Jill H's Experience
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Experience description:
I was
laying in bed, unable to sleep. Suddenly, I was paralyzed, with the heartbeat
in my head. It was deafeningly loud. I tried to scream above it, but couldn't
make any noise. It tried to get up off the bed but was unable to move. I saw
above me near the ceiling moving shapes that I couldn't identify. These shapes
did not frighten me, but the sense of being in a void was terrifying. If don't
know how long this lasted, but I gradually
felt myself
screaming words, "get off, get out, get off, get off!" I didn't feel that
something was on top of me except for the sense that something was preventing me
from moving and speaking. I don't even know if this was truly and OBE, but
don't know how else to interpret it.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Yes
It
was not dreamlike, but hard to explain in other terms
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
No
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
very
conscious and alert
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
I had no
control over this experience, or anything to compare it to, but I'm quite sure
it was not a dream
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Uncertain
I
heard my blood in my ears and my heartbeat very loudly, in fact so loud it
drowned the television.
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
Helpless and
very frightened.
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
Blood rushing
and my heartbeat in my ears, my head, the sound seemed to consume me.
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Uncertain
Moving shapes near the ceiling. I was lying on my back in bed.
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Yes
Couldn't speak or move, only see unclearly and heard deafening sound as
described before.
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
No
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes,
Was told
I was dreaming
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
Fright,
couldn't sleep, it's only been 12 hours since this happened, don't know how I
feel about, maybe it was a spiritual abduction more than a choice to leave my
body. I don't recall anything enlightening or friendly about this experience at
all.
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
Best that I
recovered from it, worst that I am afraid it will happen again
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes