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Experience description:

I had a past life regression session w/guided meditation.  I was able to do two during this session.  The first session was quite brief and the only experience I had was a quick vision of walking into a carwash and seeing a teal blue 'old' car w/white wall tires (after the session I was able to find an example of the auto - It was a 1954 Chevy Bel Air - production started in the early 1950's). 

My second meditation resonated more w/me (I'll explain why after my description):  As I was being instructed to 'walk up the stairs' I had a vision of purple and green hue aura's, alternating between each 4x.  Once I opened the door, I walked into a room that was pure white ... I held my hands up in front of me and saw beams of light illuminating from my fingertips.  I noticed a figure (no face or body, just a form) to my right.  It was a brief encounter, then the form turned to move away.  I remember feeling extreme sadness as it left and remember reaching out as if saying 'don't go'. 

Now, there were two instances in my life when I feel that this last session makes me wonder what it is and what does it mean for me.  2 years ago I was in bed and not asleep, but ready to fall asleep.  All lights were out and pitch black in my room.  I was awake, but peaceful and just enjoying the silence after a long day.  My eyes were closed when a bright light (as if a flashlight was shone right into my face) penetrated my eyelids.  I didn't open my eyes because #1.  I didn't want to see what it was and #2. I didn't want it to go away. 

The other instance was another guided meditation (still about 2 years ago).  I envisioned myself in our family cottage (log cabin in the woods of Maine).  I 'saw' a white figure that seemed to have a veil or scarf around the head area, but again, no features could be made out.  I don't recall the feeling I had at that time, but I do remember feeling 'at home', thinking at the time that it was because I was in a familiar 'place'. 

I would really like to know what these experiences mean.

 Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?      No     

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?          No     

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No     

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?    I was meditating and conscious and alert for all sessions

            Was the experience dream like in any way?  Not really.

 Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?   No     

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          This last guided mediation (past life regression) I felt sad.

 Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?         None

 LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?         Yes    No, I didn't recognize the place.  The experience was amazing, absolutely, but I don't know if I would use the word 'creature'

 Did you see a light?        Yes    Bright white room & lights coming off of my hands

 Did you meet or see any other beings?         Yes    We didn't communicate verbally, but I was emotional when the being turned to leave.  They were 'standing' to my right.  I felt like I knew them ... had an emotional connection, but I don't know why

 Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?         No     

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No     

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? No      Did you have any sense of altered space or time?     No     

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?         No     

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?           No     

Did you become aware of future events?      No     
 
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? No     

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?     Yes    I have been thinking about my last experience and all of the others before it.  My attitude is positive, and curious about what more there is to  'me' and my past lives.  I believe in angels, spirit guides, guardian angels and God.  To me, is this more other world experiences?

 How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?   I don't feel it has affected any other above.

 Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No     

Have you shared this experience with others?       Yes    I shared with like-minded people. They are as curious, as I to know what it could mean.

 What emotions did you experience following your experience? Curiosity, still feeling a sadness, but not extreme ... an underlying sadness, if that makes sense.

 What was the best and worst part of your experience?          The fact that it is a continuation of what I have experienced in the past.  It means SOMETHING, but I don't know what and would love to know how to find out more about it all.

 Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? No, I think I have covered everything. :)

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?       No     

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?           Yes