Jen C's Experience
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Experience description:
My father
passed away very suddenly from a heart attack in May 1992, he was only 51 years
old. I was 26 at the time, married with a barely 2 year old daughter. It was a
very traumatic time for me and my family. My father was a quiet, funny, strong
man. He took me under his wing in times of trouble. To lose him was something
I could not grasp. We all had
to meet at the funeral home to choose a casket for my Dad and go over what would
be put in the newspaper, etc. The funeral home had brought out a bunch of
caskets for us to look at. I was standing there with my family and suddenly
realized that I could see myself and everyone else below me. It was brief but
real and it happened. I have never forgotten about my experience. When it was
over I didn't say anything to anyone I just continued on with what we were
doing. I'm not sure what you call it because it doesn't fit a lot of the
descriptions that I've read in other people's stories. I've been told a few
things....one is that I was helping my Dad cross over and the second is that I
was so traumatized that my mind separated from my physical body to protect it.
Either way, it was a life altering experience for me that I haven't shared with
many people. In fact no one in my family but my 12 year old son knows that this
happened. My family is not the kind to be open to any of this. It's a shame
because it was very powerful and moving for me.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Uncertain
I've only told a few people about my experience over the years. Only because
some people would think I was crazy.
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
No
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Standing in a room at the funeral home with my family members.
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
No.
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
None.
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
Yes Yes, I
could see myself and my family members standing in the funeral home choosing a
casket for my Dad.
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
Yes I am very empathic now and highly intuitive. I pick up strong energies,
both good and dark.
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
No
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
It has
strengthened my belief in the spiritual world and my spirituality as well.
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes It has
made me realize that there is not a great deal of distance between our world and
the other side.....and that's a good thing :)
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes Only a
few........those that I knew would understand and believe me.
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
Nothing other
than the grief I was feeling prior to the experience.
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
The best part
was that I've been told by a psychic that my experience was me helping my Dad
cross over. If that's the case, then that is very powerful for me. There is no
worst part.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.
None.