Experience description:

God’s Calling- My Dream

One night while sleeping I my dream vanished and I found myself standing in a super clean, bright, pure white, perfect, void-like space with divine light illuminating on me from above. This white void had no floor, no ceiling no walls, just nothing but white space.

The light shined so bright I could not see beyond it to see who or what was behind it.

I was able to see myself standing freely. Since there was no floor it was like I was standing on light and I was fully dressed and looked like my normal self. I think I was seeing my spiritual self.

Given that I was a lucid dreamer and could control my dreams, I knew the moment my dream vanished, I was no longer in control. Sometimes during my dreams I would float or jump into other realms outside of the dream realm. This was of course during lucid dreaming. So initially I thought, 'oh crap I did it again, I jumped.'

But then, I suddenly heard a voice say my name 'Jasmine'. It was so immaculate, earthly words cannot describe. But if I had to describe it, it was magnificent, powerful, kind and loving, loud, yet soft, dominating and compassionate. I knew it immediately that it was God. I felt a familiarism.

This came to me as a surprise, because I didn’t believe that God existed, I absolutely had no relationship with God, maybe looked at the Bible 1-3 times to read Genesis when I got into trouble, but never believed in any of it. Never hardly conversed about it, often used his name in vein, and actually cursed him quite frequently.

But somehow, I knew it was God because I felt this familiarity. I knew I was in a heavenly or God-like place, time did not exist, boundaries did not exist, and gender did not exist. It’s like all this knowledge pours inside of your mind. You suddenly know things. I knew it was the heavenly or God-like realm somehow, and I suddenly had this sense of complete awareness like I had been there before and knew every single thing that was discussed. It’s like, because we are already equip with this knowledge before we get here and then we forget it.

My response, 'God you’re real?'

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   No 

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  Yes     Describing the atmosphere of the void and describing the movie clips of my life is hard to explain. It’s like being in a theater but in white light. Describing how we communicated, it was like subconscious thought/vocal/awareness all at the same time.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?      I was sleeping- during the experience was my highest level of consciousness. Ever! I’ve never known more knowledge and awareness.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?      More consciousness and alertness than normal   The only to way to explain it is that you just know. You are not all-knowing, like God, but when God speaks to you, you suddenly just know it’s true. Almost like you remember, like you’ve always known but have forgotten until he reminded you. I can only describe this as like each of us have a mission or work that we’re here to do, but then we forget that we’re on a mission and we need to be reminded to complete the mission.

Also, one thing God said, when I asked, 'how come you have not made yourself known to me until now?' God said because I was ready. So this makes me believe if we are not ready to be connected to God, or continue to stay closed minded, or continue to live by evil or manipulative intentions and not ready to grow spiritually/ mentally, then God cannot intervene. It’s weird to explain. Once your mind become open, you can connect. Sort of like your mind is an antenna to the higher power.

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   Vision- I was not in physical form. But could see myself standing in the void like I was looking at my self from all angles at one time. I could see in front of me behind me and the sides of me all at the same time.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   I only heard myself and God.

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?   No  

What emotions did you feel during the experience?   Love- no other emotions with the exception of devotion and loyalty.

to comment on question 11. I’ve dreamt and still continue to dream of great Atlantic Ocean flood that hits the Caribbean, Ny, Florida, Delaware/Maryland bridge, and England (I think). The flood starts slow, everyone thinks it’s normal and it begins to spread out. The Caribbean disappears and is completely under water, Ny has a navy ship that goes under water no one makes it, the D/M bridge has traffic on it and gets completely covered with water. Florida has warnings and no one takes it seriously. The safe place I keep seeing is Tennessee.  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?   No  

Did you see an unearthly light?   Yes   Bright light from above.

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?   No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?   No  

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?   No  

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?   Yes   Elaborated on in my main story- I saw my life on screen projector or movie film.

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?   No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?   Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
No such thing as time.

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?   Everything about the universe  Everything suddenly became clear. Elaborated in my main story.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   No

Did you come to a border or point of no return?   No

Did scenes from the future come to you?  Scenes from my personal future  Elaborated on in my main story. But yes we discussed my future. It was clear to me.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life after death”)?   Yes   I wouldn’t call it life because people reading will not be able to understand the significance of what I experienced. But some type of continued existence whether that existence be in conscious form, energy form, or spiritual body I do not know, but something does exist.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?   Yes   A supreme being exists. One we cannot explain. I did not see a being only light. I was not able to understand its significance. Of all awareness, this was the only limit I had.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?   Yes   I was aware of everything, suddenly things didn’t make sense did. Even now it’s way for me see and understand things compared to before. I can discern evil or manipulative intentions. I know when someone needs help, when they’re lying, but it just doesn’t matter to me. I see it more like it’s a type of spiritual pain rather than a bad thing and often try to sympathize with their choices of why they choose to bring pain to others. I try to understand them. This is my way of loving them, trying to 'get' who they are.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose?   Yes   I know my purpose is to serve others to help them complete their life’s purpose and to make sure I love all equally and fairly, not just because I have to but because I want to. I try to give them information and show them how to love themselves, others, and God.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?   Yes   Love all.

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?   No  

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?   Yes   My mission.

What occurred during your experience included:   Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience   Totally against what I believed. I truly did not believe in God. I do now.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?   I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience   I remember it like it just happened yesterday. But I can hardly remember anything else from 4 years ago, with the exception of the Atlantic Ocean flood dreams. I can remember those.  

My experience directly resulted in:   Large changes in my life

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?   Yes   Everything I thought I knew does not exist.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?   Uncertain   Dreams about the flood before and after my experience

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?     The whole experience is special. I think meeting God is #1.

Have you ever shared this experience with others?   Yes  Minutes. I shared with my husband as soon as I woke up.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?   No  

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real   Because it was profound. I’m a lucid dreamer, I know when I’m dreaming. I’ve always been able to understand and control my dreams, and just like a chalkboard with an eraser, my dream was wiped away. It was surreal.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:   Experience was definitely real  

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?      Yes

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes  

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?   No     

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?   Yes

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