G ne's Experience
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Experience description:
It was 1997,
summer season. I can not remember which month it was. I was a big heavy metal
fan; naturally my friends and connections were from that scene. I was never
satanic or pagan, which is why I know for sure what happened to me, was not a
dream.
I do not consume cigar
or alcohol, I drink in social events 2-3 beers in a month and in that night, I
did not drink at all. My friends
wanted to meet in Marmaris, at a beautiful place with sea sight, I agreed and in
the afternoon I went home, I lived in the military quarters, my father was an
army officer.
I listened to music and
eat a little bit and went to the military quarter�s cafe. I did not feel
uncomfortable or weird.
At 20:00 O Clock I sat
with my friends at the caf�. My family was there too, but they sat at another
table. All my friends left to go home and I got bored and I asked my mother the
key to our home and I went home. I called my friends and I told them that I will
stay at home and that I will not join them. They were upset at first but they
said it was alright.
After that, I listened
to music and called people, then I took a magazine and laid in my bed, the door
to the balcony was open, suddenly the phone rang and I got up, my friend I call
Kankardes was on the phone �Let us hang around and go out�. I said I do not
care, let us not go. He insisted. I said to him to come to the caf� and meet me
there in short time. I hung up and went to my bed again, while I said to lay
there, 2 minutes, 5 minutes, 10 minutes. Suddenly I was on the ceiling of my
room. I do not know how that happened.
I tried to turn and I
moved my arms and I could feel the ceiling but I was too weak to turn my body. I
said no, this must be a dream, I said a prayer �Besmele� and nothing happened. I
sensed in my brain that I shall think to turn myself. And I succeeded, while my
face was looking to the ceiling, I turned to my bed and I could not believe my
eyes when I saw my body in my bed. The magazine was in my lap. I tried to reach
to my body but in vein, I went to the balcony�s door. I saw at the military caf�
my friends and family.
You can turn around and
you can not speak at all, or make a noise. Suddenly I saw Marmaris�s night
streets, I was with phenomenal speed on my way to the place my friends wanted me
to meet, it took me only 1-2 seconds. I saw my friends and they drank. One of
them was on top of a car and was singing. It felt nice. I could travel where I
wanted, the wind did not overthrow me, but I felt that the wind was carrying me
to the place I want to be. In an instance, I was back with the same speed and I
remember to go in my room back and I went in my body back and I jumped up from
my bed. I went to the bathroom and washed my hands and face. I got a call again
and Emrah said �Where are you, I am waiting!�, I said �When did you come?�, he
said �About 10 minutes ago!�, I was scared and I said this must be a nightmare�
Next day, I met my
friends and I did not want them to think that I was stupid, �At the evening, why
did you scream on top of the car?�. He said �You abandoned us, you were not with
us!�. I said to him, his name is Uygar, �Were you the one who was on top of the
car?� He said �I was�. I said � I was with my family on the way and I saw you!�.
My friends wanted to go
with another car, but they changed the idea in last minute and took a red car,
and he verified the red car too.
I will never forget
this�There is the truth that spirit can sense the material, but physical power
is not.
I watched my friends
from above and later when I turned back home, I remember entering my body.
Everything happened very fast.
I was all the time
conscious but everything happened fast.
I was approximately 60
meter above and I could hear and know the people, in normal circumstances I
think it is difficult to do so.
The only thing I
learned is, that we will not die before we have accomplished our mission. This
made me more faithful to Allah (God). There is spirit and it can feel objects,
it does not forget your knowledge, I know that for sure.
The only thing I
learned is, that we will not die before we have accomplished our mission. This
made me more faithful to Allah (God). There is spirit and it can feel objects,
it does not forget your knowledge, I know that for sure.
I developed
acrophobia, I do not know why. I am not scared of death anymore. I know, when
my time has come, I will be taken. Sometimes I have odd dreams, about
cemeteries, and things I do not understand.
I told to my friend
Emrah. He is not a devote believer, but he believes in a Higher Power. My
experience changed him. He went now and then to Cuma prayers (Islamic Main
prayer day each Fridays)
I did not
believe in NDE. I thought the soul will pass a light tunnel, it was so told in
the movie Ghost. I was not interested in this theme.
It happened and I will
always believe that. The thought that there is no Allah (God) changed to the
opposite, because a Power I could not see brought me back to my body.
It was real and will
not change my mind.
I am bound to Laicism
and Ataturk (founder of Turkish Republic) and I bound to my faith without being
radical.
The questions were
appropriate.
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
Yes
It was like you get light, caught by the wind. You are like a rain drop but not
without feeling. You can feel objects but not like a human being. The ability to
move is not with your limbs but with your thoughts.
At the time of
this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
Uncertain
At what time
during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and
alertness?
How did your
highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to
your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
If your highest
level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from
your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:
I was all the time conscious.
Did
your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect,
such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
Yes
Did
your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any
aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness,
etc.)?
Yes. There was a difference, the person I was concentrating was
like talking only to me, I could not hear other noises.
Did you
experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What emotions
did you feel during the experience?
I believe I did not die, is faith necessary? I think I believe that
Lord let this happen. I knew I would turn back and that happened. It was an
awful feeling.
Did you
experience a review of past events in your life?
No
Did you observe
or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
Yes As I told, I saw the people at the caf�, what they did; I saw what my
friends did.
Did you see or
visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?
No
Did you have
any sense of altered space or time?
Yes. The weather was different, it was not cold and it was not cool but you
can sense objects. When I was in the air I felt like a leaf, I could not sense
the wind but I could be aware of it. It was weird, furthermore you do not
breath, and there is no need for oxygen.
Did you have a
sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did you become
aware of future events?
No
Did you have
any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did
not have prior to the experience?
Uncertain
Have you shared
this experience with others?
Yes
Did you have
any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No
How did you
view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:
Experience was definitely real
Were there one
or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to
you?
I experienced this alone, there was no special name to it.
How do you
currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Yes
The world is covered with lies and one day it will be
uncovered.
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Yes
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Is there
anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
No.
Did the
questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes