Ema's Experience
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Experience description:
I had four experiences - first and second in 1996 and the third and fourth experiences in 2008.
1996
The first one:
I was sleeping on my abdomen suddenly I found my soul floating above my body within several centimeters directly, then my soul .came back to the body and I resume sleeping
The second one:
While sleeping I saw my soul close to the ceiling I was alertness I tried to get out the room but the ceil prevented me, I don't know why the ceil blocked my soul
In 1996 I was a sixteen years old, that's why I cant remember the details. But in 2008 I had two wonderful experiences that I can remember all the details
2008
The first one:
At 14:00 pm in 14/04/2008 I was laying on bed to get some rest before going to the theatre then I came into the experience for ten minutes. At the beginning it was as a dream, I was with my colleague Ahmad in his car, it was night at the sea coast, suddenly we saw a blond girl with two men, she wasn't a human being or under analgesic, she was sad and walked away from her friends. I told Ahmad lets ask her what is the matter. But he rejected the idea, that's not our business he said
Suddenly she appeared on the car window near me! I scared a lot. I got a heart attack and failed unconsciousness, during that I was saying to Ahmad help me, wake me up. At that moment I passed through a very dark place then my soul was between the bed and the my body, my body was laying on abdomen at the bed, my soul tried to enter my body from down, but it wasn't easy, I opened my soul eyes, I saw the bed wavelike limpid like a glass. My ears were listening to a strange voice, sounds like an aircraft. It was abrade of the soul with the body, I was awareness, the I decided to push my soul more to enter my body. The head of my soul was close to my body, but the leg couldn't come into the body. It was very painful when I pushed the leg inside with great strength, then the bed back to be a hard material, I had pain in my leg all night long
It seams that when the soul goes unconscious the body wakes up.
The second one.
It was happened at 23:10 , Wednesday , 16/04/2008, for several minutes, and I had it after two days again, it began as a dream my friend shout wake up wake up, it was like a heart attack. I saw my body was laying on the abdomen. My soul was between the bed and my body. I opened my soul eyes, then I saw the bed which became wavelike limpid like a glass, I scared, I was alertness I saw in the dark not cleared physiognomy of a girl. I thought that she was my classmate, so I tried to call her but she didn't respond. I was afraid that she could be a genii or strange being; I noticed that somebody was beside her. At that moment my soul was gathering with my body. But this time without pain or any noises it was easy and I was very happy. I expected that the bed will be hard again, and then suddenly I decided not to come back inside my body. I decided to go and visit a friend; I took that risk in spite that may I will not be able to get back to my body. I wanted to visit Hamod. I haven't see him for long time and I love him so much. I couldn't do that because the soul refused to go. I was forced to returned into my body. When I woke up I had a severe pain in my eyes because I opened the eyes of my soul too much
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? Uncertain
At the second experience in 2008 I wanted to visit friend of mine in spite that I knew that I will be not able to turn back to my body again.
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?
I was in a highest level of consciousness and alertness.
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during
the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was
different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain
I was in a highest level of consciousness and alertness.
Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision ?
In 2008 the bed was wavelike limpid like a glass like a river
Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing ?
Yes in the first experience in 2008, I heard the abrasion of my body with my soul sounded like to rocks scraping against each other, you can't hear it but if you connect them with one thousand watts then you would hear an ugly loud voice
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Uncertain
What emotions did you feel during the experience? Amazement, beatitude, astonishment and panic.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
Uncertain in2008 I had a heart attack in the dream, then I found my self between the bed and my body.
Did you see a light? No
Did you meet or see any other beings? Uncertain in 2008 during the second experience, I wasn't sure of the girl who was like an anime picture. I asked her if she was my colleague but she didn't answer
Did you experience a review of past events in your life? No
I
became sure that there is hell and paradise, the experience taught me that there
is remoteness inside remoteness and there are physical limits
Did you observe
or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
No
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? Yes
I saw things in different way as the bed which seemed like a river.
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? No
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes. I felt that I was connected to the universe
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes
In 1996 during the second experience, the ceiling blocked my body, but my consciousness told me that I can do it.
In 2008 the leg of my body refused to allow the leg of the soul to turn inside it, that caused a severe pain in both of them.
Did you become aware of future events? Uncertain
Life is deep, it could be with no determinism, even if you aware and expect a
future event, it could inverted.
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not
have prior to the experience?
Yes
I can see souls of people inside there bodies. That's puts me in a state of consternation.
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes
Hamad called me at 14:14 and I told him the experience. I spoke to him for 26 minutes and 57 seconds. He was astonished and suggested that I make the experience a short movie because he works as a films director. God exists he said. I told my friends Ahmad and other female friend. She believed me but Ahmad laughed and he blipped me but I lost the video film
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience ( NDE ) prior to your experience? Yes
I read in phraseology, scientology, dietetic and near death and the science in animism and dramas which talk about paranormal experiences, cemeteries, souls, spirits, and the strange cosmic creatures and some science moves aerials and more
How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened: Experience was definitely real
I wish to get it again to go out of my body and to get back to it again. Because it was wonderful.
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?
Yes in 2008 when I decided to go and to visit a friend even if I would not be able to comeback again.
How do you currently view the reality of your experience: Experience was definitely real I was awareness and I will never forget it
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes. I became know more about essence of human being
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes I see that beliefs and people are united together with science I knew that before but now I become more believer
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
At the first one in 2008 I heard corrosive voices, I felt a severe pain in my leg.