John W's Experience
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Experience description:
I was living alone. I had scheduled a weeks vacation. came home from
work feeling fine but later that evening I started getting stomach pain. That
night I had to use the toilet. I had diarrhea, went back to bed but an hour
later I had to use the toilet again. This time I also had to vomit. For at least
30 I couldn't stop. This went on all night. Went to bed for an hour got up did
diarrhea and vomit thing. There was nothing left in me but I was still going
through the motions. the next day I tried to eat a cracker and drink some water.
Within minutes I was back to the toilet. I knew I needed water but as soon as I
tried to drink any I was back to the toilet. That night the same thing. I was
constantly trying to get rid of everything in my stomach through both orifices.
I had a couple of bites of a cracker and a few sips of water in two days. The
next morning I was totally exhausted and fell asleep.
During that time I had a dream I died and went somewhere. I was
stopped by a man with a dark robe with a hood. I never saw his face. In the
distance were lots of people. It seemed like they were waiting for me. It was
like the feeling you get when you are getting off an airplane and can see your
family waiting at the terminal for you to get off the plane. The man said it
wasn't my time I had to go back. He wasn't mean, I felt his love and I felt the
love of the people in the terminal. I wasn't going back and I knew I didn't have
to. I didn't think I had anything to live for, my life was done, I was there,
accept it and let me go forward. He showed me what I had to do I had access to
all knowledge and convinced me to go back. When I came back I saw my body laying
there in bed. I didn't know how I was going to get back in. All of a sudden I
was awake. I felt excited and sad at the same time. I was excited with the
things I had to do and sad that I had to leave that wonderful place. I felt my
body to see if I was alive or if I was still dreaming. Seconds later I couldn't
remember what I had to do. I still don't, but I know I haven't done it yet. I
know things I don't know I know. Like I know the cure cancer, but it is locked
in a file I can't get to. It's so simple I wonder why no one has figured it out
yet. I know there is not going to be an going to be a second coming of Jesus. I
know there is going to be big wars and big problems but they will be solved by
people that have been given the knowledge and training to solve it. I care for
life like I never have before. I now longer hunt. I go out of my way not to step
on bugs when I hike. And when I kill a mosquito or any other thing I think about
the life I terminated.
I had been asleep for
48 hours. When I woke up my fever was gone I felt much better. I was thirsty but
not too hungry I had some water and soup and it stayed down.
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Uncertain The feeling of love and acceptance have no words to
express accurately.
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
Yes fever and dehydration
At
what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness
and alertness?
As far as I know it was all a dream, I had a fever, I don't know that I was
alert or conscious I just know it was the best dream I ever had.
How
did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
Normal consciousness and alertness
If
your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was
different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please
explain:
As far as I know it was all a dream, I had a fever, I don't know that I was
alert or conscious I just know it was the best dream I ever had.
Did
your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect,
such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
No
Did
your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any
aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness,
etc.)?
No
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
No
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
Indescribable Love
Did
you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
No
Did
you see a light?
No
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Yes Only spoke to one being but saw many in what seemed to be some sort of
terminal.
Did
you experience a review of past events in your life?
No
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
Did
you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions?
No
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
No
Did
you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes all knowledge was available. I learned some but can't bring it out. Like
the name of a movie or person in on the tip of your tongue but you can't say it.
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Yes I was no a stand or stage but was stopped by a person of authority.
Did
you become aware of future events?
Yes They were lost shortly after I woke up.
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
you did not have prior to the experience?
Uncertain I seem to know there there are going to be problems but
destruction of the world in my life time.
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes It was about 40 years before I said anything to anyone. I believe they
thought it was a dream.
Did
you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No
How
did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was probably not real I thought it was an interesting dream.
Never heard of a near death experience.
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or
significant to you?
How
do you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was probably real because of others having similar
experiences there may be something to this.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
No
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Yes
I
don't believe Jesus as the Christ, but as a man. I believe in a Creator and we
are part of it.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes as best as I can explain.