Jeanette M's Experience
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Experience description:
The
following SOBE happened when I was 20 years old. I have never experienced
anything like it since, unfortunately. I was skiing Mt Kosiosko, quietly
traversing. It was a sunny clear morning and my boyfriend was about 20metres
ahead. I don't remember anyone else around. I felt very fortunate and very
very happy. Then
without warning I left my body and became a part of the surroundings. Not just
observing the surroundings close up but I actually became a part of it all. I
was the sap in the gums, the bark of their trunks, the atoms of the leaves, even
the molecules in the air. And I was all those things simultaneously.
Accompanying this physical experience was a spiritual one, namely overwhelming
feelings of love, happiness and peace. I am not sure why I left that moment in
space/time. As far as time goes, I was unaware of it passing. Certainly when I
returned to my body I was still traversing the same part of the ski slope. I should
say that I had not consumed any alcohol or drugs. I was well and physically and
psychologically fit. I noticed similarities with some of the stories on this
website, in particular with John C (235)description of peace and tranquility. I
too had the greatest difficulty explaining to anyone the love happiness and
peace that I experienced as there are no words/language that fully express it.
A further similarity with (235) is that his experience like mine was while
active in the outdoors.
Any associated medications
or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
Uncertain The sequence of
events easy to communicate, but the power of the accompanying spiritual feeling
was difficult to explain
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Fully alert
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
no
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes no form
What emotions did you feel
during the experience?
see story
Did you hear any unusual
sounds or noises?
no
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No
Did you notice how your 5
senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
see story
Did you have any sense of
altered space or time?
see story
Did you have a sense of
knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes I felt as if I had somehow
passed into another dimension where time was nil and mass and energy had become
one. The accompanying spiritual experience made this profound.
Were you involved in or aware
of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes I became aware that
something fantastic was occuring and as soon as that thought transpired I
immediately returned to my body.
Did you have any psychic,
paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have
prior to the experience?
No
Did you have any changes of
attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Uncertain
Has your life changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have you shared this
experience with others?
Yes Mostly incredulous
What emotions did you
experience following your experience?
Deeply disappointed to return to
body. Then shock and amazement at what I had experienced. Over the years since
then I have felt incredibly privileged to have been given that experience.
What was the best and worst
part of your experience?
Best - spiritual feeling of love
peace and happiness
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No