I have been having OBE
experiences all my life but I will talk about this one because I was surrounded
by people and a medical crew.
I was in a group
setting at a Peak Potential event, Wizzard Camp. We were roughly 200 people in
the room. They filmed me, there is a video.
I lied on my back, on
the floor, eyes closed and started to meditate with the group. Suddenly I heard
a loud noise, then all the voices became clear. I could hear people complain
and talk everywhere. One guy was screaming constantly. I heard a voice say
"open your eyes". I tried to open my eyes but everything was blurry. Then I
watched someone slap me across the face saying my name. I watched my head swing
from one side to the next from being slapped. But I felt nothing. I watched as
though I was face to face with myself. Someone flashed a light in my eyes. I
heard people panic. A few people were around me, they were deciding who was
going to give me mouth to mouth if I stopped breathing. One man drew blood and
they had it analyzed for drugs. They put tiny stickers on my body attached to a
scanner. On my forearms, chest and head. One man said, look at her eyes. All
this time I kept loosing my vision, so everything turned black, but I never lost
the sounds. I've been in OBEs before and I know that I need to concentrate on
opening my eyes to see, but the sound is always present. I herd one man say
"this is amazing, it rewrites all medical studies" another said " Wow, I'm going
to do the same and get all my vaccines, so I'll be ready the next time I need to
travel" I'm assuming they found my vaccines through the blood test. One guy
lifted my right arm and let it drop on the cement floor, he said "she's faking"
Another said, she has no drugs, nothing, not even caffeine. One man, Martyn
Williams held his fingers on my left wrist to check my heart beat.
When I re-entered my
body I entered with my physical eyes open. It's a strange feeling, I see then I
close my physical eyes. My jaw was hanging wide open. My entire body was
completely relaxed, I'm not even like this when I sleep. When I sleep my eyes
and jaw stay closed. While OBE my eyes are open and jaw completely relaxed. I
heard a guy say, "oh darn I wanted to see her eyes, I missed it"
It took me a few
minutes to refocus. Martyn was kneeling beside me he looked into my eyes and
asked me if I could see him. I nodded yes. Then like a rush, I felt my arm was
asleep, pins and needles. My cheeks were sore from being slapped. I sat up and
started to shake my arms to let the blood circulate again. But my face hurt for
a long time. My right elbow also hurt for a long time from being dropped on the
floor. Martyn stood and asked if I could stand. I did, then he walked away. I
watched him walk away then took a step in the opposite direction, I was not very
solid. I almost lost balance a few times and quickly dropped to the floor so I
wouldn't fall on anyone. I pushed the heavy door open and lost balance fell
into a computer. Then the laughter started. I couldn't stop myself from
laughing. My stomach and cheeks hurt from laughing. It's a strange laugh,
because it's not related to anything funny, it's just this uncontrollable
feeling coming from inside. I tried to stop myself from laughing, but it's like
something took over my body. I've had that same uncontrollable laughter every
time I return to my body. A woman followed me with a video camera and filmed me
wobbling as I tried to walk and kept falling everywhere.
The meditation lasted
one hour. But I think I was OBE for maybe 30 minutes or more, I'm not sure.
I have lots more
stories like this one.
At the time of your
experience was there an associated life-threatening event?
No
Was the experience
difficult to express in words?....Yes....I
have a difficulty finding words for things that are not easily explained by our
regular vocabulary. Emotions and feelings are difficult to explain.
At what time during
the experience were you at your highest level of
consciousness and
alertness?....More
consciousness and alertness than normal I'm not sure, I was focused on the
people who were slapping me around and had a hard time enjoying the experience
due to the panic that surrounded me. Although being OBE feels absolutely
amazing. I've had other times when I did achieve a higher level of
consciousness, but this time was not one of them.....I was aware of every tiny
moment and remember everything clearly. It felt like time stopped and I could
hear everyone all at the same time. When I re-entered my body I could no longer
hear everybody talking and complaining. Which tells me I could hear their
thoughts. Hear their mental chatter. I just felt a strong presence, very hard
to explain with words.
Please compare your
vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately
prior to the time of the experience.
My vision was
blurred at first, I had to focus on opening my eyes. Then when I saw a man slap
me across the face I closed my non physical eyes and everything went black.
Like when I have my eyes closed. I tried to re-open again to see again, but it
was difficult and blurry. I had to concentrate to see clearly.
Please compare your
hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately
prior to the time of the experience.
My hearing was
the same except I heard sounds I don't normally hear. I heard people's mental
chatter and mental singing and complaining. And I heard a loud noise at first
which then transformed to voices.
Did you see or hear
any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness /
awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?
Yes During the
experience everything seemed normal. It's just after I realized I was hearing
people's thoughts and seeing things I shouldn't have seen because my body was
clearly not in a waking state.
What emotions did you
feel during the experience?....I
felt calm, peaceful feeling, exempt when I saw him slap me violently across the
face. I wondered why everybody was panicking and being very loud. But at the
same time I was peaceful, not tired, calm. When I re-entered my body I felt all
the physical senses return, pain to my cheeks, right elbow and very tired.
Did you pass into or
through a tunnel?....No....
Did you see an
unearthly light?....No....
Did you seem to
encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?....I
heard a voice I could not identify
I heard a voice telling me to open my eyes. The voice sounded male and was calm
and reassuring. I felt a calm energy surrounding me.
Did you encounter or
become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?....Uncertain
The voice I heard telling me to open my eyes, I don't know who that was.
Did you become aware
of past events in your life during your experience?....No....
Did you seem to enter
some other, unearthly world?....No....
Did time seem to speed
up or slow down?....No....
Did you suddenly seem
to understand everything?....No....
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?....No....
Did you come to a
border or point of no return?....No....
Did scenes from the
future come to you?....No....
Did you have a sense
of knowing special knowledge or purpose?....Yes....I
knew I was out of body and in a different plane. I've had similar experiences
before.
Discuss any changes
that might have occurred in your life after your experience:....No
changes in my life....Since this was not my first OBE my personal views have not
changed.....
Did you have any
changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result
of the experience?
No
Do you have any
psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did
not have before the experience?....Uncertain
I have abilities which I had both before and after the experience. Since this
was not my first experience.
Have you ever shared
this experience with others?
Yes They didn't
believe me. So I never talked about it again.
Did you have any
knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?....Yes
Yes I've always viewed the world differently than most people but I could never
talk about it.
What did you believe
about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:....Experience
was definitely real Since I observed my body undergo medical procedure it
made me questions things differently than before.
What do you believe
about the reality of your experience at the current time:....Experience
was definitely real....I was just awake all the time. I never went from
meditating to sleeping then waking up. I never fell asleep. I just went from
being on the floor in my body to floating above my body and then returned.
Have your
relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?....No....
Have your religious
beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?....No
At any time in your
life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?....Yes
I've had more out of body experiences, I just chose to tell you about this one
because of the medical involvement which was not present in the others. Except
once when I was in the surgery room.
Did the questions
asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe
your experience?
Yes
Are there one or
several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant
to you? This
time I watched people from a medical background panic around me. Before this I
never questioned if my physical body went through any changes, because it almost
always happened when I was alone or with people who are not in a medical
profession. So now I've started to question myself what happens to my physical
body when in this state. Before I would just get immersed in the experience
without any worry to my physical body.
Is there anything else
that you would like to add about your experience?....I
have many more if you'd like to hear about them also.