Experience description:

I have for the longest time been able to rise out of my body. Recently I did something different. I told myself I wanted to see my dad. I found myself thinking about my dad and proceeded to the ceiling of my bedroom. I soon felt myself whisked to a place which from far away looked like millions of honeycombs. I landed like in a sort of a room with many of my relatives including my dad. none of them where happy nor sad to see me. it took a few seconds for my dad to recognize me. Many of my relatives who have been dead a long time were illuminated. Like they were dispersing. my dad however ask me what  I was doing there and told me I didn't belong. he then knew I was visiting not staying. my grandparents who I was very close with did not acknowledge me nor notice me. I tried to hold myself there but was back in my body in a second

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No      

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No      

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No      

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           very alert for awhile but knew I could not hold it

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   yes somewhat but I was awake outside my body

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes     its my mind perceiving what I look like

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            wild, adventurous

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     my dad, grandparents and great uncle. Told me I didn't belong there but then let me stay

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? Yes    

not this particular trip but many times before

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No      

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?          No       Did you have any sense of altered space or time?          Yes     its like I can go anywhere I want at anytime in my life

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    Yes     we are all going somewhere that has no time and we then disperse and come back to earth. We forget because we break up

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?       Yes     I am in control of that and have a hard time holding myself out of my body

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         No      

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   Yes     purpose and less fear

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?       feeling of peace in all

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         No      

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     its taken as a dream

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  a different each time

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      seeing my dad/ feeling of not belonging

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        I love to go out but no its wrong

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No              

Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.    need to be more information for people who have OBEs a lot more