Jessica's Experience
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Experience description:
Hello My
name is Jessica. My
experiences have became so strong since about a year ago in June 2002. These
occurrences happen mostly when I dream but also when I just laid down to relax
fully awake but just with my eyes closed relaxing- seeing a series of various
visions one jumping to the next, but those visions seem to be of other people's
memories. However, every time I'm about to go to bed, I start remembering my
past dreams (usually what I dreamed the night before) but there's been times
when my past dreams come in continuously- one dream after another - that I'm
able to tell my sister who I sleep with everything that comes to mind until I
eventually fall asleep. Please, I
would like to tell you all - there have been so much more intense experiences.
Recently I fell asleep on the living couch face down. I became conscious when I
started to feel pressure on my upper body as if something was trying to
suffocate me against the pillow. Feeling paralyzed, I started to panic and
forced myself to call out for my roommate so he can wake me up. All the while,
I was aware of my physical body laying down, my OOBE spirit body, and my astral
perception viewing from the right upper corner of the room-all at the same
time. My spirit body was sitting up on/through my physical body on the couch.
With my spirit body's eyes wide open, I saw my roommate walking from his room
towards me. As he woke me up, I intensely felt the last impression of my spirit
body's eyes wide open seeing all this in astonishment. What was most amazing was
my conscious awareness from all 3 perceptions. Last night
I had a dream where I was aware of my surroundings in bed (again), but couldn't
wake up. There was a dark shadowy presence over me feeling all up on me -
trying to rape me or something. I was telling him to let me go...He was
holding down/restraining me and told me that he loves me, wants me, & won't let
me go. Repeatedly trying to waking up and I called out for my roommate-Josh
...but he didn't come/hear me. I got tough like i do to get my way, and found
myself almost fully waking up, but being sucked/drawn back in to sleep. Until I
felt myself awake, but wanting control and to face who/why/what it was in astral
plane mode, I felt my astral body ascending with some hesitation, but just went
into a dream. Was the
kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
Did you
observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that
could be verified later?
Yes
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Totally conscious and alert
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
No, it was real like.
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
Spirit/ghost like image
replicating my physical body.
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
I felt like if
it was normal and real to experience however I panicked when I felt I was being
suffocated and not being able to fight it off.
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
No
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
Yes
The
room I was sleeping in and being able to see the happenings as I was viewing it
consciously/physically awake.
Did
you see a light?
No
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
No
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Yes
From
all 3 selves/perceptions at the same time.
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes
Altered space-as if I was in the twilight zone.
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
Yes
Knowing/feeling that this was universally Normal.
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes
panic
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
Yes
spontaneous clairvoyance on personal relationships to what the other person did.
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
That
death is not the end to our existence
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
I try to listen
to my intuitional input.
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes
amazed but then quickly disposed from disbelief
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
I felt good
knowing I am able to have this gift.
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
Best is that it
happened worst is that I did not go with it to find out more of what it is
capable of.