Emma L's Experience
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Experience description:
Hello! I am a very
tranquil person and I was very gravely ill. They operated on me after
diagnosing breast cancer. Truthfully, I don't know what level [of cancer it was],
but [I] only [know] that after the operation, X-rays and chemo [treatments] were
to follow.
When I left the operating
theatre, with the drainage tubes [still in], and in much pain, I lost all notion
of time and space. I was lying down and all of a sudden I saw myself engulfed
in a brilliant light and a sort of very soft and faint breeze passed over my
chest. I wanted to move my body but I couldn't. I wanted to turn around and
see in another direction, and again I couldn't. At that moment I felt fear but
soon a voice told me that I shouldn't be concerned; that everything would be all
right. I wanted to turn to see this being and only was able to catch a glimpse
of a white tunic from the chest [area] to the floor. I also saw his enormous
hands, so soft, that caressed my chest and spoke the words that everything would actually
be all right. I don't know how much time passed I only know that I started to
feel a peace and tranquility that I had never before felt. Up to now, they've
done studies and everything comes out fine. I think it was the Master, Jesus,
who came to me and placed himself at my right hand to bring me the health and
peace that I needed at that moment. I thank God for that marvellous experience
that he permited me to undergo. I've only told a few persons about this
experience, since, even with the emotion of what I lived through, there was one
who hurt me with negative comments about this account.
CUANDO SALI DE LA
OPERACION, AUN CON LOS TUBOSPARA DRENAR Y CON MUCHO DOLOR, PERDI LA NOCION DEL
TIEMPO Y EL ESPACIO,. YA QUE ME ENCONTRABA RECOSTADA Y DE REPENTE ME VI ENVUELTA
EN UNA LUZ BRILLANTE, Y QUE CAIA SOBRE MI CUERPO UNA ESPECIE DE BRISITA MUY
SUAVE Y TENUE, QUERIA
MOVER EL CUERPO PERO NO
PODIA, QUERIA VOLTEAR Y VER OTRA DIRECCION Y IGUAL NO PODIA, EN ESE MOMENTO
SENTI MIEDO PERO DE PRONTO UNA VOZ ME DIJO QUE NO ME PREOCUPARA, QUE TODO IVA A
ESTAR BIEN, QUISEVOLTEAR PARA VER A ESE SER Y SOLO ALCANCE A VER UNA TUNICA
BLANCA DEL PECHO HACIA ABAJO, TAMBIEN VI SUS ENORMES MANOS TAN SUAVES QUE
ACARICIARON MI PECHO Y ME DIJO LAS PALABRAS DE QUE TODO IVA A ESTAR BIEN,
REALENTE NO SE CUANTO TIEMPO PASO, SOLO SE QUE EMPECE A SENTIR UNA PAZ Y
TRANQUILIDAD NUNCA ANTES SENTIDAS.
HASTA LA FECHA ME HAN
HECHO ESTUDIOS Y TODOS ME SALEN BIEN, YO CREO QUE ERA EL MAESTRO JESUS QUE VINO
A MI Y SE COLOCO EN MI DERECHA PARA TRAERME LA SALUD Y LA PAZ QUE NECESITABA EN
ESE MOMENTO. LE DOY GRACIAS A DIOS POR ESA EXPERIENCIA TAN MARAVILLOSA QUE ME
PERMITIO EXPERIMENTAR.
ESTA EXPERIENCIA SOLO LA
HE PLATICADO A CONTADAS PERSONAS YA QUE AUN CON LA EMOCION DE LO QUE VIVI HUBO
QUIEN ME LASTIMO CON COMENTARIOS NEGATIVOS A CERCA DE ESTE RELATO.
I didn't know how to
explain the incident.
At what time during the experience
were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?
CREO QUE SIEMPRE ESTUVE CON MI CONCIENCIA ALERTA
I think that I always maintained
an alert consciousness.
Did your vision differ in any way from your normal,
everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors,
brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
No
At the beginning I felt
very confued but after, I felt a peace; I felt much love. The middle [part] of
the confusion blurred and when I heard the voice--so clear and sweet--I knew
that it was related to the Master, Jesus, who was with me in those moments.
The light only covered
my body. It was a very white light but I clearly felt that apart from the light
emanated a sort of slight breeze that covered my body.
As I said, earlier, I saw a very
brlliant light.
He was to be found at
my right hand side, along the headboard. I didn't know who it was because I only
saw a white tunic and hands. I believe it was the Master, Jesus.
I really didn't know where I found
myself.
Did you have a sense of knowing
special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes CREO QUE
TUVE ESA MANIFESTACION DE AMOR PARA COMPARTIRLA CON LAS PERSONAS NECESITADAS QUE
TIENEN MIEDO A LO QUE SIGUE, CUANDO LES CUENTO SE TRANQUILIZAN E INCLUSO LLORAN
I believe that I had that
manifestation of love to share it with others who are needy who are afraid of
what is to follow. When I tell them, they calm down and even cry.
Since that
manifestation occurred, I am more able to be understood. I give all my love and
forgive whomever requires it. I learned to forgive.
Sometimes when I say
something will occur, it happens. It's more when I dream it. Later I have the
feeling and it happens in reality. I don't know if it's a coincidence but it
happens.
The first person I
recounted it to was my sister, as she was the first one I saw. She became very
emotional; she got teary-eyed. Later [I told] three persons more. I don't know
if they believed me as they didn't say anything. Finally I told a fourth
person who only negated it with her head and gave me to understand that I had
dreamed it or that it was due to the anesthesia. Since that time, I haven't
recounted it so as to not let the beautiful manifestation fade. Today I
communicate it because when I read these pages I felt understood and knew that I
was not the only one with this blessing.
I became aware that my
body is only the clothing of my soul, and [that] the day that I have to go I
know that I will be in a place that is so beautiful and peaceful. My
relationships with others grew; I eliminated from my life the bad energies:
criticism, gossip, vanity, materialism, etc. I love the whole world more now
that I don't see the wrapper, but inside of the person.
I am happier; I give
more love. I live the days of my life as if this was the last day of my life. I
meditate and clear my mind of negative thoughts and if any arrive, I move them
along.
It was the most wonderful that
could have occurred. I feel so peaceful and live very happily. Everything is
given to me and I share it.
Did the questions asked and
information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience?
Yes
I believe that all your questions
are very concrete and easy to answer. I thank you for having this site for the
sharing of experiences.
HOLA, SOY UNA PERSONA MUY TRANQUILA Y ESTUVE MUY GRAVE DE SALUD, ME TUVIERON QUE
OPERAR YA QUE ME DIAGNOSTICARON CANCER DE SENO EN REALIDAD NO SE EN QUE GRADO
SOLO SE QUE DESPUES DE LA OPERACION SEGUIRIAN QUIMIOS Y RADIOS.
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
Yes NO SABIA
COMO EXPLICAR EL SUCESO.
At the time of this experience,
was there an associated life threatening event?
Uncertain EL MEDICO ME DIAGNOSTICO CANCER Y ME DIJO QUE MI VIDA CORRIA
PELIGRO
The physician diognosed cancer
and told me my life was at risk.
How did your highest level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every
day consciousness and alertness?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
If your highest level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal
every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:
CREO QUE SIEMPRE ESTUVE CON MI CONCIENCIA ALERTA
I think that I always
maintainted an alert consciousness.
Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal,
everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of
sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
No
Did you experience a separation of
your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What emotions did you
feel during the experience?
AL PRINCIPIO ME SENTI MUY CONFUNDIDA PERO LUEGO SENTI UNA PAZ, SENTI MUCHO
AMOR EL MIEDO DE LA CONFUSION SE ESFUMO, Y CUANDO ESCUCHE LA VOZ TAN CLARA Y
DULCE SUPE QUE SE TRATABA DEL MAESTRO JESUS QUE ESTABA CON MIGO EN ESOS
MOMENTOS,
Did you pass into or
through a tunnel or enclosure?
No LA LUZ SOLO
CUBRIA MI CUERPO, ERA UNA LUZ MUY BLANCA PERO SENTIA CLARAMENTE QUE APARTE DE
LUZ EMANABA UNA ESPECIE DE BRISITA MUY TENUE QUE CUBRIA MI CUERPO
Did you see a light?
Yes COMO DIJE
ANTERIORMENTE VI UNA LUZ MUY BRILLANTE
Did you meet or see any other
beings?
Yes SE
ENCONTRABA A MI DERECHA AL LADO DE LA CABECERA, NO SABIA QUIEN ERA PORQUE SOLO
VI UNA TUNICA BLANCA Y UNAS MANOS, CREO QUE ERA EL MAESTRO JESUS
Did you experience a
review of past events in your life?
No
Did you observe or hear anything
regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?
No
Did you see or visit any beautiful
or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?
Uncertain REALMENTE NO SABIA DONDE ME ENCONTRABA
Did you have any sense of altered
space or time?
Uncertain NO SABIA EN QUE LUGAR ESTABA
I didn't know where I was.
Did you reach a boundary
or limiting physical structure?
No
Did you become aware of
future events?
Uncertain
DESDE QUE SUCEDIO ESA MANIFESTACION, SOY MAS COMPRENSIBLE,, DOY TODO MI AMOR Y
PERDON A QUIEN LO REQUIERA, APRENDI A PERDONAR
Did you have any psychic,
paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have
prior to the experience?
Uncertain A VECES CUANDO DIGO QUE VA A SUCEDER ALGO PASA, MAS BIEN CUANDO
LO SUE�O, DESPUES TRAIGO EL PRESENTIEMIENTO Y SUCEDE. EN REALIDAD NO SE SI ES
COINCIDENCIA PERO PASA.
Have you shared this
experience with others?
Yes A LA PRIMERA PERSONA QUE SE LO CONTE FUE A MI HERMANA QUE FUE A LA
PRIMERA QUE VI, ELLA SE EMOCIONO HASTA LAS LAGRIMAS, DESPUES A 3 PERSONAS MAS NO
SE SI ME CREIAN O NO YA QUE NO ME DECIAN NADA Y POR ULTIMO A UNA CUARTA PERSONA
QUE SOLO NEGO CON LA CABEZA Y ME DIO A ENTENDER QUE LO HABIA SO�ADO O QUE ERA
POR LA ANESTECIA DESDE ALLI NO LO HABIA CONTADO PARA NO DESVANECER TAN HERMOSA
MANIFESTACION. HOY LA COMUNICO POR QUE CUANDO LEI ESTAS PAGINAS ME SENTI
COMPRENDIDA Y SUPE QUE NO ERA LA UNA CON ESTA BENDICION
Did you have any
knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No
How did you view the
reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:
Experience was definitely real ME DI CUENTA QUE MI CUERPO ES SOLO LA
VESTIDURA DE MI ALMA Y QUE EL DIA QUE YA ME TENGA QUE IR SE QUE ESTARE EN UN
LUGAR TAN HERMOSO Y TRANQUILO. MI RELACION CON LOS DEMAS CRECIO, SAQUE DE MI
VIDA LAS MALAS ENERGIAS CRITICAR, CHISMES, VANIDAD, MATERIALISMO ETC. AMO MAS A
TODO EL MUNDO YA NO VEO LA ENVOLTURA SINO POR DENTRO DE LA PERSONA
How do you currently
view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real SOY MAS FELIZ, DOY MAS AMOR, VIVO LOS DIAS
DE MI VIDA COMO SI ESTE FUERA EL ULTIMO DIA DE MI VIDA, HAGO MEDITACION, Y
LIMPIO MI MENTE DE PENSAMIENTOS NEGATIVOS Y SI LLEGARA A ENTRAR ALGUNO LOS
TRANSMUTO
Have your relationships changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
SOY MAS HUMILDE, AYUDO A QUIEN
NECESITA, AMO MAS Y DESINTERESADAMENTE
I am more humble. I help whoever needs. I love more and selflessly.
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
PROFESABA EL CATOLICISMO, Y AHORA
ESTUDIO MUCHO LA METAFISICA,
I used to profess Catholicism. I
now study much metaphysics.
Following the experience, have you
had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced
any part of the experience?
No
Is there anything else you would
like to add concerning the experience?
FUE
LO MAS MARAVILLOSO QUE ME PUDO HABER OCURRIDO, ME SIENTO TAN TRANQUILA VIVO MUY
FELIZ TODO SE ME DA Y LO COMPARTO
Are there any other questions we
could ask to help you communicate your experience?
CREO QUE TODAS SUS
PREGUNTAS SON MUY CONCRETAS Y FACILES DE CONTESTAR.
LES AGRADEZCO POR TENER ESTE LUGAR
PARA COMPARTIR EXPERIENCIAS