Hillary P's Experience
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Experience description:
There is a
lot I now cannot recall but mainly I remember traveling through a tube-like or
tunnel thing, and I distinctly remember that there was a song playing over and
over and over, but every time it neared the end, it never quite finished, and it
would start from the beginning again. I remember thinking that when the song
finally finished, I'd be on the other side. I feel as
though it went on like that for at least a dozen times, and when the song's end
did play, I felt a sort of jolt, but that's when I had the feeling I was back in
the hospital room. I knew I was laying in the bed for a long while afraid to
open my eyes. When I did, I knew I was here on earth but it felt very surreal.
I glanced
over at the caregiver, who was asleep in a chair, but suddenly awoke and asked
if I was OK. It felt exactly as though I had smoked marijuana or something, but
of course I had not, it was just a very surreal feeling. All I kept thinking
about was that I had been through something life-changing and wonderful and
scary all at once. But I knew I was back because many people in my life had been
praying for me and it was just not my time to go yet.
Any associated medications
or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
Uncertain
was on pain medication but was
always alert
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Very much alert
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
yes
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
Did you hear any unusual
sounds or noises?
Yes, a very eerie song playing
over and over and over but I didn't know the song.
Did you pass into or through a
tunnel or enclosure?
Yes
Did you see a light?
Uncertain
cant recall
Did you meet or see any other
beings? Uncertain
Just cant recall
Did you experience a review of
past events in your life?
No
Did you observe or hear
anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later? No
Did you see or visit any
beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?
Uncertain
Did you have any sense of
altered space or time?
Yes
Did you have a sense of
knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes Was positive that there
is life after death
Did you reach a boundary or
limiting physical structure?
Uncertain
Felt like I fell to the bottom
of something after traveling through the tunnel
Did you become aware of future
events? No
Were you involved in or aware
of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Uncertain
Not at the time it was
happening
Did you have any psychic,
paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have
prior to the experience?
No
Did you have any changes of
attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
Feel confident that there is
life after death
How has the experience
affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career
choices? Affected in
every way in terms of knowing that we are all here for a purpose...don't let the
"small stuff" get to me as much as I used to
Has your life changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
No response
Have you shared this
experience with others?
Yes
Shared it with two people...I
feel that both people don't believe that it was a NDE. I think they think I was
dreaming
What emotions did you
experience following your experience?
Can't describe
What was the best and worst
part of your experience?
The best - Not afraid of death
now.
The worst -
uncertain.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
no
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes