Jeanette H Experience
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Experience description:
When I was five years old, I went to the hospital for a noninvasive
surgery, in which I was anesthetized with ether. After the surgery, I was
returned to my hospital room to recover and regain consciousness. Well prior to
regaining consciousness, at least in the physical body, I had an out-of-body
experience in which I suddenly found myself floating on the ceiling. My bed ran
alongside a wall with the head-end up against a corner. Apparently, my
spirit-body floated up into that corner and then about five feet along the
ceiling of the opposite wall that came out from that same corner. That's
where I was when I became aware of my presence up there.
I was facing up towards the ceiling and became aware that I was enclosed in
what could best be described as an abundantly illuminated, white and puffy
cloud. However, it wasn't just white. It was imbued throughout with a soft shade
of pink. It was so comfortable and comforting. I realized after awhile that the
cloud was actually my own essence. I guess
you could call it my spirit-body, but it was actually me, my own
disembodied essence; although, I didn't realize that I was disembodied, nor was
I the least bit concerned about it. In fact, on the contrary. I did have a
specific orientation in space, however, that correlated with my physical body,
in the sense that I actually became aware of my head, neck, and shoulders, but
they seemed to be more subtle than my physical body and were embedded within my
pink/white cloudlike essence.
It's amazing how intact my personality was because immediately my childlike
curiosity and sense of adventure was spurred, just like it would have been in my
physical body. I was a very active and energetic child, always on the go and
that didn't change a bit in this state. So the first thing I wanted to know was
if I could see the boy who was in the next bed from a birds-eye point of view.
He was about my age and his bed ran alongside the same wall as my bed with the
head end of his bed beginning where the foot end of my bed ended. However, they
were separated by a curtain that hung down from a curtain rod that came out from
the wall between the beds with about a foot between the ceiling and the top of
the curtain rod. At the moment, the curtain was drawn closed between our beds.
In total childlike enthusiasm, I decided to answer my question of whether or not
I could see him from the ceiling, so like a frog maneuvering itself in water
from it's hind legs, I turned myself in two different directions.
I turned myself face down first because that was the only way I'd be able
to look down on him, and then I turned my head in the opposite direction and
headed back towards the corner and then turned the corner along the opposite
wall. Now I was passing over my own bed but didn't think to look down, mainly
because it didn't occur to me that there might be a body to look at down there
because I felt fully and completely intact. So I passed over my own bed and
headed toward the curtain and pulled myself over the top between the rod and the
ceiling and then stopped and looked down. And sure enough, there he was, lying
face-up in his bed, neatly tucked under white sheets with the rolling meal cart
pulled across his bed
with his eyeglasses sitting on it. Once I accomplished this feat, I must have
returned to my physical body because that was the end of my adventure. Greetings. Yesterday I submitted
my account on your website about my OBE experience from when I was five years
old that included my looking down on the bed of the little boy next to me. There
is one section of the story, however, that I'm ambivalent about and would like
to edit if that's still possible. It's the part about my identifying a
pair of eyeglasses on the meal cart that went across his bed. Well I've thought
about it since I submitted the story, and although I was able to identify
specifically what was on the cart at the time of the event, I have since
forgotten exactly what it was, but for some reason, I keep coming up with the
idea that it was a pair of glasses. However, it may also have been a toy or a
book or something along those lines. The reason I think it's important to
clarify this is that I view it as being a pretty important detail or piece of
evidence that I do not want to misrepresent. Thank You,
Jeanette H
At the time
of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?
No
Was the experience
difficult to express in words?
No
At what time during the
experience were you at your highest level of
consciousness and alertness? I was fully aware and conscious
throughout the entire event.
How did your highest level
of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal
everyday consciousness and alertness?
Normal
consciousness and alertness
Please
compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had
immediately prior to the time of the experience.
The cloud was brightly illuminated and puffy and imbued with the softest pink.
It was like being in the middle of a cumulus cloud.
Please
compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had
immediately prior to the time of the experience.
There was no sound. It was completely silent.
Did you see
or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your
consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?
Yes
Yes, in the sense that I visited the boy
who was in the next bed to see if I could view him from the ceiling.
What emotions did you feel
during the experience?
I felt my normal, enthusiastic and joyful five year
old self.
Did you pass into or
through a tunnel?
No
Did you see an unearthly
light?
Yes
Yes, I was in it. In fact, I was it and it
was me. It was my very essence, my being.
Did
you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable
voice?
No
Did you encounter or
become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by
name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?
No
Did
you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?
No
Did
you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?
No
Did
you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?
No
Did time seem
to speed up or slow down?
No
Did
you suddenly seem to understand everything?
No
Did you reach a boundary
or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you come to a border or point of no return?
No
Did scenes from the
future come to you?
No
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly
life (�life after death�)?
Yes
Only in the sense that I was clearly
separated from my physical body, yet still fully conscious and capable of making
decisions.
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God
or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?
No
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you
either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?
No
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a
mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?
No
During your experience,
did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life�s
meaning or purpose?
No
During your experience,
did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life�s
difficulties, challenges, or hardships?
No
During your experience,
did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?
Uncertain
Only in the sense that I was being fully
cared for in the most comfortable way - softly floating in the warmth of my own
sweet essence.
During your experience,
did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not
shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?
No
Did you have a sense of
knowing special knowledge or purpose?
No
What occurred during your
experience included:
Content that was both consistent and not consistent
with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience
Consistent in the sense that I was still me and my personality was intact.
Inconsistent in that I didn't expect myself to be floating on the ceiling in a
pink/white cloud but I loved it!
How accurately do you
remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around
the time of the experience?
I remember the experience more accurately than
other life events that occurred around the time of the experience
My
experience directly resulted in:
Unknown
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that
occurred as a result of the experience?
Uncertain
I was just a child so my values or beliefs were unformed.
Do you
have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that
you did not have before the experience?
Uncertain
I have some moderate gifts and abilities.
Are there one or several parts of your experience
that are especially meaningful or significant to you?
Yes, it was all absolutely meaningful and significant,
Have you ever shared this experience with others?
Yes
Did you have any knowledge
of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No
What did you believe about
the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:
Experience was definitely real
What do you believe about
the reality of your experience at the current time:
Experience was definitely real
It was very tangible and real.
Have your relationships
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have your religious
beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
At
any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?
Yes
I have had a couple of out-of-body dreams
since then but this experience was real and not a dream.
Did
the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes