Jo
Ann F's Experience
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Experience description:
I was with a
gentlemen friend whom I was deeply in love with at the time. We dated on and off
for several years him never knowing how much I truly cared. It was a very
painful yet the most rewarding relationship I had ever had. It was a very
stormy/rainy night we were parked by the water somewhere in New York talking and
playing around. We started to make love however this time I was going to let him
know how much I cared through my spirit and the love that I felt inside for him.
We were so in tune to one another and I could feel my soul deep inside of me;
while being with my true love come to the surface. I wanted him to feel what I
felt for him but with out words.
Afterwards we
were both speechless just in awe. He was even misplaced. He asked me how I felt
and I said like I am not even here. We drove back to my house (my parents at the
time) and we said our goodnights. I remember walking through the door going
upstairs to my bedroom moving as if I was gliding towards the top of the stairs
I knew I was different. Something was very different with me. I walked in my
room and immediately wanted to see what I looked like in the mirror so I went to
the full length mirror on the back of my closet door to take a look. I went
close to the mirror to look closer at my face and for some reason I extended my
hand to touch the mirror where my face was and my hand never touched a hard
surface it just kept going through the air. I didn't realize I never touched the
mirror until my whole body (although I didn't see it or maybe just my spirit
was) inside the reflection of the mirror still facing the same direction
foreword. I realized I was in the mirror and refocused my eyes around my image
to the back of me to see the objects in the room (without turning around) I felt
like I was in a separate box sort of I knew immediately I went into another
dimension through the mirror.
I had an out of
body experience while I was making love to him and my spirit went through the
mirror when my physical self went to touch it not knowing my spirit had risen to
the surface and out of me. I wanted to make sure that I stayed with it for
several seconds more while I was in the reflection of the mirror because this
was a "truly phenomenal experience." I did not speak or move quickly I briefly
thought about walking forward to see where it would lead me when the sudden fear
of being stuck in the mirror overcame me and not being able to get out! That's
when I shook myself out of it and became one with my body again and was back on
the other side of the mirror. I never told him of my experience or shared that
story with anyone until much later in life for fear they would think I was crazy
walking through mirrors! Yeah right. But as I grew older I realized it was
nothing to be ashamed about and that I experienced something that probably most
will never ever experience- an OBE.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
No
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I was
completely conscious and alert throughout.
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
It did feel
dream like since nothing like that ever happened before not an everyday
experience.
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes It was
like my soul was out of my body directly in front of it you could not see it
because you were it.
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
love,
curiousness, amazement, fear, joy
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
no
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No
Did
you see a light?
No
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
No
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
Yes
I
went through the mirror-not knowing I was out of my body until it actually
occurred.
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Yes I
realized that with my sense of touch I could not feel things with my hands, my
perceptions were very keen. I just remember everything being very quiet no sound
what so ever. Just me thinking about the whole experience as it was happening.
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes Yes, I
went into another type of time or space or dimension or void, or portal.
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
No
response I felt like I was very special and was gifted.
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Yes Yes,
would I go deeper and see where it would lead me and the freer that evil could
be around the corner if I dared.
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes
I got freaked out thinking I would not be able to control what was happening and
could get lost or stuck and shook myself out of it and got back in my body I was
just back in it no real steps took place to get there except that I was like in
my head "snap out of it!"
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
Yes Yes not sure how much after maybe several months or a couple of years.
While I just laid myself down to sleep putting the blankets partially over my
face like I sometimes do at night, I felt someone's hand brush over my left
cheek starting from the center of my face and work its self outward I got
freaked out and threw the covers off my face and sprung up quick to see who was
in my room messing with me and no body was there! Not a soul. Afterwards I
thought it was the hand of God or an Angel coming to me.
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes Just
that I believe in other dimensions, ghosts, Heaven and Hell more prominently
than before. And that any thing is possible in this world or out of this world.
We are a spec of sand in the big picture of things.
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
I feel like I
have this one question that just wants to know What life is all about?
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Uncertain
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes Yes,
they really did believe me!!! I'm not sure how it effected them I guess you
would have to ask them. I just told them the story.
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
I was in
complete AWE!!
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
The best part
was when I stayed with it just to make sure it was happening- it was
confirmation.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
Yes,
making love to someone is so much more powerful in more ways then one than
having sex.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes