Jeffrey S's Experience
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Experience description:
I was about midway
through a two week leave from Iraq. My best friend and myself, whom I consider
my brother, were outside of his apartment, hiding from the rain. We started a
conversation taking the things I had learned since I had joined the military and
the things he had learned since I had left, and we were comparing notes. I
started getting into my zone where I'm describing everything going on and we
decided to go for a walk. we walked and talked for about 10 hours straight with
me telling him things and him helping me to lead my thoughts through their usual
jumble that he helps me with. By about 7 in the morning we had walked all over
the township and had found ourselves outside of the town elementary school where
we sat under a pavilion to rest for a bit. The conversation was coming to a lull
and he was telling me how thankful he was to have someone in his life that he
could talk to like this because no one else understood the things we talk about,
and as he was telling me I felt my eyesight rise out of myself, he was still
looking straight ahead but he was looking at my chest and then at my stomach. I
thought my entire body was hovering about 2 feet in the air, and then when I
realized what was actually happening I came back into my body very quickly, I
guess I had been holding my breath because I started breathing very heavily and
he asked me what was wrong. I explained what had happened and he told me to
never forget it.
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level
of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
fully awake, after
spiritually venting for many hours, I felt very clean on the inside of myself,
very much more open and aware and compassionate than usual.
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
no, I really thought my
actual body had lifted up
Did you experience
a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes it was just my
vision, but there was no recognition of it until I realized what was going on
What emotions did
you feel during the experience?
it didn't change until
I realized what was happening
Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
no
LOCATION
DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No
Did you see a
light?
No
Did you meet or see
any other beings?
No
Did you experiment
while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
Yes I heard my
friend talking the whole time, I could recall everything he said while it was
happening
Did you notice how
your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
Yes the only thing
that really changed was my line of sight, it was much higher than my eyes
actually were, otherwise I still heard, but didn't pay attention to the other
senses
Did you have any
sense of altered space or time?
No
Did you have a
sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
No if I hadn't
realized what was happening I don't know how far I could've gotten from my body
Did you become
aware of future events?
No
Were you involved
in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes the realization
of what was happening, I felt as though no attachment to the physical, it was
all an illusion, it only had purpose in relation to actions and choices and the
relationships with others. love, happiness, acceptance and trust
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
No
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes that my soul
could separate from my body if I no longer felt a need for it, but I need it to
do what I am meant to do in life
How has the
experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career
choices? I
told some people at work, and I was mocked, but I understood that if I HEARD
someone say a thing like that it would be hard to believe also, in our society u
have to experience it yourself to believe it
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes just no more
spiritual experiences, or miracles, or mental anomalies, don't know what they
were, but they are gone since the OBE
Have you shared
this experience with others?
Yes my best friend
told me to cherish it, but not to worship it, my mother believed me, she said it
happened to her at my birth, and everyone else mocks me
What emotions did
you experience following your experience?
amusement, wonderment,
spiritual cleanliness, connection, love, purpose
What was the best
and worst part of your experience?
best-being shown more
of the amazing things we are capable of as sentient creatures
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
I
put too much thought into it. prior to the experience I had had multiple
spiritual incidents, but none since that one, it was the last time I ever
experienced a true miracle, prior to that I had an awakening at 17 years old and
2 more like it in the following weeks, and until the OBE I put everything I was
into delving more into the awakening and miracles and acceptance became a daily
occurrence. but none since, which is where my confusion is.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No but MANY before it
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes they were questions that gave a very open ended opportunity for answer