Hera G's Experience
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Experience description:
First of
all, I should say that I am a resuscitated baby, I was born dead. However, this
is not the description of a near death experience. When the event occurs, I was
18 years old. I developed difficulties to awaken in the morning, I could listen
people speaking to me but I was unable to answer them or to move my body. This
is during the period, I have this �bizarre� dream. I was in presence of an
intelligence, without dimension, knowing everything and I was terrified.
To comfort
me, this intelligence that I feel not good or bad but only a �will� decided to
become a white light. And it shows me how this light without dimension could
create a smaller unit. When the smaller light separate from the main light, I
feel a loss in love, so greater that I hated this intelligence. This
intelligence instructs me that I should fulfill his will and I cannot go back.
And I know that I was this unit with a mission unknown to me, but a very
powerful unit, with the freedom to do everything. A freedom that Iost when I
have to enter in my body, I felt some restrictions in space and freedom by the
necessity to obey values and principles, that I do not remember, but I think
necessary to facilitate my enter in the body. I was a prisoner of this body, I
felt incapacitated but I discovered sooner that I could communicate with new
senses : hearing, touching. And I found so marvelous to have these tools to
discover the world, and new sensations unknown to me. Since this period, I never
experience such a dream because I never have sleep problems.
Any associated medications
or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I was dreaming
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
This was a dream.
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
I was not in my body for a part
of the dream.
What emotions did you feel
during the experience?
Fear, love/hate and power of
freedom/restriction
Did you hear any unusual
sounds or noises?
NO
Did you see a light?
Yes, The light comforts me
Did you meet or see any other
beings? No
Did you notice how your 5
senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
No
Did you have any sense of
altered space or time?
Yes, No time or space, a non limiting dimension in the first part of the dream.
Were you involved in or aware
of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes
I have to fulfill instruction
to do so, I have a mission to accomplish.
Did you have any psychic,
paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have
prior to the experience?
No
Did you have any changes of
attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
I found some interest in
cosmology after. Anyway I develop a strong interest for the relativist-systemic
explanation of the universe.
How has the experience
affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career
choices? Some people
said that a have a global view of a situation, if its is related to my
experience or not, I do not know, but it helps me to comprehend a situation and
give information on a topic. My religious practices change radically after the
dream, I was unable to believe, for a long time, in a GOD was a good father, for
a long time, I consider GOD as an intelligence outside and inside everything,
not good nor evil. The result was to modify my religious practices mainly by a
modification of the representation of GOD. Today, I think that GOD is good
because he is the �will� of the universe. Anyway, this is pure speculation of
myself but it helps me to appreciate good and bad events.
Has your life changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
I have always know that a
spiritual dimension exist which I give a personal explanation, considering it as
an other system related to the material world.
Have you shared this
experience with others?
Yes
To a friend who will have to
live the death of his beloved wife. It helps him to accept her death. I also
hope that it will help more people in writing my dream to you.
What emotions did you
experience following your experience?
Very mixed, first, it was a dream,
I knew that it was not the reality, and then, this comforts me. But this dream
disturbs me for a long time. Today I prefer to live only in the reality, that is
why I am writing you. I could say that in writing this event, it will help me to
put this dream away forever.
What was the best and worst
part of your experience?
The best was to give me an
explanation of the spiritual world that I hope it will
comfort me when
death will come. The worst was to experience this lost of love and freedom.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes