Eric G's Experience
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Experience description:
I have
experienced a variety of OBE's. I will attempt to describe them all as best as
possible. 1986 I was in
my second year of attendance at St. John's Seminary College in Camarillo, CA. I
was studying for the the Catholic priesthood at the time. I was asleep one
night in my dorm room, when I suddenly awoke, or so I believed. I recall seeing
the time on my digital clock! The room
was dark, and from my bed I had a clear view of the door leading out into the
hallway. The space at the bottom of the door allowed light to come in from the
hallway, I then saw a shadow pass as if someone was walking through the
hallway. The shadow however returned and remained motionless as if someone was
standing outside the door. Intrigued I decided that I was going to get up to
see who could be standing at the door at this time of the night - I thought
maybe that it was a fellow seminarian wandering the hallways drunk.
I then
flung out of my body with a sensation as if I had flipped over backwards, and
found myself on the ceiling, I turned and saw my body laying in bed. I was
obviously astounded and filled with exhilaration at the intense feeling that the
feeling of limitless flight gave to my body. I felt light as a feather, and was
able to completely control my every movement. I then focused on the door and
moved towards it, as I did so however a feeling that I can only describe as
horrific came over me. I felt
that whatever was behind that door was pure evil, and I certainly was in no mood
to encounter it. Unfortunately, my movement that I originally thought to have
control over was gone and I felt as if I was being sucked towards the door. I
had to struggle very hard just to turn away from the door, as I turned around I
saw a very bright light coming through the window directly above my bed. It
glowed with an intensity that consumed the entire area. As corny
as it may sound, a thought entered my head - "Go towards the light", which I
immediately concentrated on and I felt myself violently being thrust back into
my body with a sensation as If I had been dropped from the ceiling. I sat up in
bed and my eyes went immediately to the door where I saw no shadow to speak of. Several
weeks later, I was taking an afternoon nap. I was very comfortable and was in
that moment between sleeping and waking. I was able to sense the sunshine
coming in from the window, I could hear the birds chirping, I heard a student
playing his guitar down the hallway. I then felt my body begin to vibrate and
get very light. I actually felt myself rising up out of my body very fast,
however I became immediately frightened and the sensation stopped. 1993 I had just
moved to Denver, CO. I was asleep and found myself in a very vivid dream. I
was speaking with an Uncle who committed suicide several months earlier. We
were seated at a table having a very pleasant conversation, then the realization
hit me that I was talking with a dead person and I asked him, "Victor, how can I
be speaking to you if you are dead?" A smile came over his face, the situation
changed immediately and we were no longer sitting at a table. He was sitting at
the end of my bed, he looked at me and said, "Come with me, I want to show you
something". He stood up and walked towards the door and out, I immediately flew
out of my body, got scared again and returned to my body. 1994 I was
taking an afternoon nap. I was in twilight sleep and was very aware of the
activity occurring in other areas of the house, people speaking, the sunshine,
etc... I then
became aware of a sensation that I was not the only person in the bedroom (I was
alone). The feeling was very intense as If I was in a room at a party with many
people milling about, I began to hear a conglomerate of whispers which grew
stronger and began to vibrate. The murmur was not a language, however I I knew
exactly what was being communicated to me. As if many voices were saying, come
on you can do it, come with us, come with us, we can help you. The feeling was
very warm and non-threatening. The vibration increased and I felt it overtaking
my body, however once again fear of the unknown kept me from going any further. 2002 Over the
past several weeks I have a had a surge in Lucid Dreaming, my dreams have been
very vivid, colorful and much to my amusement I have been able to direct them.
Several night ago I was asleep, and then awoke and was unable to go back to
sleep. I was looking out my window and what I believe to be a UFO. The lights
were wobbling, changing direction and alternately going very slow and very
fast. I even went outside to watch them with more clarity. After they
disappeared behind the trees, I returned to my bedroom and unable to sleep I got
on-line and first started out on a UFO related sight, I then came across several
websites about OBE's, how to prepare oneself, and how to induce them, one of the
ways mentioned that waking up and doing some activity and then returning to
sleep was helpful as well as Lucid Dreaming. Well sure
enough when I went back to sleep, I realized myself in the middle of a dream and
then concentrated on leaving my body. I found what helped for me was attempting
to wake myself from the dream and when I felt the body paralysis not to feel
scared but embrace it. My body left once, I went to the bedroom door and opened
it only to find a dark void. I closed it and returned to my body. However
staying in my vibrational state, I attempted it again and found myself sliding
up the wall, onto the ceiling and out my window. At first
everything was grainy or misty, but then came into more vivid colors. I zoomed
very fast into the sky and, it was cool, I could feel clouds misting over me and
I then found myself over a foreign landscape with many trees and along the
ocean. I came to a dilapidated castle, church or building (I was not sure). I
entered and was not comfortable with the area, so I left, crawled along the roof
explored the carvings on the side of the building where I saw the word DEMOS
etched. I came back to my body and awoke. What was
your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I was very alert during all
experiences.
Was the experience dream like
in any way? The last
experience where I flew over the landscape was dreamlike.