Ewa E's Experience
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Experience description: Suddenly I
felt very light like air and full like blown mattress. I flew into the sky - saw
black and white clouds right above my head, then flew into black heaven full of
stars from where I was able to see Earth. Then I flew down and sat next to man -
who I believe - was me in my previous life. He was dresses in black suit and
worn black hat, we were sitting in top of mountain. Then I saw him walking on
the street and I knew it was a way I/he used to walk very often. At the moment
I was asked to turn on my stomach (any time I was touched by therapist my astral
body was pushed inside me) When on stomach I left my body - I was sitting on a
stream of white energy, while sitting on it I crossed a wall and then became
unity with the energy and became part of total universal Energy. Then I saw God-
as Old man, Jesus,, Virgin Mary, Krishna (I understood what means that Krishna
has no sex) and Buddha, but also he appeared as monkey dressed in beautiful
crimson - that was to let me know that appearance doesn't matter and it's really
one God, and people have to imagine him as person to make it easier to believe.
Next as a stream of energy I went into God's body and got into his eye - I was
able to see my hands and legs. At the moment
I was grounded by therapist and had to suddenly come back to my body - it was
too sudden - I had series of shivers and heard noise in my brain similar to
whistle . Two
days later I tried
to do it myself, while alone. I left my body imagining that it comes out through
same point next to my palm. I felt same lightness and pleasure, than saw Angel -
beautiful and huge. I was sucked to my body because of the noise in next room. Last
night (next day -
after my try) it happened to me while sleeping. Suddenly felt like something
small was on my back. That scared me - (I thought it was a bug or mouse), but
nothing was there. Then I felt it would happen without my will. My astral body
left me and came back at least twice but I couldn't control it or see anything
this time - I felt and heard only moment of coming/going out of me. Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience: No Was the
experience difficult to express in words?
No At the time
of the experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No What was
your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I was conscious - sometimes had thoughts like in reality, that makes me wonder
if it was real. During night I was scared, at the beginning of bug, later I was
afraid I'm good target for other energy beings trying to use my energy Was the
experience dream like in any way?
only last one - because it happened when I was dreaming Did you
experience a separation of consciousness from your body?
Yes What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
1st EXPERIENCE - JOY, ENLIGHTENMENT, HAPPINESS 2ND -
CURIOSITY, PLEASURE, HAPPINESS 3RD - AT THE
BEGINNING FEAR, THAN BLANK, BLURRED MIND Did you hear
any unusual sounds or noises?
WHILE COMING BACK TO MYSELF - WHISTLE, SOUND LIKE DURING JUMPING INTO THE WATER Did
you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
Yes Did
you see a light? Yes Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Yes Describe:
MYSELF IN PREVIOUS LIFE , GOD, ANGEL Did
you experience a review of past events in your life?
No Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No Did
you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions? No response
Describe:
I'VE SEEN SPIRAL OF WHITE, SHINNING ENERGY, MOUNTAINS Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes
Describe:
I KNEW THE MEN MUST HAVE LIVED LONG TIME AGO, BUT NOTHING ELSE Did
you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes
Describe:
UNDERSTOOD THAT THERE IS JUST GOD - AND EXIST AS PUREST FORM OF ENERGY, NOT
PERSON, AND HE HAS NO SEX - IT'S PEOPLE'S NEED TO MAKE IT LOOKS MORE
UNDERSTANDABLE. THIS WORLD IS
PART OF GOD'S ENERGY, BUT CLOSED IN 3 DIMENSIONS, THERE IS MORE, BUT I DON'T
KNOW HOW MANY. IT ALL EXIST WITHIN GOD'S BODY. SOME OF MY
KNOWLEDGE CAN'T BE EXPLAINED WITH WORDS, I KNOW IT BUT CAN'T SPECIFY. Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No Did
you become aware of future events?
No Were
you involved in or aware of a decision to return to the body?
No Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
you did not have prior to the experience?
No Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
Describe:
I BECAME INTERPERSONALIST - STILL BELIEVE IN GOD BUT DIFFERENT. I CHANGED MY
BELIEFS REGARDING HEAVEN AND DEATH. THERE IS NO DEATH - WE WILL STAY IN SAME
LEVEL OF ENERGY OR GO HIGHER DEPENDS ON OUR SPIRITUAL DEVELOPMENT, WHICH IS
BASED ON OUR BELIEFS ON EARTH AND DEEDS. Has
the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices
etc.? Career choices? i
FEEL GOOD DURING DAY, TOWARDS THE EVENING COMES A LITTLE FEAR - I'M AFRAID OF
OTHER BEINGS. Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes
Describe:
SOME BELIEVE, SOME DON'T. LISTEN INTERESTED TO ME." "FROM HAPPINESS AND
JOY TO FEAR. BUT STILL WANT TO TRY. I DON'T LIKE BEING OUT OF CONTROL OVER IT
(LAST NIGHT) What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
ENLIGHTENMENT. FEAR Is there
anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
PHYSICALLY I FELT LIKE I HAD TO TIGHT CHEST. DURING THIS SESSIONS MY BREATH WAS
SHALLOW. Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No Following
the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes
Explain:
IT'S ALL COVERED IN ANSWERS
During Reiki treatment I felt that left part of my body was empty and I
had this feeling from very beginning. Then I felt a point next to my left palm
that started to open and then from this point through my head to right hand I
could see and feel a stream of energy running next to each other in 5 channels.