Eva M's Experience
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Experience description:
About 10
years ago, I went to bed & had 3 dreams which I remember perfectly. The first
dream I was walking along the road & I saw a cage with a cat in it for sale,
underneath the cage I saw the cat's kittens crying for their mother, I felt
overwhelmed with pity so I opened the cage & let out the cat. I felt a sigh of
relief & carried on my journey. Next I walked passed bird in a bird-cage for
sale, it's beak & feet were twisted as the cage was so small. Again I felt as if
it was me inside the cage, I freed the bird, but the bird flew out then returned
to the cage, so I felt that the bird had decided that that was it's place In my
last dream I was in the kitchen at home with my boy-friend & our mutual best
friend, I was having a cup of tea when everything in the room started going
round & I felt dizzy, the other two were laughing at me, I remember asking them
that put some kind of drug in the tea, that they should tell me. Suddenly,
whilst I was in bed I felt my boyfriend nudging me with his elbow, to the point
that I fell off the bed (I am 100% certain that I was not dreaming or under the
influence of drugs - I hadn't taken any). I remember standing up & looking at my
feet because I had no shoes on & the floor was cold. When I looked round I saw
my boyfriend standing next to me, I then realized that he was also lying in bed.
The person standing up was so real, he looked at me with a relaxing smile, & got
into bed & just sort of got into the body of my boyfriend who was asleep at the
time. It was very strange. What I cannot understand is that I saw the spiritual
body of my boyfriend whilst I was awake, because otherwise I would have seen
myself in the bed as well, & I can assure you I was awake. This
summer, in August, I was looking up at the stars one night, I was looking at one
particular star, when all of a sudden, the rest of the stars disappeared, the
star suddenly changed into the face of a wolf, and was coming towards me, not in
a violent way, but as if it was traveling through space, getting closer, there
was no colors, just black. When I blinked, the image disappeared. The
following day I was looking in Internet, when a voice came out of the computer
and said "I can hear you". Please do not think I am going mad, I am 33 years
old, have a 2yr old son, husband, job etc... I have never heard voices before or
after this experience. Recently,
just before I fall asleep, I see face in my head, they are not people I know, I
must admit, it scares me a bit, so I switch off, but it feels as if I continue
to look, I will walk into the room where these people are & they will applaud
and say, at last you've taken the big step. I don't know what makes me think
this, I am not a person to wonder, or think in-depth about things. Was the
experience difficult to express in words?
No At the
time of the experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No What was
your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
The first experience, totally awake The second
(star), I was awake of course, but sensed an amazing sensation of peace and my
mind telling me that this cannot be happening Did you
experience a separation of consciousness from your body?
Yes Describe
your appearance or form apart from your body:
In the above cases, no. But yes, I have seen myself in other occasion lying in
bed. I have never left the room where I was sleeping (or if I did I cannot
remember) What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
See above Did you
hear any unusual sounds or noises?
Yes, "I can hear you" in a female voice, very soft & calm. Did you
pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
Uncertain
Describe:
When I saw the wolf, it felt as if there was a tunnel or path between him & I Did you
see a light? No Did you
experience a review of past events in your life?
Uncertain Did you
observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that
could be verified later?
No Did you
see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions? No Did you
have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes Did you
reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No Were you
involved in or aware of a decision to return to the body?
No Did you
have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you
did not have prior to the experience?
Uncertain
Describe:
I feel peoples pain & happiness (if it is sincere. I am unable to see a
human-being or animal suffering without putting myself in their shoes. I cry
often now (for others) something that I have never done before Did you
have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
Describe:
Christianity is not the only religion. I was scared to venture into this topic,
up until now. Has the
experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices etc.?
Career choices? I feel
more vulnerable & lost Have you
shared this experience with others?
No response
Describe:
No one really wants to listen: I have only told a few people, but find that
people are ignorant & do not want anything to do with this. What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
Hope, curiosity & respect What was
the best and worst part of your experience?
The worst part is not knowing what it means, & not knowing who to turn to. The
best part, is the feeling/sensation that there is something out there, something
that has been going on forever. Has your
life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Describe:
Everyday I am looking for answers. Did the
questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes