Jake M's Experience
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Experience description:
I was laying in my bed about mid-day. I was feeling
really irritable all down my spine and couldn't quite work out what was going
on. So, I decided to see if I could calm myself and try to relax.
After about an hour of seeing whether I could pin-point the area in my back that
was causing the irritation, I was starting to feel the muscles next to the spine
that run all the way up. To do, this I had to take really slow, shallow
breaths, until it almost felt like I wasn't breathing at all.
After another 10 minutes of this, I tried to see if I could
locate other parts in my body. The area I focused on was my brain. When I
found it , it felt like a rush traveled all through my body almost as if it were
pulsating. Then it started to get strange. I was able to see my body even
though my eyes were closed. Then I could see the room I was in, then the
house, and then the earth. The further I traveled, the faster I went until
everything went pitch black. Then there was nothing until I saw a tiny
pin-prick of light in the distance. So I headed towards it, travelling
even faster. It was then right in front of me. I saw a giant, golden
triangle with strange carvings or inscriptions inside the borders of the
triangle. In the middle of the triangle was what looked like a hill with a
single tree standing on top of it, and the sun shining brightly behind it.
I didn't know what it was and after a few seconds it
started to scare me. The thought which popped in my head was, 'Am I dead?' The
second this thought entered my mind, I was slammed all the way back to my body,
and I mean slammed. I was gasping and panicking when I returned. I felt a
sense of peace, but also a sense of fear. This is the first time I've shared
this, and I'm curious to know if anyone else has seen this triangle, or knows
what it is.
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts
following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?
No
What emotions did you experience following your experience?
calmness but
also fear, it was a strange mix
Any associated medications or
substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
Yes I don't know how to describe some
of what I saw, there were inscriptions inside the borders of a triangle that I
couldn't properly make out
At the time of this experience, was
there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
extremely alert
Was the experience dream like in any way?
no it didn't feel like a dream, I
didn't feel drowsy or fatigued after the experienced, it was almost as if I
closed my eyes and then opened them again, if that makes sense
Did you experience a separation of
your consciousness from your body?
Yes I couldn't see my own form,
however I could see my body laying there on the bed
What emotions did you feel during
the experience?
none until the
end, when I felt fear, then it ended
Did you hear any unusual sounds or
noises?
no there was no
noise
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
Yes I saw what I imagine is the
universe and further beyond it
Did you see a light?
Yes
the light started off small but the
further I approached it the larger it became, until it took up most of my
vision, however I could still see darkness behind it
Did you meet or see any other
beings?
No
Did you experiment while out of the
body or in another, altered state?
No
Did you observe or hear anything
regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?
No
Did you notice how your 5 senses
were working, and if so, how were they different?
Yes
its almost as if they weren't working at
all, or were so dull I couldn't notice/feel them
Did you have any sense of altered
space or time?
Yes I felt like I left the universe
Did you have a sense of knowing,
special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you reach a boundary or
limiting physical structure?
Yes there was a large golden triangle
with strange carvings or inscriptions in the border of the triangle
Did you become aware of future
events?
No
Were you involved in or aware of a
decision regarding your return to the body?
No
Did you have any changes of
attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes at the time, I was an atheist,
however after the experience, I believe something is out there. I'm just not
sure what
How has the experience affected
your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?
the only real thing it affected
was my belief of the afterlife, or possibility of one
Has your life changed specifically
as a result of your experience?
No
Have you shared this experience
with others?
No
What was the best and worst part of
your experience?
the best part
was seeing this triangle, it was possibly the most beautiful thing I have ever
seen, the worst part was slamming back into my body after feeling an immense
feeling of dread
Is there anything else you would
like to add concerning the experience?
near the
beginning of this experience it almost felt like I was using sonar or something
similar to it
Following the experience, have you
had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced
any part of the experience?
No
Did the questions asked and
information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience?
Yes I can only describe this event as
I remember it, this form allowed me to do so, to the best of my ability
Please offer any suggestions you
may have to improve this questionnaire.
I'm not sure