Guilia DV STE
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Experience description:
In my
dream experience I was made aware (as it has often happened lately) of the
mystical state of being a single point of consciousness about to be born.
Incarnation appeared so absolutely perfect and harmless, pure potential. Then I
was able to observe how the trouble starts, the moment our ego forms. In
previous experiences this week I was both God and creature at the same time.
Tonight I saw how harmless everything appears from the angle of a single point
of consciousness willing to incarnate. Everything is perfect and joyful. Pure
loving potential.
Any associated medications or
substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
Yes The questions of this questionnaire
and those of the Greyson NDE scale and are not all appropriate
At the time of this experience, was
there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
REM SLEEP
Was the experience dream like in any way?
NO, it continues as I type. The
next answer is I was pure consciousness
What emotions did you feel during
the experience?
Pure joy of
being a potential
Did you hear any unusual sounds or
noises?
In waking life
there is a loud buzz in my right ear. I have had this for the last weeks, which
is when most of these STES have occurred lately
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No
Did you have
any sense of altered space or time?
Yes There was no sense of time or space
in the pure potential mode
Did you have a sense of knowing,
special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes
Everything is perfect
Were you involved in or aware of a
decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes I woke up, but there was no OBE.
Please note I have had some 1000 OBEs in my life, and this was pure knowing
Did you have any changes of
attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes I do
not feel cross and angry as I did in the other experiences
How has the experience affected
your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?
I will find out
Have you shared this experience
with others?
Yes I will find out
What emotions did you experience
following your experience?
Joy,
understanding, sympathy
What was the best and worst part of
your experience?
This question
does not make sense to me
Is there anything else you would
like to add concerning the experience?
I am still in
the experience and need to process it
Please offer any suggestions you
may have to improve this questionnaire.
I need to close
this report while I am still in the modified state of consciousness. I will
report back