Gundula G's Experience
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Experience description:
Before this event (days of this very enlightened feeling, actually) I had
extensive counseling for depression. I came across a book written by Neale
Donals Walsh, Conversations with God. This book had so much truth for me I could
relate to. Life all of a sudden changed by choice and not that "things" happened
to me. I began to feel happier each day and could feel that this happiness was
not limited. As I said before, I wasn't on death door steps but very much alive.
As I progressed, I felt myself deeply grateful to some form of Higher
Self/Universe/God. I knew God exists but I was God. When I met people I had this
overwhelming consciousness of "One-ness".
On
the day of my "out of body" experience I was massaging a client. While I was
massaging her, time stood still, even for my client, who commented afterward
that this was the nicest longest massage she ever had. Even though it was an
hour, I had this feeling it was going on for ever (in a very pleasant way).
During the massage all of a sudden I could feel my soul float in front of my
third eye. I had this overwhelming bliss within me and I knew then, that this is
what will happen when I die.
This
event lasted for roughly 3 days. I was more aware of other people, I noticed
their strength (even if they didn't) and had this all encompassing Love for all
beings
At
the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?
No
Was
the experience difficult to express in words?
Yes I still feel that this experience is a state of being and rather
difficult to put into words. We all have different perceptions and words just
get interpreted differently
At
what time during the experience were you at your highest level of
consciousness and alertness?
That was when my soul floated in front of my third eye and for a day afterward
How
did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?
More
consciousness and alertness than normal
Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that
you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.
Every thing seem so much more alive and beautiful.
Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that
you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.
No
changes in hearing, however I felt like even the trees and the waves were
"talking" to me...!
Did
you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your
consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?
No
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
Total and utter bliss
Did
you pass into or through a tunnel?
No
Did
you see an unearthly light?
No
Did
you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable
voice?
No
Did
you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who
are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha,
etc.)?
Yes as described before I became aware of my Higher Self, of God and I felt I
was God, I felt one with God!
Did
you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?
No
Did
you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?
No
In my case the past became non-existent. There was only NOW!
Did
you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?
No
Did
time seem to speed up or slow down?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Time
stopped. I looked at the watch every now and then but I wasn't aware how "fast"
or how "slow" it was going. The hour described with my client went on for ever
in a very nice way
Did
you suddenly seem to understand everything?
Everything about myself or others
I understood, that we are all ONE and I understood, that this feeling/experience
I had is what is going to happen to me/others when I die, no matter what race,
religion, "good" or "bad".
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you come to a border or point of no return?
No
Did
scenes from the future come to you?
No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly
life (�life after death�)?
No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?
Yes I was very much aware of my Higher Self. I felt God inside of me, I was
ONE with God, but at the same time I was God. Every other person also was God as
I felt ONE with all other beings.
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?
No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not)
exist?
Yes It was this awareness when meeting people that we all were one. I felt an
incredible bond to all beings, even animals.
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
regarding earthly life�s meaning or purpose?
Uncertain
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
regarding earthly life�s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?
No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
regarding love?
Yes while I had this experience I felt I was full of unconditional love for
all beings. It came naturally, this is what my true state is
During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information /
awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living
our earthly lives?
No
Did
you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?
No
What occurred during your experience included:
Content that was entirely consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of
your experience I heard phrases like "love is all we need", "we are all one",
do unto others as you would do to yourself, however, they absolutely became
meaningful after my experience, however, this is the part I find so difficult to
explain as the whole experience seem one big "feeling"/ awareness
How
accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events
that occurred around the time of the experience?
I
remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred
around the time of the experience
Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your
experience:
Unfortunately I couldn't keep this state of Heaven here with me and for some
years after I actually experienced "Hell". I became depressed, including post
natal depression and even blamed myself for not being able to reproduce this
awareness again. It seem to have come so easy at the time. I know, it will come
again when the time is right, however, I feel I choose for my soul not to return
to my body but go on when my body needs to die
My experience directly resulted in:
Slight changes in my life
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that
occurred as a result of the experience?
No
Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful
or significant to you?
Do
you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience
that you did not have before the experience?
Uncertain sometimes I feel I am psychic
Have you ever shared this experience with others?
No
Did
you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your
experience?
Yes I heard it through media
What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to
weeks) after it happened:
Experience was definitely real
What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:
Experience was definitely real
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result
of your experience?
No
At
any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the
experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes
What could a national organization with an interest in near death experience
(NDE) do that would be of interest to you?
I came to your site through Anita Moorjani's Book "Dying to be me". When I read
about her experience it was exactly what I felt when this happened to me, but I
wasn't actually dying. I never talked to anybody about it and I wonder if I had
if I could have held on and didn't have to go through another bout of
depression.
Please offer any suggestions that you may have to improve this questionnaire.
Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your
experience?
Very good questionnaire, thanks