Jill B's Experience
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Experience description:
Hi, I am a
native American woman who has had this experience�..I do not know what to think
of it�.. I am also a Christian that teaches against OBE yet God has spoken to me
and has giving me dreams and visions that were just as real as this
experience�.. I never seen myself go back into my body or ever felt myself leave
my body so can you analyze this? I was
telling my roommate about a dream that I had and my grandmother Blue Earrings
appeared and we smoked her pipe together�.really a neat and beautiful dream
colors seemed the most perfect and crystal the pipe tasted so so sweet�. It
started�.. I was out in a world like the one we live in now�.people like they
are�..and we were out walking�like I was with a group and I wandered off toward
this wooded area like I was seeking something or being lured�and the woods kept
getting thicker and I started to panic cause I could not find my way back and
the trees opened and I stepped into another world�.dimension�.I immediately was
astonished�I felt love peace,,,, I seen teepee's all over�.the trees and grass
was greener than any thing I could imagine, the air was clean, everything was
crisp and detailed�.the camp was beyond beautiful�camp fires outside, not inside
of the tipi like summer camp. I felt peace�. Then a Beautiful young girl�came
up to me and gently took my hand and said to me �we are glad you made it, I need
to take you to someone you need to meet, now� and she took me to this massive
tipi�how I knew it was big is I kept walking around and around the edge�to get
to the front when I got to the front there were several people waiting on me�I
remember only one�.. she was the most beautiful �. Her hair to her feet�.two
wraps in front rest hung from back to her feet�..her dress was quilted entirely
in the upper half..the colors brilliant�.the elk teeth were on her dress�her
moccasins were beautiful�.designs I had never seen before�much white on
them�white buck skin or some sort of leather�much quills on them�.she was
slightly shorter than me�.not much�.as we were able to look at each other�.but
trim�..her hair shined, her teeth were beautiful�the lines around her eyes were
fine yet her cheek bones were defined she had full lips that burst into
smile�she was full blood�and I knew her�it seemed�.as I was not afraid�.. she
took me and said, �I have been waiting on you, I am glad that you came�� she
spoke no English as I heard the words out of her mouth in Lakota but I heard in
my translation English, my language�.was not hers�but my understanding was
English�. She had this beautiful pipe�she smoked first then turned pipe and I
smoked�.it was the most sweet smelling, sweet tasting tobacco�it was
awesome�then she smudged me�and smiled beautiful and told me that she wanted me
to tell those people and she pointed towards the dimension that I had just come
from about love, peace and share the pipe, then she told me that I had to go
back�..I begged her to let me stay I did not want to go back to that world�and
she hugged me very tightly and lovingly and put my hand into that young girls
hand and she led me back to the entrance�.I was so lonely and did not want to
leave�I remember crying�..but went through�..and when I got through it seems
like there was this heavy evil thing that just all around and yet I felt so
protected�and I was to tell what I had been through and take the message of love
and peace�.. I will
tell you what my brother said�he says it was our great-x 4 grand mother Blue
Earrings medicine woman�did great things��as I had never seen her before but
they tell of her long hair�..any way Also there
is this woman in EB at that time�.same week�.she is very traditional�.very large
woman maybe in late 50�s -60 I forget her name either Helen or Cecilia Circle
Eagle�. I was taking her something�cant remember what�but when I walked in she
tells me to sit down�..disregarded what I was bringing her�and she says to
me�.Jill B Great Great Great Great Grand Daughter of Blue Earrings�. Hmmm�� she
says�to me and here I had not met her�before�just running errand�. Embrace the
dream you had and do what you were told� learn about the ways of the pipe like
you were told�. I was astonished�.I asked her if she had spoken to my
brother�and she said no not for a very long time�.I asked her how she knew of
such a thing because I had only told him�..she told me she was praying and it
came to her for me to tell me so that I would believe and act on it�. I told her
that I knew nothing of the native faith�and I was Christian�.and she stated that
she knew� So what is
this� it was far to crystal clear and real the same way that the spirit of the
Lord Jesus Christ speaks to me�. Yet my boyfriend who is somewhat traditional
says it was traveling or OBE�
Sincerely, Jill
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
No
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I had
went to bed and this happened
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
when I am
dreaming things seem like looking through a dirty window...when I have dreams
that foretell something or I am being directed to do something they are crystal
clear...taste smell and there is always some sort of evidence such as tears from
crying on my pillow and I usually will have had a hard night of grinding my
teeth......
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
No
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
a little scared
when I felt like I was lost in the woods.... then when I had to leave the
beautiful world to come back to this one...
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
not that would
have been unusual... very peaceful
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
Uncertain
the teepee camp I had not seen one.... was beautiful....been to pow wows but not
tipi camp....
Did
you see a light?
No
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Uncertain
they were people....and felt like I knew them...
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
Yes
description of people were relatives that I had not ever known
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Yes
incredible....sharp....vision perfect, taste buds almost could taste the sweet
air....smell of camp fire.... taste of the tobacco was like honey....could still
taste it when I woke up...
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
No not
really as I had went to bed but when I awoke from dream and felt my tears it had
been 5 hours since I had gone to sleep
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
Yes just
telling me to go speak of love peace and gain knowledge of the pipe
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Yes when I
wanted to turn and go back to my world I could not then when leaving I could not
go back into the beautiful world
Did
you become aware of future events?
Uncertain
given a task but did not carry it on as far as learning the pipe
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the
body?
Uncertain I
wanted to stay in that world did not want to return but told to...
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
Yes I still have dreams....like that....I think they are from Jesus
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Uncertain I am just trying to follow up on some of these life experiences
with a possible explanation
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
it was 12 years
ago...since I have always like normal had difficulty with relationships,....but
in recent months I have read some books and make healthy choices and working a
co-dependent recovery program.....
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Uncertain
had bumps and bruises along the way.....
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes yes....
wow....non belief...angry I received the dream that I did not understand...
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
confused
because I have been taught that OBE is witch craft and I do obey Jesus but I am
still a type of person to research first prior to making this sort of
decision....my mother tells of how she used to "fly" when she was about my
age...
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
I got to look
and feel a world that was tranquil and with peace not like we have or live in
now.....worst: I felt like the woman that I smoked pipe with when I left her I
did not want to felt like a child that leaves their mother for the first time
and lonesome....felt loved like no other..feeling
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
there
was confirmation of dream from others to encourage me but they had no way of
knowing
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes