Frank S's Experience
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Experience description:
First and last
OBE
The following is a true
account of an experience; I was not under the influence of any kind of drugs. Or
suffer from any mental health problems (I don�t think!)
I have had the odd
occurrences of sleep paralyses, but I know this can be explained. As the brain
shuts down the ability of the body to move while sleeping. To stop oneself from
thrashing about while dreaming. On some occasions this still functions for a few
moments after a person wakes up.
Giving the impression
that you are unable to move. Which can be very frightening.
I know the following
event will probably be dismissed as either a waking dream or a case of
hypnagogia or lucid dreaming. But as far as I'm concerned I'm adamant I was
wide-awake when the experience happened.
This is my first and
only OBE, even though I have tried but failed to repeat the experience
I have always been
interested in meditating to relax. And pretty opened minded about most things.
But was a little skeptical about people claiming to astral travel and OBE,
experiences until my own experience one Summer�s day in 2008.
I had my OBE experience
one day as I lay meditating, practicing deep breathing in my holiday static
caravan.. It was lovely a sunny day with just a light cool breeze blowing
through the open window to my right.
As I lay there I felt
the sensation of my body, rocking from side to side, quite a pleasant feeling.
It felt as if I was laid in the bottom of a boat in a slight swell.
My first impressions
were that it was the breeze rocking the caravan. When It suddenly occurred to
me!
That the breeze was far
to light to have affected the caravan in this way! But decided to ignore this,
as the sensation was quite relaxing.
Within a few seconds,
the rocking was suddenly replaced with the feeling of floating up above my body
by about two feet. This happened very quickly. So I didn�t really have time to
react. I didn�t open my eyes, as I believed the sensation would cease .
A few moments later I
felt myself rotating 180 degrees.
I had the impression
that if I opened my eyes I would be floating above my body, looking down at
myself.
Still under the
impression that this was just a pleasant trick of the mind, I was not overly
concerned. And took for granted that if I open my eyes. I would be lying on my
sofa, Even though I didn�t consciously think this!
A few moments later I
had the impression that my body was lifted head first, upwards and back into a
standing position.
I was quite calm and
relaxed. And thought the experience quite pleasant.
But as soon as I was
in the fully upright standing orientation, all hell broke lose.
It was hurtling down
what I can only describe as a tunnel/Wormhole at a terrific speed.
And what�s more, I
could see everything, even though I wasn�t aware that I had opened my eyes
I can remember thinking
or saying �SHIT!!!!�
In an instant! I found
myself lying on the sofa, back in the here and now,
I glanced over at my
wife, meditating on the other side of the room. Thinking I may have disturbed
her!
But no she was still
meditating! as nothing had happened.
I was amazed the
experience was so vivid, I was sure it wasn�t a dream.
After a minute or so
decided to carry on meditating. To my amazement a few moments after closing my
eyes the experience repeated.
First with the rocking
sensation, then floating as before.
I knew what was coming
next when I started to float back to the upright position.
And I had decided not
to panic as I had on the first occasion, and just go with it.
The second I was in the
fully upright position, the same thing happed again! I was now looking at my
feet, falling down this tunnel at a terrific speed.
It was as if I was
falling through the centre of a water funnel. The funnel was not straight, but
seemed to bend and oscillate as I hurtled downwards at an incredible speed. The
noise or vibrations where incredibly loud and it was difficult to make things
out
On the walls of this
funnel there seemed to be what I can only describe as rectangle shaped images
flying passed either side of me.
These where moving so
fast that I couldn�t make out what they were, though I got the impression that
they were actual scenes or events.
I guess the experience
so far, seemed to have lasted about 5 seconds, I was beginning to get a little
apprehensive at the speed I was travelling at, and if the tunnel had a bottom?
At this point I just
Stopped, I mean one-second I�m travelling at what seemed to be thousands of
miles per hour, the next I�m not. But there was no transition period! One second
I�m falling through this tunnel the next I�m not.
I am just floating in
space no longer in the tunnel.
All around me are
billions of stars. not like you would see when you look up at the night sky.
These appeared to be yellow spheres all exactly the same size; same color (flame
yellow) and appeared to be exactly the same distance apart, totally uniform.
But what was odd I
could see them all exactly the same. (�Sorry this is hard to explain �) It
didn�t matter how distant the stars were from me, I could see them all exactly
the same. It�s though width and depth didn�t exist , yet I could perceive width
and depth
I remember just looking
at this beautiful scene. When out of the corner of my eye I glimpsed a small
movement in the spheres to my left. Just a tiny movement at first, the stars
started to slowly revolve round each other, this pattern then repeated itself
with all the spheres .It was like a giant kaleidoscope , spinning, turning and
falling in to what looked like galaxy�s. At the same time these galaxies were
moving away from each other. It was the most beautiful site I had ever seen.
The next moment I found
myself back in my caravan.
I sat up and looked
over at my wife, who was still meditating.
I was incredible I was
wide-awake and hadn�t been sleeping; it was though I had really been to this
place and observed this event. But at the same time it seemed utterly
impossible.
After a few moments I
decided to lie down and close my eyes and think about what had just happened.
To my utter amazement
the rocking sensation started again. I was no longer apprehensive about what may
happen to me and looked forward to going back to witness these celestial events.
I won't detail here,
all the floating and tunnel experience parts again. But non-the less this
happened exactly the same as the previous times.
As before I came out of
the tunnel. But was quite disappointed . There were no stars
I appeared to be inside
what all I can describe as a chamber. The walls of the chamber had a quilted
appearance with amber like glow emanating through the walls.
I was a little
disappointed? It didn�t seem as remarkable as the last location.
Looking around me
rather puzzled. I noticed what I can only describe as a small piece of cotton
wool float- pass my field of view.
It was then that I
realized that I was in a liquid of some kind. I felt myself slowly moving down
this chamber. It was only then that it came apparent that I was in the Womb. I
was observing my own Birth!
On this realization, I
was back in the caravan
I was so excited. I
immediately went across to my wife and conveyed my experience. My only
disappointment is that my wife hadn�t experience this with me.
It felt so real, I
still cant explain it to this day
This experience has
never reoccurred, even though I have tried to repeat the same conditions.
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
But I wouldn't blame
him if he didn't. I don't think I would.
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level
of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Alert
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
No
Did you experience
a separation of your consciousness from your body?
No
Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
loud rushing sound and
vibrations
LOCATION
DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No
Did you meet or see
any other beings?
No
Did you experiment
while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
No
Did you have any
sense of altered space or time?
No
Did you have a
sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you become
aware of future events?
No
Were you involved
in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
No
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
No
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
No
How has the
experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career
choices?
no change
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No no change just
would like an answer to what I experienced.
Have you shared
this experience with others?
Yes He believed my
experience as he was a spiritual person.
What emotions did you experience following your experience?
joy,
Disbelief, puzzled,
What was the best and worst part of your experience?
Falling down the tunnel/wormhole
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No