Georgia
M's Experience
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Experience description:
The
first experience I think I have of an OBE, I remember seeing myself being held
by a man. I was somewhere around 2 years of age. We were in the upstairs of our
home just about to enter one of the bedrooms. I remember watching a man carry me
as if I was another grown-up watching this. I was seeing it at what would
have been eye level like standing next to him with the man and child (me) being
carried.
The
second time I remember having an OBE was when I was three or four years of age,
my brothers (all older that me) laid me on the top bunk of their bunk beds. They
were looking at my body, under my clothes, lifting my shirt to see my chest and
looking under my skirt at my underpants. I watched this happen as if from behind
them but just above their heads. They did not hurt me or touch me in any
inappropriate manner. It was as if they were curious of what a girls body looked
like. I was not afraid of them.
I do not
remember either event from the point of
view of where I was physically located. I have no memory from my perspective of
being held my a man at the age of 2, and no memory of being on the bunk bed or
the boys looking at me while I laid there. I only have these memories from the
points of view I have described, next to the man, and behind/above the boys
heads.
Did you have any sense of altered
space or time?
Yes Altered space in the way of view
point that I had of each event was not from my physical location yet I was
witnessing what was happening me at the time.
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts
following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?
Uncertain I
have had since these OBE happened three times had what I would call special
occurrence. When I was 10 years old, I was walking on top of the snow with a
friend, we were trying to walk light footed so we wouldn't break through the
crust of the snow. At some point I was walking so lightly that not only did I
not break through the crust of the snow, I also left no foot prints. It scared
my friend and she yelled at me to stop it. I then fell through the snow. I had
that same sensation of walking very lightly along the ground twice after that,
once when walking through the woods, I concentrated so hard that I eventually
found myself walking along with just the tips of my shoes tapping the ground as
I stepped. When I realized that I was actually doing it I sort of fell into
walking normally again. I was about thirteen years old. The second time was when
I was in college (18 years old), I was out running and I had the same experience
I tried to run lightly concentrating on running quickly from the balls of my
feet rather than heel to toe. I found myself running on the tips of my shoes the
same way I had walked in the woods. Again it ended when I realized I was
actually doing it.
Any associated medications or
substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
Yes What is difficult to explain is
that the event happened when I was very young, it happened three times that I
remember, and I don't remember the incident that was traumatic just the OBE that
I believe occurred due to the trauma. I can only guess at what happened I did
not know at the time that it occurred.
At the time of this experience, was
there an associated life threatening event?
Uncertain
It was not life threatening, and I am not sure if
the trauma happened at the time I remember the OBE happening. I can only guess
that the OBE happened because of the traumatic event.
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Both times awake and alert. Maybe not old
enough to understand what was happening to me physically.
Was the experience dream like in any way?
Not that I remember, these are
memories for me. I believe these to be events that actually happened. The same
as remembering riding my tricycle when I was young but the perspective of the
memory is from outside of my body not from within my movements. If that makes
sense.
Did you experience a separation of
your consciousness from your body?
Uncertain What I remember seeing
during the OBE of my appearance was that of a child experiencing what was
happening at the time. I was holding onto the man with one arm round his neck,
and I was looking toward the room we were entering. The second time I lay on the
bed watching my brothers and not making any noise, no movements except to allow
them to look at me. I do not remember being in a body or of being any
form...maybe floating? Just a feeling.
What emotions did you feel during
the experience?
I was not
upset, maybe indifferent during the second experience as if it was not unusual
for this to occur. for someone to look at my body?
The first experience was short, I do not remember any emotion in that
experience, no facial expression or body language to indicate upset or turmoil.
Did you hear any unusual sounds or
noises?
The first
experience I do not remember any noise at all, the second I seem to have
semi-muted conversations between the boys somewhere in the memory, but I do not
know what the words are.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
Yes Both experiences happened in the
home I lived in with my family at the time they both occurred. They are both
familiar places, but the first experience I saw the hallway and myself in the
man's arms from the view point like another adults height...I was never a
grownup in that house, we moved from there when I was seven years old. I would
never have seen that area from an adult height. Also the boys bedroom, I had
been in that room many times but again I was never an adult in that room so
remembering it from behind/above their heads would not be possible. The boys
were eight years older than me so they were young teens. I have never been as
tall as them even today to see that viewpoint.
Did you see a light?
No
Did you meet or see any other
beings?
No
Did you experiment while out of the
body or in another, altered state?
No
Did you observe or hear anything
regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?
Uncertain I guess I could ask my brothers
if the event in their bedroom actually occurred but I would hesitate to do so. I
love them and they did not hurt me, there could be hard feelings if I asked
after all these years.
Did you notice how your 5 senses
were working, and if so, how were they different?
No
Did you have a sense of knowing,
special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you reach a boundary or
limiting physical structure?
No
Did you become aware of future
events?
No
Were you involved in or aware of a
decision regarding your return to the body?
No
Did you have any changes of
attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
No
How has the experience affected
your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?
My family and extended family has
always treated me like I was a freak. I was not aware that I was sexually abused
until I was twenty one years old and my sister told me. I have since thought my
family treated me like that because of the abuse. I also associate my memories
of the OBE with the abuse although I do not remember the abuse. In my life I
have tried to be kind and to help people, it sort of comes naturally as if it is
my nature to be this way. I secretly hurt from the way my family treated me. I
should clarify, my brothers have always been kind to me, we have always had good
relationships between us.
Has your life changed specifically
as a result of your experience?
Uncertain I think it has affected my life
because of how my family and extended family treated me and interacted with me
over the years. Although I get along well with people, and I have lived my life
being kind and loving life, I have difficulty bonding with people. I let people
move in and out of my life easily. I do not put myself out there for people to
connect with me personally. Yet, I have a
husband and children. I feel the people that are in my life to stay are here
because they choose to be and I am grateful for that.
Have you shared this experience
with others?
No
What emotions did you experience following your experience?
I think I just
went on as if nothing different or unusual happened. Always wondering if it was
real, even though these memories are as real as any others I have.
What was the best and worst part of
your experience?
I don't know. I
really don't see best or worst in them.
Is there anything else you would
like to add concerning the experience?
My third
experience with what I think is an OBE is a difficult one and I get anxious when
I remember it. It is brief but disturbing.
Following the experience, have you
had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced
any part of the experience?
No
Did the questions asked and
information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience?
Yes I believe so. I feel the questions
allowed me to explain my memories. And maybe the questions connected the
memories together for me which I don't think I realized before. I have never put
them together in a time line before.