Fianna J's Experience
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Experience description:
I took a nap around 12pm between my classes. Which i have experienced obes before but always in the middle of the day. This one was particularly different though. I went to sleep and fell into REM because i did dream for a fact. Then after about 1 hour i awoke and just laid there. Then my body became very heavy and i couldn't move but my eyes were open. I was staring at my ceiling then all of a sudden there a an extreme pressure and i was starting to rise. I wasn't frightened though because i was aware of what was happening. I rose to the ceiling and my face was about an inch from it, i could see across my room but from above. I then slowly fell back down but when i came down i was just above my body and i could hear my breath behind me. It was so insane and awesome because i was aware of being one but new that my physical body was also underneath me. Well i did come into my body. the pressure was still there and i was very curious as to being able to control it because i have never attempted to before. well i picked up my had but it was out of body, my knee we up in the air and i took my hand and ran it through my knee. It was so cool because it went right through. I was also able to rise but i was unable to rise very far up. I did see thing with me on my bed. Two black creatures, maybe cats. And something else across my room it felt more powerful then the creatures but was keeping a distance. I think it knew that i would be scared if it came closer. But altogether it was a good experience. Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes Yes the thing i could not see, i did feel the energy, I new that it new that i was aware of it. I was scared of it for the simple fact that it seemed more powerful then the creatures on my bed, its presence i could feel. Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? Yes I could hear my own breath, i could see my room and the color of the ceiling. I could feel i was some type of energy but it was awesome because the feeling outside my body was different then inside, I felt wonderful being outside and once back in my body i felt confined in it, like it was to small for me. Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No
At the tI'me of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
Was the experience dream like in any way? To the point that my room did look different but i
know what dreams are and the difference. I remember my dreams every night and I'm aware as to when i have dreamt or if I'm awake.
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Uncertain I'm not sure because i feel as though i was very aware as to what was going on but again the room did look different and i felt other things around me.
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
I was very emotional and felt powerless before this whole experience. After i felt that because i could control an OBE then maybe i could control other things in my life. After i felt as though i was given a boost in life. I felt very good and felt as though it was a spiritual moment
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? Yes, i heard a loud buzzing near my ear. It sounded like a fly going past my head. Which i hate insects so that was kind of unpleasant but it sounded very loud and as if the fly was as big as a fist.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? Uncertain It was my room, There were two creatures on my bed one was licking itself near my legs and minding its own business, the other was walking behind my head and seemed to be the playful one. There was another present but would not show itself. It seemed more powerful and not an animal more like a person, but was aware that maybe i wasn't ready to see it.
Did you see a light? No
Did you experiment
while out of the body or in another, altered state? No
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes Kinda for that fact that i was aware of doing something that most have never experienced. and that i could control it was very special to me because it carried on into my life and knowing that i could control things i felt was beyond my control
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes I reached the boundary of my ceiling, I'm on the top floor so through the ceiling about a foot would have been outside, I did want to go beyond but always stop at the ceiling i think i new i wasn't ready to go outside.
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? Yes Yes i was in control of whether i would return to it or leave it again
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? Uncertain Well after being very
scared of my room because i felt things were there. After i was not scared at all and to this day sleep very well and comfortable in there.
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes I have thought about my life in different terms and about the people in my life. I realize that some people suck and shouldn't be part of my life because they bring me down. I feel more control of situations then before
How has the experience affected
your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? Yes, i was in a really stupid relationship that was very emotionally draining. After i realized that he was very wrong for me and he was the one with the issues. I have also decided to go on with my life and continue my education beyond undergraduates degree. I think i just needed a boost and something to let me know that I'm in control of my future and destiny.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Uncertain
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes Yes, i told my mom and sister who have experienced OBE's. they were very interested and very proud because they said they haven't reach the type of experience i have in the sense that they haven't been able to control it.
What emotions did you experience following your experience? Well i see things differently in life and just knowing that i cant share this experience with a lot of other people because of their lack of knowledge
which is very frustrating to me. I tried to tell a friend and they called me a hippy which is so stereotypical. They also asked if i was on acid...lol. But i feel good and not so scared about the unknown/.
What was the best and worst part of your experience? The best was the control i had, the worst was knowing that there were other things present and not knowing what they were or why they were there.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your
life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No