Gill S's Experience
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Experience description:
I was
walking between classes with my school friends when suddenly I was aware of
being beside my body. I was very scared at the time and all I wanted to do was
that this weird thing stopped, I needed desperately to come back into my body
and I just did spontaneously again. This experience was terrifying at the time
and I tried to explain the experience to my mother and she couldn't take me
seriously. Another
time I felt like this force, the only way I can describe it was pulling me,
almost sucking me out through the bottom of my feet, when I was about to fall
asleep. I did not like the sensation so I woke up abruptly.
Any associated medications
or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I was fully awake and walking
normally
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
no, it was so real
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes I knew I was outside my
body and felt I just wanted it to stop, so I could return
What emotions did you feel
during the experience?
I was terrified
Did you hear any unusual
sounds or noises?
no
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No
Did you see a light?
No
Did you meet or see any other
beings? No
Did you experiment while out
of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did you observe or hear
anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
No
Did you notice how your 5
senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
No
Did you have any sense of
altered space or time?
No
Did you have a sense of
knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you reach a boundary or
limiting physical structure?
No
Did you become aware of future
events? No
Were you involved in or aware
of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes I was terrified and
thought please can I go back and then I was suddenly normal again.
Did you have any psychic,
paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have
prior to the experience?
Uncertain
Did you have any changes of
attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes It was such a profound
event for me, I felt wow what is going on. One minute I was walking down a long
corridor at school, next minute I was outside my body, fighting to go back, it
wasn't a rare feeling because I felt totally out of control.
How has the experience
affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career
choices? It hasn't
Has your life changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have you shared this
experience with others?
Yes Yes, but much later in
years, as I had told my mother but she thought I was weird. So I kept it to
myself until 10 yrs later I met someone who told me they had had the same
experience, but they had been ill at the time and had floated up above the
ceiling. I haven�t met anyone who had been awake like I had been when it
happened, just doing a normal awake thing like walking.
What emotions did you
experience following your experience?
I was scared
What was the best and worst
part of your experience?
There wasn't a best part, because
I was very frightened at not being able to go back to my body again. The feeling
of being out of control.
Is there anything else you
would like to add concerning the experience?
No
Following the experience, have
you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which
reproduced any part of the experience?
Yes I have not had the exact
same experience since when awake, but I have experienced now and then being
aware that I am sleeping and not being able to wake up and this total inability
to make myself wake up, feels similar to how I felt at the time I was outside my
body, feeling out of control.
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes