Harvey A's Experience
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Experience description:
Pneumonia as baby; when
3 my Godmother brought me to her knees and hugged me. My thought was, "Ah, I am
finally back home. I am home again." When I was about 2. I remember lying in
our parlor and looking up at the sky and discussing with myself the concept of
everlasting. I know I was that age because my head was on the rug which was
about 15 inches from the wall, my buttock was against the wall with my legs up
the wall under a window. A few clouds in the sky, and I wondered how heaven
could be everlasting. It seemed that there should be an end, no there is no
end. That is strange.
In my youth I knew
things about the future, and I did not think that was different from anyone's
thinking.
While in the Navy
during WWII, I knew things, and felt the love of God so strongly that I shed
tears.
Now I go through
Agonizing Ecstasy as God reveals theologies to me. That is why I got the pieces
of paper showing that I have a Master Of Theological Studies and another in
Religious Ed.
I also had an OBE when
Jesus spoke to me. I was doing a retreat with the Jesuits at Grand Coteau and in
the chapel for my private meeting with God. Then I saw just Jesus and Mary, and
I was above them, as Jesus asked me to give myself completely to him. He put me
through an experience in which I was going to a light.
At the time of your
experience was there an associated life-threatening event?
Yes As a baby I had pneumonia, and my mother said I had died or nearly died.
Was the experience
difficult to express in words?....Yes....The
concepts are so different from earthly things that words cannot explain. We'd
need new words.
At what time during
the experience were you at your highest level of
consciousness and
alertness?....Normal
consciousness and alertness All early experiences were mild. The experience
with Jesus was normal in feeling, except when i was going toward the light. That
was LOVING, stronger and stronger as I advanced toward the light. I did not
think anything of it, such as OBE, until I read about that concept.....
Please compare your
vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately
prior to the time of the experience.
I was in love,
and all things were more loving. I was already naive, and became more so. I
trusted everyone.
Please compare your
hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately
prior to the time of the experience.
I don't notice
any difference in hearing.
Did you see or hear
any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness /
awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?
No When I am in
agonizing ecstasy I am aware of what is going on in my presence.
What emotions did you
feel during the experience?....LOVE
Did you pass into or
through a tunnel?....No....
Did you see an
unearthly light?....Yes....
Did you seem to
encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?....I
encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
Did you encounter or
become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?....No
Did you become aware
of past events in your life during your experience?....No....
Did you seem to enter
some other, unearthly world?....No....
Did time seem to speed
up or slow down?....No....
Did you suddenly seem
to understand everything?....No....
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?....No....
Did you come to a
border or point of no return?....No....
Did scenes from the
future come to you?....Scenes
from my personal future....They are too numerous to write here, I have a
spiritual journal of more than 600 pages which contains futuristic scenes and
understandings.
Did you have a sense
of knowing special knowledge or purpose?....Yes....As
a toddler I knew God was infinite, and heaven lasted forever.
Discuss any changes
that might have occurred in your life after your experience:....Large
changes in my life....A whole lifetime.....
Did you have any
changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result
of the experience?
Yes I knew God, and
eternity.
Do you have any
psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did
not have before the experience?....Yes
ESP, knowledge of other's mental problems, often knowledge who will win at
games.
I've had more than 80
prophecies come true.
Have you ever shared
this experience with others?
Yes I have shared all
with my family and best friends, and all are happy for the gifts God gave me,
because they share the gifts with me.
Did you have any
knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?....No
What did you believe
about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:....Experience
was definitely real I was too young and innocent to know what happened, but
as a mature man with education I have realize much.
What do you believe
about the reality of your experience at the current time:....Experience
was definitely real....I am grateful to God for the experiences, as I now know
God, and about God. As a theologian I am happy to know God, and at all times
cannot help but tell others about God and Heaven.
Have your
relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?....Uncertain....Too
young during the initial experience to know.
Have your religious
beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?....Uncertain
Too
young
At any time in your
life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?....Yes
Oh, Lord, the times are too numerous to relate now.
Did the questions
asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe
your experience?
Yes I took classes
in creating surveys, and this one is a good one.
Are there one or
several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant
to you? The
early experiences are very meaningful, especially the LOVE I felt when I was in
my Godmother's hug. That a toddler could be wondering about eternity is odd to
me, yet not odd, because I realize now that I had experienced God.