Janet G's Experience
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Experience description:
I was in my garden with
a friend talking and I was trying to ferret out some truth about something with.
I wanted to trust what she was saying and when she gave me the answer, the truth
I felt my ability to trust come flying back to me and my head/being went into
another dimension and I had a life review and met and completed my contract. It
was all good. I understood why I had chosen the life I did up until that point
and why I had suffered under a drug addiction, with all of the attending
problems that goes with that. I was in recovery for a year and a half before
this day and did some meth on this day after being clean for some time. When I
got clean I made a full commitment to my healing journey, so using was not a
part of my life anymore. The rest of the day I was very much in a different in a
different world. Instant manifestation happening. The next morning I got up and
wrote in my journal what my completed contract was about. It was, I will lose
myself to receive myself. I would lose myself to this world of illusion to
receive myself in one blinding flash. It was a beautiful, ecstatic moment that
has changed me forever. There is a lot more to this story than what I have
documented here as a few interesting things happened with my body.
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
Yes
Had used some meth
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
A greater level of
awareness than I had experienced before
Was the experience
dream like in any way?
I was the real thing.
The truth of my life
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
Did not experience
being outside my body like in an nde.
What emotions did you
feel during the experience?
elation
Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
no
Did you recognize any
familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or
encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?
No
Did you see a light?
Yes
in my head, it felt
very speeded up
Did you meet or see
any other beings?
No
Did you experiment
while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
No
Did you notice how
your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
Yes
very acute
Did you have any sense
of altered space or time?
Yes
it was beyond all time
and space
Did you have a sense
of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes
I knew the
meaning and purpose of my life up until that point
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
Yes
I still had my body so
I only went so far
Did you become aware
of future events?
No
Were you involved in
or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
No
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
Yes Seriously
healing my life
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
Everything is
perfectly perfect
How has the experience
affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?
This experience
everything about my life. I am not the same person as I was before this
Has your life changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
In all ways. I
am remaking myself on my healing journey
Have you shared this
experience with others?
Yes
What was the best and
worst part of your experience?
I know I on tract in my
life
Is there anything else
you would like to add concerning the experience?
It was a death and
rebirth for me and I have been deeply in that process every since
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did the questions
asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience?
Yes