Evita S's Experience
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Experience description:
Ok here
goes without delay:
Through
out the entire day I felt not exactly myself, I was driving to go get my hair
done with a friend in the passenger seat- and wasn't fully coherent. I told him
that I was extremely tired and felt like I'm not "fully there".
That
night I went to sleep when I had a very strange dream- I personally believe this
was my first lucid dream- leading in to an out of body experience. (this is not
my first obe- but it is my first lucid dream leading to an obe)
I was
dreaming that I went over to the building across from me to visit a friend, and
while going up the steps to her apartment I felt very groggy, like I was drugged
or intoxicated- it was as if my motor skills were failing me and I was a bit
dizzy. Things seemed to be foggy around me.
I found
myself back in my apartment talking to a friend, and my eyes happen to glance
over my dinning room table to the outside of the window-When suddenly I realized
there was a tree there, (mind you in reality there is no tree there) I was
alarmed and realized that when I looked at my friend in the dream the tree would
disappear and when I looked over to the window the tree was there!!!! I freaked
out in my dream and immediately understood that this is not real- that I know
there is no tree there!
My
friend in the dream tried to tell me something is wrong with me, but I knew!!! I
was so panicked that I screamed at the top of my lungs and heard it well- and
pow! Suddenly I found myself floating out side of my apartment...I was thinking
to myself " what in the world?!" I held on to the railing of the steps in my
apartment complex because I knew if I let go I would be swept high and far into
space by the strange magnetic field that surrounded me.
it was
as though there was some powerful energy pulling me towards the sky and felt I
would be thrust out there with intense speed, and I held on with all my might-
because I was so light- lighter than a bubble traveling up to the top of the
water. Now the strange thing about this is that I completely understood that I
was outside of my body. I figured maybe being conscious for the first time
within a dream was so shocking to me initially, that I scared myself right out
of my body.
After a
few moments I was able to sort of stabilize myself from floating out into the
heavens- and let go of the railing, I was just steady hovering and my body was
mine only see through, (like someone drew it) I remember thinking I should go
back into my apartment and look around, so I did.
Now
there's mixed signals here because even though things were the same in my
apartment they seemed a little different in the sense that not everything was
clear, some of it was a little distorted. I went into my bed room and was
shocked that I couldn't see my body. But yet I understood I was outside of my
body- I had perfect thinking, I was very aware.
So I
decided to go back out to the steps and see where else I can travel- I willed
myself to fly out through the door and to the steps, I went as far as the second
floor and Bang! I couldn't go further- it was as though some sort of invisible
energy wasn't letting me passed that area- and I was puzzled- I remember
thinking to myself that's not supposed to happen. I then flew back to my
apartment and once I was in the bedroom, I finally saw my body in the bed. But
only when I was hovering right above it- the strange thing about it was that I
saw my body in glimpses as if my consciousness was shifting back and forth from
being in my body and back out above my body.
I
started to rotate above my bed, and I was rotating for a little while to one
side and then to the other side. Suddenly there were beings there, Two dark
beings at my feet and two light beings at each side of my arms. This was very
peculiar because I was standing on the heads of the dark beings at my feet. I
thought to myself " is this ok?" These beings had no emotion whatsoever.
it was as though they were there for a reason and I didn't know why. The beings
at my feet appeared to have dark monk like robes of some sort and the beings at
my arms had light in there bodies- I could not see their faces- did they even
have any? The ones with the monk like robes didn't even have a face-they were
clothed in robes.
I was
suddenly overwhelmed by a strong arousal sensation and (excuse me for this) I
proceeded to open my legs and attempted to grind the air- it was really bizarre-
here I am in mid air grinding the air- but the feelings that came over me were
so good and so euphoric- they were full of sensuality and joy I remember
thinking to myself "oh my god this is so embarrassing -I just can't contain
myself!" I proceeded to take off my shirt and pants off, when my shirt was off
my pants were suddenly back on, and when my shirt was on my pants were off. I
was slightly confused- and felt that maybe this was inappropriate behavior in
front of these beings. I decided to thank these beings for giving me this
experience and as I did they vanished.
So I
decided to travel some more and thought to myself " well what if I just pictured
myself out side my apartment "would I be there?" But when that didn't happen I
figured I might as well just fly out- and the strangest thing happened. I found
myself paralyzed in mid air. I couldn't move an inch- I couldn't even rotate any
longer. This was frightening to me because I thought the beings had something to
do with it. I was pissed and asked out loud" I just thank you and this is what
you do to me?" I tried over and over again to move. But to no avail, I was stuck
in the air.
I was
so scared and furious at the same time. At this point I decided to
telepathically call my friend who lived next door and some how wake him up out
of his sleep, so hopefully he would call me and wake me up. I knew this was all
happening while I was asleep. I screamed his name with fear but nothing
happened- called him again and nothing- I tried three times- only the forth time
I was so desperate that my scream was the most intense thing I ever heard- and
bam! I was back in my body. When I woke up my heart rate was speeding and I was
very very disoriented- I remember getting up and almost falling on the floor- I
felt dizzy and felt as if I'm about to raise off the floor and hover again. I
was fighting not to raise up- I was scared.
Now
this one takes the cake. I called my friend when I woke up and when he picked up
the phone he said he said something woke him up right before the phone rang.
This was 4:00 a.m . I decided to go over knock on my friend's door- and tell him
about my experience, I always feel better after I talk to him. I suddenly had
the sense that I have many spirits in my bedroom- I prompted him to hurry and
come over to see the spirits in my bedroom- he came over and couldn't see
anything- I proceeded to tell him what happened to me and as I am speaking to
him, I felt someone touch the back of my neck with a swipe- it was sensual and
delicate.
I
started breathing fast because this was very intense for me- I told him someone
touched me and as I did another touch was felt on my shoulder. I started to cry
I was astounded. These spirits were in my room- and I suddenly saw one sitting
by my pillow- it was a female she was young, I sensed her energy and could
pinpoint where she was. I did not see her face I could just see a silhouette.
There were may many little twinkles of light flying all over and above my bed.
They were every where. I sensed there were spirits sitting around my bed and
standing behind me. They continued to touch me as I told my story to my friend
and as they did I would pause to cry, and acknowledged the touch. It was the
most intense experience and I loved that part of it. They wanted me to know they
were there. I don't know why, but it was so moving. Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience? No.
Was the
kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No. At the
time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No. What was
your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
fully aware of what's going on.
Was the experience dream like
in any way? At first What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
Frightened, curious, excited,
cautious, reluctant, confused, bewildered, euphoria, orgasmic, adventurous. Did you
hear any unusual sounds or noises?
Not in this one. LOCATION
DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations familiar
from religious teachings ie. Heaven, Hell, Hades, etc.? Did you encounter any
locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?
No Did you
see a light? No. Not in
this one Did you
meet or see any other beings?
Yes. These beings were not
emotional at all. I was standing on the heads of two dark monk like beings, and
had two beings with light in their bodies by each side of my arms. I did
not know them. The only communication was me thanking them for this
experience. Did
you experiment while out body or in another altered state? For example did you
attempt to visit a family member or friend at another location? Did you
eyewitness an event that you would not have known about had you not been out of
body? Did you attempt to move a physical object while in the astral/etheric
universe?
No Did you
observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that
could be verified later?
Uncertain. I'm wondering why my friend next door woke up before I called him.
Did I wake him up telepathically? Did you
notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
Yes, Describe:
Well I was able to hold on to the railing, my hand did not go through the
railing. But I went through the door- so I don't know. I saw in a distorted
fashion. Things I wanted to see came in focus but everything surrounding would
distort. Did you
have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes. When I woke up I was
disoriented- I felt like things were altered- the dimensions of the room were
slightly weird. Did you
have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes. I knew I was outside
of my body. Did you
reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Yes. When I proceeded to explore
I was only able to fly to the second floor. I was not able to go passed this
boundary- it like bounced me right back when I trued to fly through it. I did
not have a sense of what would happen if I crossed this boundary. I was just
apprehensive all together. Did you
become aware of future events?
No. Were you
involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes. I believe my determination
to get back in my body, through screaming for help got me back. Did you
have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you
did not have prior to the experience?
Yes. I have had the experience
with the spirits touching me and appearing in front of me immediately after this
experience. Did you
have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Uncertain. I was scared for a
while. But now getting over it. How has
the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices
etc.? Career choices? It
hasn't effected me too much. Except for a month I was a little scared to go to
sleep. But I am constantly reading about this topic now. Have you
shared this experience with others?
Yes. My friends believe me. I
don't lie. What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
Curious, yet a bit scared. Also
wanting to know more. What was
the best and worst part of your experience?
The best part of course was the
sexual sensation it gave me. The worst was the paralysis. Is there
anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
Well I have had a few obe's but
this one I believe was a result from a lucid dream. Which is interesting.
Second, I am curious to know why the spirits were present in my bedroom after
such an experience. Does the after math happen to many people? Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No. Following
the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No. Did the
questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes.