Jesse P's Experience
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Experience description:
I had just
gone to bed and I was sleeping, but before I got into an especially deep sleep,
my consciousness returned to me, but I was paralyzed and I couldn't move. I
heard the voice of my mom speaking to me, but she was asleep in the other room
and it was coming from another direction entirely and it was closer than that,
too. I also heard my PlayStation/TV going and Capcom VS SNK Pro was being
played. I didn't look in either direction, all I saw was my body, I could just
tell from the sounds. I was afraid to look. I tried moving my limbs, but it
took a lot of strength. I felt
like I was forcefully being pulled from my body and had gotten a short distance
from my body before I got back into it. I managed to move my limbs a few times
and after I'd considered myself more than scared enough, I moved my arms again
and tried to break out of whatever trance I was in. Then I woke up and got
online. I figured I'd do a lil research on Google to see if anyone had any
similar experiences. I haven't found any yet, but I found this site and I think
you know the rest. This wasn't my first OBE, but it was my only scary one. I
don't know what was trying to take me from my body, but I didn't wanna go
wherever it was going to take me. Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience? No.
Was the
kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Uncertain. I don't quite remember
what I heard exactly. At the
time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No. What was
your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
It was definitely at full.
Was the experience dream like
in any way? Reality is
dream like, to me. Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes. I didn't see it. I never
do, actually. Sorry I couldn't be more helpful there. What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
Fear. Totally unlike any of my
other OBEs. Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
Mhmm. I heard my mom talking and Capcom VS SNK Pro playing on m'TV. I don't
know what else I heard, but I just had the experience and that's all I can
remember. Did you
meet or see any other beings?
Uncertain. None that I saw. All
I heard was my mom's voice, but I REALLY don't think it was my mom. My mom
wouldn't scare the s$#% outta me like that. Did
you experiment while out body or in another altered state? For example did you
attempt to visit a family member or friend at another location? Did you
eyewitness an event that you would not have known about had you not been out of
body? Did you attempt to move a physical object while in the astral/etheric
universe?
Yes
If yes or uncertain, what did
you do and what was the result of the experimentation?
I did on another occasion.
But I didn't actually go where I was trying to go. Even my soul has no sense of
direction. -laughs- I even wound up in outer space. Did you
observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that
could be verified later?
No. Did you
notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
Yes. They weren't
different. Even in dreams, all my senses work perfectly. Did you
have any sense of altered space or time?
Uncertain. My blanket was gone,
but in reality, it was still there. Did you
have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No. Did you
reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Yes. On a few other OBEs (when I
was willingly using astral projection), I couldn't get through the walls of my
house. That kinda sucked. Did you
become aware of future events?
No. Were you
involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes. I didn't want whatever it
was to take me wherever it wanted to take me. Did you
have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you
did not have prior to the experience?
Uncertain. Not yet. I was
already an empath. Did you
have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Uncertain. I'm starting to think
some demonic/psychic attacks or whatever are real. How has
the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices
etc.? Career choices? It
hasn't really changed anything. Neither of them did. My mom is very spiritual,
so I learned alot from her in the first place, including astral projection.
Have you
shared this experience with others?
Yes. A few. They were freaked
out, like I was. One girl joked about it, though. Saying it was going to take
me to her house. -slight laugh- What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
Relief. What was
the best and worst part of your experience?
There was no best part. The worst
part was probably being pulled from my body. It didn't hurt or anything, but I
could tell I wasn't willingly leaving my body. Is there
anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
Not really. I said everything I
remember. Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No.
Following
the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No. Did the
questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes. You were thorough. It was good. Please
offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire. Are there any
other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience?
Not that I can think of.