German P's Experience
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Experience description:
It was afternoon; year
2002, I do not remember the month. I was at my parent�s house. I went to bed
trying to sleep for a while. Without sleeping completely, I felt like levitating
and I started rising to the space. Suddenly I was in somewhere like in the outer
space. I did not carry my physical body; I was just like a little sphere of
light that was joining with similar spheres inside of a giant spiral,
transparent and silent.
The giant spiral was
bending itself in the space. It was not in a linear direction. It was like an
umbilical cord floating on the infinite space.
At the end of the
spiral, I saw a strong light, like the sun and all the little spheres including
me, were going closer and toward it.
Suddenly, my journey
through the spiral finished, and I was in front of that strong light, amber
color, yellowish, and I was penetrating on it slowly. In that moment, it was so
big the love that I felt that it was to me unbearable and very hard to
comprehend.
It was like if every
molecule of my body (even though I did not feel my body) were shocked before all
that love, were vibrating in such a high frequency that I started crying of love
and peace.
I was going inside the
light, and at every moment the sensation of complete love was stronger. So
stronger that I could not stand it and I started to cry intensely; but that
crying was of happiness. It is there when I went back to my body and I woke up
with an indescribable happiness sensation. At the time of
this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
Yes. A peace and love sensation
At what time
during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and
alertness?
Through entire experience
How did your
highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to
your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
If your highest
level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from
your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:
Through entire
experience
Did
your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect,
such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
Yes. All was clearer, brighter and the field of vision was extensive, more
extensive.
Did
your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any
aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness,
etc.)?No
Did you
experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What emotions
did you feel during the experience?
I felt love, so much love, too strong to understand it.
Did you pass
into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
Yes. It was a
transparent spiral, floating in the infinite space.
Did you see a
light? Yes. It
was something similar to the sun, but it did not burn or dazzle.
Did you meet or
see any other beings?
Uncertain. They were spheres of light, like me. We were going in the same
direction.
Did you
experience a review of past events in your life?
No
Did you observe
or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
No
Did you see or
visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?
No
Did you have
any sense of altered space or time?
No
Did you have a
sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes. I understood that there is a force of immense love that is so close to us.
Also I understood that we do not have to fear to anything.
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did you become
aware of future events?
No
Did you have
any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did
not have prior to the experience?
No
Have you shared
this experience with others?
Yes. Most of the people can not understand it, it is logic; we have to feel
these immense love to understand it. There is nothing like it upon the earth.
Did you have
any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No
How did you
view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:
Experience was definitely real
Were there one
or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?
Entire
experience
How do you
currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes. I learnt to be more comprehensive
with people. I try to reach that state of pure love in this worldly life, even
knowing that it is difficult.
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience? No
Following the experience, have you had any
other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part
of the experience? No
Did the questions asked and information you
provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes