The Golden Energy was absolutely wonderful, with a purifying smell. From my vision I learned that there is a God, and he would have created perfection in the beginning, but needed every Angel to serve him. Some didn't, retaining there power, and this Universe was created instead, with powerful duality. Perfect creation would have to be done with perfect order, with an Angel having a specific task. God has creative energy that has to be expressed, as we have to breathe. He had something he desired to create, with happiness for everyone, and some Angels prevented it from happening. In our lives on Earth Men & Woman have tremendous powers within them. We can use these powers to Love & Forgive one another, or destroy ourselves. We have a choice, one or the other has to occur, part of a purification process. More about my vision: The Golden Energy I was in contact with was less harsh than energy in the Universe.

The vision began with 3 discernible light energy vibrations, which came over to my bed, and transformed into an image of a man with a black beard, who covered his face with both hands, bent his head and as he did so darkness came out of my body hitting him in the face. The whole experience is like a contact with a higher reality, and that reality trying to come into my being, but the darkness of creation preventing it. Currently, I have very powerful light energy coming into my head & heart chakras, like a vortex. The light interacts wonderfully with harmonious music. I'm aware of positive spiritual beings, and also negative. Trying to describe the ecstasy from my vision isn't possible, to wonderful to be described with words. I've been changed from it, but it can be very lonely having no one to share it with. I'm positive there is a God, and he is pure love, which I have experienced. He loves everyone without conditions. His spirit is in every living thing, and if we behave contrary to this spirit, then we have to undergo purification, which can be very painful. I've experienced some of this, because of past mistakes, when you are in the presence of the creator, this is very painful, and you feel it intensely. Thank you for giving me the opportunity of telling you of my experience.  John

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     Uncertain            Methylene Chloride from nearby chemical plant

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes     Vision of a Golden Paradise with ecstasy, and wonderful odors

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No      

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           conscious mind was numb, another reality was revealed to me.

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   no

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     No      

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            ecstasy, terror, wonder

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           yes

LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?            Yes     Beings made up of fine bead like Golden Energy

Did you see a light?           Yes     A dimension consisting of Golden Light.

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     In this dimension of Golden Light Energy. I didn't know them. I was told by Angelic beings to have nothing to do with organized religion, I was to be used in another way.

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? No      

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No      

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?          Yes     My normal senses we're numb.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No      

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    Yes            Many things. Especially that there is a God, and he would have created perfection if every Angel served him.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?             No      

Did you become aware of future events?       No      

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?       No       Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?   Yes     Occasionally I see things in my light experiences that come true.

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   Yes     God loves everyone, we are separated from him dimensionally, but have his spirit within, and can commune with him.

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?       Has made me much stronger in some ways, but physically weak, an overwhelming experience.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         Yes     I'm much happier, even during much suffering.

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     Just told some of it because of unbelief.

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  sadness, and misery, because I was back in the world.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      Ecstasy, and wonderful purifying odors. Misery after it was over.

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        We have tremendous potential. Don't cheapen life by using these powers negatively. Love what is righteous & good, and do these things.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No      

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?               Yes     I've tried to describe something that is indescribable.